MTL - Gold Medal Mediator-v2 Chapter 126 Extra 2: Ying Fan's Perspective (middle)
???? I think of many, many things, but because the Lord is watching me all the time, I can't tell my lover all this.
???? But I found that I overestimated myself.
???? Seeing how she was busy and planning for her cousin, I have to admit that my jealousy reached its peak, especially when she accompanied Chen Wenxian one time My anger also peaked when I got drunk again at the bar.
???? What does she mean?
???? I can tolerate her not coming to my side, but I must not tolerate her pushing others, especially a man who has a high chance of cheating in the future, to me.
???? She knows what Chen Wenxian has done to me.
???? I'm pretty sure because I felt a peculiar wave from her...
???? She also brought the system.
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???? "Why did you come to this world because you came to me?"
???? "Chen Wenxian is so bad, don't get too close to him and don't push him to me, okay?"
???? Just when I was a little hesitant, I suddenly heard her say, "Where's my cousin?"
???? I had a bad guess in my mind.
???? But combining all the details over the years, I feel that the guess is more and more true.
Beside her, keep her as far away from that bad man as possible.
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???? When I woke up the next morning, I was almost in a cold sweat.
???? In the thumping heartbeat, I blankly reflected on myself:
???? What am I doing?
???? What the **** did I do last night, I just hurt her again—
???? I turned my head to look at the other person who was sleeping beside me with a heavy heart, full of annoyance and remorse, but suddenly stopped because of what I saw.
???? What did I see?
???? Since I realized it in this world, the blue progress bar above Hua Baihe's head has at most run to the solitary "2", but after the unbearable last night After a night of looking back...
???? The blue bar above her head is one-fifth full!
???? progress shows 20!
???? I'm at a loss.
???? What's going on?
???? Isn't this guideline the gap between me and her?
???? This progress bar has skyrocketed so much, is it because…
???? She liked everything last night?
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???? I noticed that the progress bar above her head was surging even faster.
???? When I discovered this fact, I deliberately let her leave for one night, thinking alone in the lonely late night the fact that my lover was discovered by me to hide her hobby.
???? After all, when we first met, she was really innocent.
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???? She left.
???? He disappeared right in front of me without saying hello to me or even finishing speaking.
???? The car passed by, and the harsh friction of the tire and the ground when braking suddenly made my face pale for a long time, but I didn't realize it.
???? I don't know what she was thinking when she pushed me away.
???? I was just reminded by this incident and recalled the incident of my car accident that year-Is it what it feels like to watch my lover have an accident?
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???? My mind is so full of emotions that it almost overflows, but I can't do anything, even I have to maintain Luo Sheng's original character, lonely in this world live.
???? It stands to reason that if my lover is also a mission officer, after she leaves, as a citizen of the original world, I should slowly forget her traces.
???? But...how can I bear it, how can I pretend to forget her?
???? The memories she left me are good medicine to keep me awake day after day.
???? I can't wait to finish the task of this world, and then go to the next world to find her.
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???? Until—
???? I followed her traces to the next world.
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???? When the tracking mode is on, a piercing voice in my head is chirping: "Violation! Violation!"
???? I turned a blind eye to that voice and realized that my self-assertion might have some unwanted consequences, and the Lord God would never allow me to make such a move—even just Having met the man a few times, I can also see his character and attitude.
???? I think I have to do something when I see Hua Baihe again.
???? Only by experiencing the feeling of a little bit of weakening of my soul can I gradually realize how big a lie the Lord God promised me back then.
???? There are only hundreds of worlds now, and I have almost forgotten my origin and obsession...
???? Suppose I really helped him save thousands of worlds, at that time, will my soul still exist?
???? Did he not even think about letting me leave alive?
????My instinct is to give myself some energy to retreat.
???? So, when I saw her again, I engraved part of my energy and the complete memory I copied on her back in the form of coding, with tattoos form.
???? Even if there is any accident in the future, as long as the tattoo on her body is there, as long as we can still meet, I will not be afraid of anything.
???? I am looking forward to her arrival.
???? However, this process is more difficult than I thought, and there is no other reason. The emperor of this world is more disgusting than Chen Wenxian of the previous world.
???? In addition, after I came, I could always feel that the original owner also exudes hatred for the emperor in his sleep.
???? I really am not suitable to come to a place where the three views are so inconsistent. The last time I was so uncomfortable seemed to be a world set by ABO.
