MTL - Everyday Fighting With The Black-Bellied Male Lead-Chapter 24
In the dream, Lu Yue was in the dark night, surrounded by large tombstones, and not far away, the man with a black mist around him was approaching himself step by step.
Lu Yue widened his eyes, but did not run away. Because the person in front of him is not someone else, but his lover—He Lang.
"Arang ... why are you here?" Lu Yue asked indignantly.
"How am I here?" The man drew closer to Lu Yue, his face without a trace of blood suddenly zooming in front of his eyes, "I am dead, of course here."
"You ... dead?" Lu Yue's face turned white, her eyes cleared.
"Yeah, that night, I fell off the road halfway down the mountain and fell to death. I shouted that no one came to rescue me for a long time, and finally the blood ran out and my body was cold. You said that Where were you at that time? "
He Lang's expression suddenly became stubborn: "You and Ding Hui, the murderer Qing Qing me and me!"
"No! Listen to me ..."
"I don't listen to you, I don't believe what you say! Even if you finally catch Deng Hui? I'm still dead!"
Lu Yue's heart ache, she could only cry desperately to explain: "Alan, I really didn't mean it, I was for ..."
"Don't tell me!" He Lang interrupted anxiously in her dream, and her cold eyes seemed to want to freeze him.
"Don't be fooled like that, as if you love me so much, come down and accompany me if you can!"
Before Lu Yue had time to justify, He Lang in front of him hurled at him.
At this moment, Lu Yue sat up suddenly from the bed, the red light in his eyes scattered, without focus. It was only after taking a few breaths that he slowly eased over.
He Lang came to him again just now!
In recent days, Lu Yue has always dreamed of He Lang. Every time, he can see the other person looking at him with hate.
Lu Yue was most afraid that He Lang hated himself. He bears too much love from He Lang, so he can't bear even a little bit of hatred.
Although He Lang did not kill himself, if he had not provoked Deng Hui, how could He Lang be followed by him? He should not have promised Deng Hui at the beginning.
Lu Yue was less regretful, and her heart was aching, so why did He Lang die? Why didn't you die yourself?
Perhaps he really should go down with He Lang.
Lu Yueying lowered her head and sat until dawn.
The next morning, Lu Yue sorted out her thoughts. He got up from the bed, washed as usual, changed into a clean suit, and took the resignation letter in his hand to the company.
Originally, He Lang saw Lu Yue who came to work, and she felt more at ease. But when he heard the youth calmly read the so-called resignation letter on it, something burst into his heart.
The meeting room also exploded, but after Lu Yue didn't stop, he went straight out and he still had work to do.
Lu Yue has always been very calm, He Lang's heart has been up and down, he always feels that the youth is too abnormal, how could he be so calm, resign and resign, this is the company they worked together!
He Lang discouraged his throat, strode forward and grabbed Lu Yue's shoulder.
"Why resigned?"
Maybe he hasn't seen a man with such a cold side, Lu Yue froze a little, then answered with a smile: "No reason, I just have something else to do."
The young man turned with a smile, but He Lang felt that smile was particularly dazzling. He knows Gu An best and knows if he is really laughing.
What do you want to do, Gu An?
[Lu Yue: Huh, finally getting out of this world, it's not easy! 】
[001: The host is big, when will your killing trick come out? 】
[Lu Yue: Coming soon, I hope He Lang's mental capacity is not too weak. 】
[001: ... The host should not be too cruel. 】
[Lu Yue: Well, let's talk about it. 】
After returning from the company, Lu Yue then called the trustee to buy a cemetery, and then returned home to write a letter to Lu Zizhen.
At this moment, He Lang, who was sitting in front of the screen, had already captured all the man's actions.
In the afternoon, he tapped Lu Yue's phone and realized that he was buying a cemetery.
After Lu Yue cremated him, the ashes were still there. Did he want to bury himself? So why just bury him now?
[001: The host is big, what are you writing? 】
[Lu Yue: I am writing a testament. 】
[001 Frightened: Someone wants to kill you? 】
[Lu Yue rolled her eyes: Which of your eyes saw someone trying to kill me? It was me who committed suicide. 】
[001: Suicide? ? 】
[Lu Yue: Yes, He Lang gave me an obsession with magic pills before, which led to my disorder. I often dreamed of He Lang asking me to go down with him, and I love He Lang so much, of course, I will not refuse his request. . Do you say this reason for suicide is very reasonable? 】
[001 shakes the data nerve: how do I think the male lead is miserable? 】
[Lu Yue's words are attentive: I said baby, as a system, do you still need me to tell you what we are here for? Besides, if the person in this body is not me now, I am afraid that Gu An has already entered the mental hospital long ago, and the evils he has done must bear the consequences by himself. He Lang wants to understand this truth! 】
001 said, but Lu little fairy, can only sullenly inside.
