MTL - He’s Not A Non-Entertainment Circle-Chapter 15 Dark tide and escape
Love makes people suffer from loss, love makes people feel inferior and weak, then simply give up.
Gu Qingyan once had a concealed question about why Luran likes peach eyes so much. He said that it may be because of a child he had seen as a child. Gu Qingyan was very excited at that time. He wanted to confess that he was a little crying bag.
Unfortunately, Luran said: "The child's eyes are pretty, but I don't like him."
Gu Qingyan asked him why, Lu Ran said that he did not like it. He lied to himself and was a small liar.
Gu Qingyan smiled and didn't know how to tell Luran. Sorry, my little brother, I didn't mean it. I will be good to you and then compensate you.
Luran subconsciously denied that the tearful peach eyes in his dream were the child.
Because the other party does not keep his promise, and he does not want to admit his early love. At the age of 11 years old, I liked a child of the same sex, and so many years of obsessed with it, I couldn’t even talk about it, and I couldn’t talk about it for the little boy.
A lot of things happened in the past two years, and Gu Qingyan grew bigger and became better.
Yes, look good.
Gu Qingyan's looks are very beautiful. A man should not say good-looking, but his looks are really good-looking and blur the concept of gender.
In two years, although Gu Qingyan did not get angry because of Lu Ran's obstruction, he did learn a lot with a few old bone teacher.
Everything looks good on the surface, but the dark tide is surging under calm.
During this time, Gu Qingyan’s emotions have been wrong. He tried to restrain himself and couldn’t help but think about it.
In the past, those who misunderstood the burial were too deep. In fact, they had already had a very serious problem without knowing it. Gu Qingyan spoiled Lu Ran.
In this love, their relationship is too unequal.
Whether it is the love that is woven in the beginning for the sake of closeness, or the love that is forbearing afterwards, all the unstable factors are waiting for the opportunity of the explosion in silence.
The point of the explosion was when Lu was on a business trip abroad.
On a certain night, Gu Qingyan received a phone call from Luran, and the phone was the voice of Yan Qiubai’s gasping c, and he did not say much about Yan Qiubai’s behavior. He did not care at all because he knew that the other party was on purpose.
Gu Qingyan understands Lu Ran, Lu Ran will never do this kind of thing, because the other party does not want to do it.
Gu Qingyan believes that his little brother will never deceive him.
It was only when Gu Qingyan called the next day to ask Lu Ran to work abroad. Luran concealed that he had seen Yan Qiubai.
Out of fear of Gu Qingyan's thoughts, he chose a good faith lie, and Gu Qingyan's most unacceptable is that the little brother lied to him.
So it broke out. Gu Qingyan threw his own things into the garbage bag and recorded the broken diary of the two people's love. He was too tired.
In this love, Gu Qingyan's bet has paid too much, but he can't get any reply from his lover.
He cleaned up his own things, and then left a letter to Lu Ran and then decided to leave the home of both of them. He did not take anything and left Lu Jun to send him.
He loves Luran, but what about love. Both are too immature, maybe better separated. He didn't want the relationship between the last two people to become out of control. He would rather have two people separate when they are still pretty.
Even if you can't be together, at least after the separation, all the memories are all sweet memories of two people, which is enough.
It’s just that he didn’t expect him to come alone. He took one away when he left. He left everything that Luran gave him, but his little brother gave him a gift that could not be left. The fate between them has not been simply cut off.
Luran went home when he was going crazy. He opened the door and nothing went away. Gu Qingyan left and left a letter.
He said: Luran, I am leaving, no need to find me. You can't find my mobile phone card, I will throw it, thank you for your two years of companionship. I am very happy to meet you, Luran I know that you don't like me, you are with me just because of responsibility, you are a good person. Finally, I wish you happiness!
Luran took the silver/line/card that he once gave himself to the other party but found that the two cards together had not been moved for two years.
In a sense, the foster relationship between them does not exist, and Lu does not know why the other party wants to support him.
Until the ignorance of the image of the trash can to throw away the things that Gu Qingyan threw back, saw the shredded notebook.
Luran glued the notebook to see the bits and pieces recorded by Gu Qingyan. He only realized the love of the other party, and he lost his baby, and then found it for five years.
The author has something to say:
The little crying bag ran away~~~
Then he found him for five years. He regretted his swing and then recognized how much he liked his little dragon.
