MTL - Gold Lord is Very Busy-Chapter 82
At the same time, Jian Ningzhe, who recently settled in the local lover, also saw this program. Of course, he only watched for Tan Feiyang, and what he saw and heard was far more than other audiences.
He knew that was what Tan Feiyang wanted to say to himself.
Whether he was born before or reborn, whether he likes him unknowingly or deeply loves him, in his heart, getting him will never be the first.
Tan Feiyang hopes he is happy.
Tan Feiyang has been saying this to him repeatedly. I did n’t know that before Tan Feiyang was Xiao Ba, what he thought was that after revenge, living well is happiness; after knowing that Tan Fei Yang was Xiao Ba, what he thought was It is happiness to get Tan Feiyang.
Tan Feiyang is indeed with him. The two men are like fighting guerrilla warfare every day, greedy for that loud greedy, watch out for Tan Feiyu, live a life where there is wine now and drunk now, no one has mentioned what to do in the future, they All live in the moment.
This moment made Jian Ningzhe depressed, but he was very happy watching Tan Feiyang, and he never said anything. Now after watching this program, he understands that Feiyang always understands him, but just has no chance to speak out.
The happiness that Tan Feiyang hopes for is never the same as the happiness that Jian Ningzhe thinks.
Jian Ningzhe wanted to be very intuitive. From the past to the present, they are both revenge and Xiaoba. Tan Feiyang hopes that even if there is no revenge and Xiaoba, Jian Ningzhe can still be happy.
He expressed a meaning to everyone in front of everyone through the TV show. Even without me, you have to live healthy, happy and happily. This is Jane Zhe that I love.
Jian Ningzhe knew that he couldn't do this. He asked himself a distorted personality and hadn't grown up since he was a child. He longed for Cheng Mingyi. It wasn't clear whether he was in love or in order to catch the only true color in life. He just knew that Cheng Mingyi was a treasure to him. He couldn't let go. The rest of it all came down to love.
But if it was true love, why didn't Tan Feiyang be recognized?
In fact, when you think about it, Tan Feiyang and Cheng Mingyi have too many similarities. When living together, he is familiar with every move.
So he once again decided to seize this person and attribute this exclusive desire to love, but never asked himself why.
There is no love in Lin Zhengping's heart, and sometimes Jian Ningzhe wonders if he has inherited this, and he has no love like him? So when he found out that Cheng Mingyi had a different status in his heart, he immediately seized the difference and took it as a hard feeling, pretending to be affectionate, to make himself different from Lin Zhengping.
This idea flashed in Jane Ningzhe's heart, he doubted and denied.
Now, in Tan Feiyang's expectations, he really began to reflect on himself, and this suspicion once again came to mind.
Does he have love, is his love just a kind of self-satisfaction, or does he truly put this person deep in his heart and cannot be shaken?
Jian Ningzhe himself couldn't figure it out, in the final analysis, he was also a lack of feelings. When I first met Cheng Mingyi, was it not to satisfy his sense of accomplishment, to find someone who was poorer than himself to take care of him?
After watching the show, he sat in the room for a long time, and the TV stayed on, so he didn't know what show.
When he came back to life, Jian Ningzhe didn't know what time it was. He picked up the phone and didn't even go to watch it. He just sent a message to Tan Feiyang according to his own mind—
【I want to see you. 】
After sending the message, he only saw the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning.
At this time, Tan Feiyang should have fallen asleep long ago. And when Tan Feiyang was asleep, let alone the small beep of WeChat, even thunder would not wake up.
He didn't want to wake up Tan Feiyang either. It was an impulse message just now, and he would be reluctant to wait for the reason to return now.
Who knew he was going to give up, Tan Feiyang responded-[wait for me, I'll go to you right away. 】
At three o'clock in the morning, Tan Feiyang was in the old house again, and he had to rush to him immediately, which was really impossible. But Jian Ningzhe still had a little expectation in his heart, he waited quietly.
There will be no traffic jam in the early morning hours. Tan Feiyang arrived at Jian Ningzhe's home in about 40 minutes. This speed should be unimpeded all the way. He had the code of Jane Ningzhe's, and no one needed to open the door for him. But when he entered the password, the door was already open, and Jian Ningzhe took him into the room and hugged him and kissed him deeply.