???? I was full of irritability and didn't want to get close to this man, but unfortunately I have been his wife and his queen in name since I came to this world.
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????Whenever he tries to spend the night in my room, I release a hypnotic pheromone that ensures he sleeps through the night, of course, very occasionally, The servants on the vigil outside the door were always awake, so much so that I had to let myself practice a little more dubbing.
???? Just like that, I finally got her.
???? What makes me sad is that she actually wanted to make me and the emperor together this time, and even hooked up with my sister who was the enemy of the original owner of my body.
???? I don't know how she has become like this, and I don't want to believe that the girl who might have had a sweet love relationship with me has become like this... Lalang match.
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???? Does she think that dog emperor is a good match for me?
???? I can't stand her arguing with other maids to prevaricate me. I don't just rely on the emperor, begging for mercy in exchange for his alms. This way can go, I will prove it Show her.
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???? She interrupted my plan.
???? I don't understand what happened to her.
???? First she ran away from me, and then traveled thousands of miles to the frontier to save the emperor. Her actions made me more and more incomprehensible.
???? But I have been in this world for so long, the convenience brought by my identity and the advantage of knowing the plot far exceeded her imagination.
???? She can save the emperor once, and I can find a way to kill him three times.
???? Finally, I achieved my goal, and I wanted to go to her face with arrogance, to prove that I could undo the resentment of the original body, and to prove that I could live a better life.
???? But what do I see?
???? I watched the world stop for a moment, and she disappeared in front of my eyes.
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???? I was wrong about her.
???? Her mission is to let these children of the world fall in love?
???? Otherwise, why is it so unreasonable for her to disappear as soon as the emperor dies, as if she was forced to leave.
???? I went too far, I murmured.
???? I looked at the empty prison, and my heart was suddenly empty and filled with regret.
???? If, if I didn't hate the emperor so much, maybe I could get along with her a little longer, right?
???? I sighed and decided that in the next world, I must try my best to get along with my intended partner.
???? Well, try.
???? But the Lord God did not give me this opportunity.
???? When he was transforming me, he buried something so bad in me that I suddenly lost all memory.
???? In system jargon, I am formatted.
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???? When I regained my memory again, I confirmed that the Lord God did not want me to meet her at all.
???? Otherwise, how can you explain it, the world has been successfully saved step by step, but he still wants to format me?
???? Either he is sour with our sweet love, or...
???? My actions threaten him.
???? I am trying my best to hook up with my lover again, and at the same time I am constantly analyzing the data from the Lord God, hoping to find some breakthroughs.
???? To my surprise, this time I actually heard someone unfinished.
???? "Actually, I've always liked you."
???? That's what she told me before she disappeared.
???? For a moment, I wondered if she had guessed it was me.
???? But more, I am gratified and moved.
???? Even if she didn't guess it was me, even if she just kept on falling in love in countless worlds, I felt very relieved.
???? This at least proves that she still has the ability to love others, right?
???? I can also comfort myself, my things didn’t make her too sad…
???? In the void where time stopped because of her departure, I sighed softly:
???? "Finally grown."
???? "All learned to come out."
???? At least it's better than just enjoying the irresponsible attitude in the first world, right?
???? This time, I leave with joy, and I even look forward to the arrival of the next world.
???? I want to know what kind of progress and surprise she will bring me in the next world.
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???? I am President again.
???? When looking at Wen Congshu's life trajectory, I recalled it divergently. The last time I was president was a few worlds ago.
???? Because of someone, when I open the world line, I pay special attention to the original owner's emotional line.
???? There is no doubt that the emotional object of the original owner of this world…
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???? I was sitting in the office, banging on the arm of the chair, and in less than half a minute I figured out how to make my destined lover live in the world safe and sound, and not come Get in my way.
???? Next, I deliberately spent five minutes thinking about what kind of welcoming ceremony would be better for her in this world.
???? When I found out that her parents were trying to give her to me for nothing, something I had rejected—
???? I almost vomited out a mouthful of blood.
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???? I am depressed.
???? It was not until I saw her coming to me again that I almost lost my lover.
???? Forget it, since she can't take care of her, it's the same to let her take care of me, right?
???? What makes me happy is that she in this world is more accepting of my feelings.
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???? I was in an unbelievable ecstasy.
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???? "Let's get married."
???? "The last sentence is not a joke."
???? She looked at me seriously, as if she had confessed to me for the first time.