Here, He Lang stared at the young man on the screen, his eyes were about to penetrate the screen, he was actually writing a testament!
Testament!
Why didn't He Lang know what the suicide note was, his body trembled and he almost slipped off the chair.
In the morning, I felt that the young man was very wrong. It turned out that he was going to die!
When thinking of this, He Lang couldn't sit still anymore, he rushed out of the door at once, and the cold air at night squeezed into the throat, which made him hurt a while.
Can't die! Can't let him die!
He Lang was so anxious that he couldn't wait to fly to Lu Yue immediately and told him that he was wrong!
Be sure to ask him for forgiveness!
No, even if you do n’t forgive him, it ’s better to keep it for him than to lose him!
He Lang crossed the red light all the way, and the gallop usually came over.
But when he pushed open the door, he saw that Lu Yue had been lying on the ground, and the table was dazzling sleeping pills.
He Lang's heart was tightened suddenly, the invisible force squeezed his internal organs, and the pain was unresponsive.
Until a few seconds passed, He Lang rushed to the youth like crazy. The youth had no blood on his face, and remained motionless like a dead man.
"You are really looking for death!"
"how dare you……"
He Lang's eyes were red, and he held Lu Yue's shoulders firmly. When he felt the youth's sweltering body temperature and shallow breathing, he reflected that the person was not dead yet!
"Hospital! Go to the hospital!"
He Lang immediately picked up Lu Yue, who was unconscious, and got into the car. He drove all the way to the nearest hospital.
"We'll give the patient a gastric lavage first, and ask the family to wait outside!"
He Lang looked at the emergency room that was slowly closing, and finally sat weakly in a chair. He rushed all the way, for fear that the young man suddenly lost his breath, so his heart was hanging there, even when he was facing death himself, he was not so afraid.
He is really afraid of losing this person ...
【Ding! Male lead black value -3, current black value 2! 】
[001: The host is big. How does it feel about gastric lavage? 】
[Lu Yue: Hehe, you will know if you try it. 】
This time, 001, who did not block the pain, lost her guilty conscience.
[001: The host is big, I didn't mean to make you suffer, but there was something wrong with the main system. It was very troublesome, so I was called over. 】
What 001 didn't tell Lu Yue was that the problem was related to him. The attacked characters disappeared automatically, but this has never happened.
[Lu Yue has become accustomed to the occasional 001 ventilation, coldly said: forget it, it's almost over anyway, I'm too lazy to care about this stupid system. 】
Despised by Lu Yue, 001 felt that his self-esteem had been hurt, so he went off the screen with a grudge.
When Lu Yue was moved to the ward, he felt that someone had been staring at him, so that the hot eyes could be felt even by people who closed their eyes.
When Lu Yue opened his eyes, he saw the man trapped in the shadow, sitting in front of him gloomily. He seemed to sit for a long time, motionless, until he found himself awake.
"Why is he trying to die?" He Lang's voice was not loud, but he tried to hide a certain emotion. Lu Yue lowered her eyelids and cast a shadow under her eyelashes.
"I'm not dead yet," the young man whispered, ignoring the man's questioning. His eyes were calm, but he looked even more alarming.
He Lang's heart could barely hold together.
Is it even so light and breezy to die? Do you just want to die so painfully?
He Lang looked at the youth's face and asked quietly.
"I know that sometimes I do n’t know my mind, and I often have hallucinations. I bit the injury on your neck, sorry, I forgot it before." Lu Yue said faintly, remembering that his assistant had taken it before He laughed at himself with a smile.
He Lang's throat narrowed, and he wanted to smile back, but couldn't smile.
"I dreamed of Alang last night." Lu Yue said, but the assistant around him stiffened.
"He hasn't forgiven me yet, I know his death is my fault, even if he hates me no matter how much he should."
No, it's not like that!
He has long forgiven you, and none of this is your fault. Where does he qualify to hate you? He Lang felt terrible.
Lu Yue continued: "Alan in his dream was a bit irritable, maybe it was too cold and dark, and no one was with him. I was worried about him, so I wanted to stay with him.
He Lang was so shocked that he couldn't even speak. His heart was twisted fiercely, and tears filled his eyes.