This was a long-lasting kiss that Tan Feiyang could not breathe. It was a kiss that was so affectionate, but Jian Ningzhe didn't move his feet as usual, just hugged and kissed.
When he let go of Tan Feiyang, and the two of them were panting against each other, Jian Ningzhe whispered, "Why don't you sleep so late?"
"I can't sleep," Tan Feiyang said softly. "I think you might see this program. I think you might send me a message and wait forever. Waiting for bedtime to pass, what's up in bed? Can't sleep. "
Tan Feiyang has no sleep time, he can fall asleep anytime, anywhere, and he can maintain his mental state anytime, anywhere. He is as energetic as all young people. He has good sleep quality and rarely loses sleep. I can't sleep today because I have been waiting for him?
"You sneaked out at night, will your brother find out?" Jian Ningzhe pinched Tan Feiyang's nose with his nose and asked affectionately.
Tan Feiyang didn't answer. In fact, he felt that Tan Feiyu probably knew a little about the private meeting with Jian Ningzhe these days. Tan Feiyu will surely know if he ran out this evening. But he couldn't control it anymore. He wanted to see Jian Ningzhe and wanted to see if he was OK.
Even if Tan Feiyang didn't say it, Jian Ningzhe understood what he meant.
Tan Feiyang, who had said that he was not sleepy, yawned involuntarily after meeting Jian Ningzhe. When Jian Ningzhe knew that he was at ease and was sleepy, he led the person to the bedroom and took out the pajamas that Tan Feiyang had put here before from the wardrobe At the same time, he said, "Sleep so late, don't think about anything, no matter what happens, the sun will rise tomorrow."
Tan Feiyang nodded obediently, and put on pajamas with Jian Ningzhe after putting on pajamas. It seems that Jian Ningzhe didn't mean to do it today. He simply held Tan Feiyang's hand and wanted to sleep peacefully with him.
I do n’t know what Jane Ningzhe was thinking, and Tan Feiyang didn't dare to sleep. He barely opened his eyes to see the people around him. The sleepy-eyed look was a bit cute, and Jenningzhe couldn't help but hold him in his arms.
It feels so secure to hold this person in my arms. Each cell of Jian Ningzhe stretched comfortably, wishing to wrap Tan Feiyang tightly in his body, and never separated.
"I see what you mean," Jian Ningzhe said, holding Tan Feiyang, "I also know what you want to say to me."
Tan Feiyang nodded in Jian Ningzhe's arms, signaled that he was not asleep and had been listening. Jen Ningzhe smiled and squeezed his paw, and then said, "You wish I could cherish myself, don't carry too many things, and don't live so tired."
Tan Feiyang scratched at the hand of Jian Ningzhe, meaning you got it right.
"But for me, you are part of my body and me." Jian Ningzhe's voice was **** and hoarse, just like the cv voice he once made, and it went straight to the heart through the voice, "I will hurt when you have an accident, you I'm not complete without it. "
"What you said earlier made me doubt myself. I don't even know if I love you. Maybe I just lived in the past and couldn't figure it out. I haven't figured it out for a long time, but I want to see you. I I feel that as long as I see you, I can understand what I think. "
Hearing what Jen Ningzhe said, Tan Feiyang's sleepiness disappeared, and he asked, "Do you understand?"
He understood, and Jen Ningzhe's thoughts, he always understood.
Just because Tan Feiyang knew that Jian Ningzhe didn't know whether he was in love or not, he made a confession that day, and proposed to be separated from Jian Ningzhe for a while, calming down with each other. The reason is simple, as he said before. In the eyes of Tan Feiyang, Jian Ningzhe has not changed, but Xiao Ningzhe's mind, after years of beautification, can reality and imagination be unified?
After calming down, Jen Ningzhe refused to let him go. Since Wu Brother needs him, no matter if this need is love or not, Tan Feiyang will be with Wu Brother.
So they were together again, like stealing / love, Tan Feiyang avoided the issue, and Jian Ningzhe always believed in his feelings.
Until Tan Feiyang took the opportunity of an interview program to tell Jane Ningzhe what she said.
"I see," Jane Ningzhe's voice was calm and comfortable. "I love you."
This time it was neither a memory nor an exclusive, he was so clear and true that he loved Tan Feiyang. It was not the phantom of Cheng Mingyi who had come up in the past, but the real person now in his arms.
"Me too." Tan Feiyang leaned in Jian Ningzhe's arms, finally showing a smile.
He knew this time that Wu was telling the truth and he could feel it.
In this way, Jian Ningzhe slept Tan Feiyang comfortably for a night, but did nothing. Even when they got up the next morning, because they reacted a little in the morning, they didn't catch a shot. Instead, they blushed and wore clothes. They were as pure as the school days when they dared to pull their little hands.
At dinner, Jian Ningzhe asked, "Are there any announcements recently?"
Tan Feiyang shook his head and said, "For the time being, that gambler's movie and a TV series will start shooting next month. Xiao Ying said that the schedule should be on schedule."
"I'll accompany you home at that moment." Jian Ningzhe said, rubbing his head.
Tan Feiyang looked up at him in amazement: "My brother ... Oh, he won't be home during the day."
Probably for this reason, Jian Ningzhe said he was going to take him home?
"Then I'll be a guest at you for a day and wait until he comes home at night. By the way, I also see Tan Hai, your son is mine." Jian Ningzhe said with a smile.
Tan Feiyang was almost shocked. Jian Ningzhe went straight to the old house to see Tan Feiyu? Although Tan Feiyu hasn't said it, Tan Feiyang always knew that his brother probably wanted Jian Ningzhe, the guy who seduced his brother to go awry, to die. The two were almost the same, and they had irreconcilable contradictions. Go and see Brother? Will the World War break out?
"Don't be afraid," Jen Ningzhe comforted. "I just want to say a few words to your brother, nothing else."
Tan Feiyang was more scared, but Jian Ningzhe insisted that he sent a message to Tan Feiyu and Tan Hai at the request of his elder brother, telling them what Jian Ningzhe would visit at home. The difference is that he told Tan Hai that a dad's very important friend was coming to visit him; to Tan Feiyu, he was telling the truth.
Unexpectedly, Tan Feiyu said, "Let him come, I will go home early in the evening."
After getting consent, he took Jian Ningzhe home. On this day, they didn't do much, just watched the TV together and studied the acting skills of the actors on the TV. Jian Ningzhe also helped Tan Feiyang to do a few scene simulation quizzes and helped Tan Feiyang to refine his acting skills.
The first to return is Tan Hai. The child has been raised well recently, and has become more and more beautiful. He looks very cute, but his persistence in Meiyu has not changed. After greeting politely to Jian Ningzhe, he kept observing the other side silently. Jian Ningzhe did not go to please or leave Tan Hai alone. When chatting with Tan Feiyang, he also took into account Tan Hai, and quickly turned the conversation between the two into three people. He successfully made Tan Hai familiar with himself.
On the way Tan Hai went to the bathroom, Jian Ningzhe said to Tan Feiyang with satisfaction: "This child is good. When I was just talking to you, he was probably a bit of exclusion. The children have xenophobia. Mom and dad are all their own, no People who like to be close focus on others. But when he saw that I was teaching you to act, his dissatisfaction disappeared, not in disguise, but to accept me from the heart. He likes you very much, likes To the degree of love house and black, so I can accept me so quickly, I'm not as good as him. "
After listening to the last sentence, Tan Feiyang couldn't help it.
Jian Ningzhe did not explain, but smiled and touched Tan Feiyang's hair.
Even a child like Tan Hai who has only been with Tan Feiyang for a few months can accept himself because he likes Tan Feiyang, but what has he done?
I have been running away from Tan Feiyu. I have never thought about looking at Feiyang's elder brother. I did not try to win the approval of Tan Feiyu because I like Feiyang. Instead, I think about the evil way and want to make Tan Feiyu have to compromise.
This is not a way to treat loved ones, but a way to treat the enemy. He is not as good as a child.
Tan Hai himself took off his defense against Jian Ningzhe. In addition, Jian Ningzhe had a high means, and soon played with Tan Hai. Playing with Tan Hai's feelings about Jian Ningzhe from acceptance to admiration and like, watching him The look is like looking at an idol.
Tan Feiyang shrugged, this is Jian Ningzhe's ability, others cannot learn.
The three played for a while, and Tan Feiyu returned as early as he said.
Jian Ningzhe stood up and greeted him, Tan Feiyu nodded invariably to him.
Because he came back early, and it was still a while before dinner, Jian Ningzhe followed Tan Feiyu into the study and talked, and curious Tan Feiyang and Tan customs were outside the door. 2k novel reading network