"So I wrote a testament to Lu Ziyu, and asked him to bury me and He Lang's urn after he died. This way I can always stay with him."
Lu Yue spoke slowly and calmly, just like saying that she would sleep for a long time.
But when he saw his assistant burst into tears, he paused: "Why did you suddenly cry?"
Cried? Is he crying?
He Lang touched his face with his hands, and she really felt wet.
He said: "I'm fine, I just think of someone."
The young man was dubious, and while still wondering, the door was kicked open.
Lu Zixi looked at the fake man with resentment, and immediately went up and gave him a punch. He Lang was beaten over his head, and his mouth was ironed.
Lu Yue was shocked: "What are you doing?"
Lu Zizhen looked at Lu Yue and thought of the suicide note he had just received, but felt that his blood was surging.
"I want to ask you, what are you trying to do? Suicide? Just for him!"
"What does this have to do with Zhou He, I am ..."
Lu Zizhen looked at Lu Yue with a blank expression and sneered: "You have known each other for more than ten years, why can't you see that he is He Lang?"
When the air was quiet, Lu Yue turned to look at the silent man and turned to her angry friend: "What do you mean?"
"Don't you understand yet? He is He Lang! It's all because of him!"
Lu Zizhen exploded in his ears like thunder. Lu Yue's voice shook: "What's your joke, how could Zhou He be He Lang?"
Lu Zi was so angry that Lu Yue turned his attention to the assistant he had always been familiar with: "Is he right? He Lang is dead. Didn't you find his body that night?"
Lu Yue asked eagerly. At this moment, he was like a man lost in a dream, and saw nothing real.
Until he heard that: "It's true, I'm He Lang."
He Lang didn't know the mood in which he said this. He looked up at Lu Yue's unaided eyes, and wanted to get the other side deeply into his eyes.
But Lu Yue shuddered suddenly, her body kept shrinking, and her mouth murmured, "You lie to me, you lie to me!"
He Lang realized that he was wrong, and immediately ran over and held him, staring at his eyes and said, "I know you don't believe it, but I did regenerate on Zhou He. It was I who got lost in your coffee. -The magic potion has made you unconscious. If you want it, hate me, don't kill yourself, I don't deserve it. "
After hearing this, Lu Yue really quieted down. He seemed a bit difficult to accept the fact that the whole person was still in a trance. Half a moment he lowered his head and said, "I don't want to see you now."
He Lang's heart twitched, and he slowly swallowed a bitter bitterness: "Okay, I'll go." Then he turned around and said to Lu Zi: "Take good care of him." he.
He Lang walked out of the hospital without knowing where to go. He looked up at the sky, but his eyes were more sour.
Since Lu Yue did not want to see him, he would not see him. He hurt him so much, how could Lu Yue not do anything and let him stay with him?
I knew it was the result, didn't I? But why is the heart still so painful? Just dig it out directly, there will be no pain if you dig it out.
He Lang put his hand in his heart and felt the beating there. Forget it, keep it, you can continue to love him, remind him of his mistakes.
Then continue to suffer.
【Ding! Male lead black value -1, current black value 1! 】
Here, Lu Yue was still in a daze, without saying a word all afternoon. Lu Zizhen looked at him with distress and anger, but he couldn't help him.
Until dark, the person on the bed spoke the first sentence: "I want to be discharged."
"The doctor said that you are weak and need to cultivate."
"I want to be discharged." Lu Yue repeated this sentence like a sluggish machine, and Lu Zizhen had no choice but to promise him.
He took him to his apartment so he could take care of him personally. But Lu Yue, like a puppet without a soul, didn't respond to anything and didn't eat rice. It wasn't until he broke his chopsticks that Lu Yue ate slowly.
But only a few mouthfuls.
At night, Lu Zizheng took the person into the bathtub to take a bath. At first he was still a little hesitant, because this was the first time he was so intimate with Lu Yue, or when he saw Lu Yue's skinny body, that little thought suddenly disappeared.
After a hastily bath, Lu Zizhen hugged Lu Yue to bed and let him sleep with him, which also satisfied his long-term wish. He thought to himself, if only the youth belonged to him forever.
In the middle of the night, Lu Yue suddenly had a nightmare. She was trembling and trembling, she was sweating, and still called He Lang's name.
Lu Zixi was so frightened that he woke him up immediately, and the youth gasped for a few breaths before returning to Mumu again.
This was true for several days. It wasn't until Lu Yue fainted suddenly when he walked, that Lu Ziyu decided that he should not be allowed to do so, and he should be taken to the hospital.
But in the end he was pulled by Lu Yue: "I'm fine, I just didn't stand firm."
"You don't need to explain, I will take you to the hospital this time!"
Lu Yue looked at him, looking pale: "I want to see him, and I will listen to you after I see you."
Lu Zizhen frowned: "You all look like this, still thinking about that person?"
"This is the last side."
Lu Yue looked firm and uncompromising.
Lu Zizhen didn't want to stimulate him, even if he didn't like them to meet, he couldn't agree.
He Lang was shocked when he received the call. Not long after he left the hospital that day, he began to miss Lu Yue. I sneaked back to the hospital at night, only to find that the hospital bed was empty. The suites they had lived in before were also empty.
At the time, he was still thinking how much Lu Yue didn't want to see him, not even giving him the opportunity to regret it.
And now Lu Yue said he wanted to see him? He Lang almost jumped up in excitement, and was uneasy after the excitement.
He still remembered the expression of the youth that day. Why did Lu Yue see him?
[001: The host is big, the hero is here! 】
001's voice sounded in his head, and Lu Yue, lying in bed, reluctantly closed the system mall. One last step, of course, he must focus on the task.
"Come in, he's in there." Lu Ziying looked at He Lang coldly, with a warning sign like watching the enemy.
He Lang looked down and did not speak. In fact, his heart was beating fast, and his hands were even shaking.
He carefully opened the door, and the bright light inside suddenly shot into his eyes, and his heart became even more tense.
Lu Yue looked at the overwhelmed man and couldn't think of how he looked like his lover. He smiled and said, "Sit."
He Lang sat down cautiously and looked up at him carefully, "What are you doing to me ..."
"I can't find you anymore?" Lu Yue looked at him ridiculously, his eyes gently made He Lang think it was a bubble, which was extremely unreal.
How could such a gentle expression still belong to him?
He Lang showed a painful face, but quickly covered it, and then showed a bitter smile: "I thought you hated me."
"I hate you very much." The youth's voice was not light, but every word was pierced into He Lang's heart like a needle.
really.
"But these days have passed, and I don't hate it. Actually, I shouldn't hate you originally, because I didn't make a good decision and provoked Deng Hui and killed you. You should hate me too. But I help you Caught Deng Hui, it is considered clear. "
The young man said intermittently, as if he really let go. Lu Yue said he didn't want to hate him anymore. He should clearly be happy, but his heart screamed and hurt as if he had been scooped up.
"What you do to me, I will forgive you, but I'm tired, I don't want to love any more, and you forget me."
Forgot him? He Lang's tall body trembled.
How could he forget him? But how willing he was to refuse his request.
"Okay, I will forget you."
Since this is what you asked for.
【Ding! Male lead black value -1, current black value 0! mission completed! 】
When He Lang came out, Lu Zizhen was coming from the front, and he snorted coldly as he passed by, but He Lang went straight as if he hadn't heard it.
"Xiao'an, what did you tell him?" Lu Zizhen asked as he opened the door, but when he looked up at the bedside, the young man had closed his eyes, as if falling into a deep sleep.
How could Lu Zizhen not see that the youth was definitely not asleep, he was just incredible, how could he suddenly die?
No, no!
Lu Zixi hurriedly approached the ground, stroking the youth's warm face with both hands.
But he didn't breathe, no heartbeat, he was really dead.
Lu Zizheng hissed now: "Gu An--"
How could Gu An suddenly die? It must be He Lang, what he said! definitely is!
Lu Zizhen's eyes were red, and when he was about to get up to find the bastard, he saw the note on the table by the young man, which only wrote one sentence: Don't tell him what happened to me.
Lu Ziyi smiled bitterly. You knew you were going to die, didn't you? That's why I wanted to see He Lang for the last time. You don't let me tell him, you don't want to make him sad.
After Lu Yue died, Lu Zizhen cremated him and buried him on the ground in the west of the city.
When He Lang accidentally learned the news of Lu Yue's death, it was already three days later.
In front of the tombstone, a man in a black suit stood in front of the small tombstone. He looked at the smiling young man above, and did not seem to believe that he had disappeared into the world.
The intense pain and unwillingness have drowned the man. This grief that wants to destroy the whole world seems to have experienced it in his last life, and once again devoured his flesh and blood.
He crouched down and kissed the young man tenderly.
"Even if you die, I will find you."
In the sun, the man's figure was transparent little by little, and finally disappeared in the early morning sunlight.