MTL - Eighteen Years Old-Chapter 139
Disappointment was written all over Yu Yao's face, and Zhou Yan couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to. Of course, he was not willing to see Yu Yao like this all the time.
He squeezed Yu Yao's fingers: "Aren't you tired?"
Yu Yao shook her head and took a step forward.
The two were almost body to body, Zhou Yan subconsciously wanted to back away, but Yu Yao stared at him, as if asking for an answer, and finally held back and did not move.
"Yaoyao." He opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
Yu Yao looked at him seriously: "Huh?"
Although it was not the familiar face, the girl's eyes were exactly the same as before, with nostalgia and dependence, she just looked at him like that and never moved away.
Zhou Yan's heart softened.
I can't wait to hold the little girl in my arms.
But... But facing such trusting and dependent eyes, he felt a strong sense of guilt. His adoptive mother and foster father treated him very well, and he was their adopted son, but he was loved by them just like his own son.
Now they are gone, but if their spirits in the sky see him coming unexpectedly, and have unreasonable thoughts about their granddaughter, will they be disappointed and angry?
In addition to them, there is her.
The little girl in front of him asked him for an answer.
She is only eighteen years old and has just grown up. Does she really like her, or is it because she has been nice to him for so many years? If she can't be sure, can't think clearly, will she regret it in the future? Will you blame him?
He didn't want to be blamed by her, never would.
Thinking of this, his heart felt sore and astringent, the kind of pain he had experienced for a long time.
"What are you thinking?" Yu Yao asked.
Zhou Yan wanted to shake his head, but he was selfish and wanted to ask clearly and get a negative answer.
"Yaoyao." He asked: "You... If I say I like you, will you think that I'm not as good as a beast?"
Yu Yao has black lines all over her head.
She knew that there must be obstacles in his heart, but she only thought it would be age and status, but she didn't expect him to even doubt her character.
Yu Yao suddenly didn't want to force him to admit it first.
He has been kind to her for so many years without asking for anything in return, so if he walks a little slower on the road of love, what does it matter if she speeds up?
After all, the purpose is to come together.
She said seriously: "Then I said I like you, do you think I'm shameless? You are obviously my little uncle, but I just like you. It's the kind of woman who likes men. I like to see you , I like to hear your voice, I like to stay with you, I like it so much that I want to marry you and have children with you..."
What other love words are more touching than wanting to marry you and give birth to you?
Zhou Yan felt that there was no more.
A girl likes him so much that she wants to marry him, this is already the most touching love story, the most sincere emotion.
He was shy and nervous like a little boy, shook his head in a hurry, and said incoherently: "How, how come, liking is beautiful, you like me, I can only be happy, only happy. You...you want to marry me, so do I Same, in my dreams I want to hold your hand, in my dreams I... dare not marry you."
Yes, marrying her was something he never dared to dream of.
He was originally excited and incoherent, but when he calmed down while talking, his eyes were a little red, and he held Yu Yao's hand carefully and solemnly.
Yu Yao was originally amused by his words and his appearance and wanted to laugh, but gradually she couldn't laugh anymore, what was in her heart was endless distress for him.
She hugged Zhou Yan, her words choked with sobs: "If you propose to me, I will agree to you immediately. As soon as I reach the legal age of marriage, I will immediately go to get a marriage certificate with you."
Zhou Yan was touched and laughed, he hesitated for a while, and then lightly grabbed Yu Yao's waist: "Silly! How can a girl be so proactive? I'll propose. You have to think about it and see if you agree."
"No!" Yu Yao shook her head, "I'm afraid that you won't take the initiative or run away, so I have to take the initiative."
What a silly girl!
Zhou Yan sighed, seeing Yu Yao's upturned face with sparkling eyes, he really wanted to kiss her. But now it is obviously not possible, this is Qingqing's body, if he kisses, what is the difference between the two of them?
He had concerns, but Yu Yao didn't.
On the contrary, because she couldn't change it back, she was afraid that Zhou Yan would mind, so she still wanted to be intimate with him first, and how dare he not be responsible in the end?
So after seeing Zhou Yan's expectation, of course she herself also had this expectation, she immediately stood on tiptoe and hugged Zhou Yan's neck, her lips quickly and accurately found his.
This is Yu Yao's first kiss. Although there are kiss scenes in "She Is Sweeter Than Sugar", they are all borrowed seats.
She didn't know the technique of kissing, but the moment her lips touched hers, she suddenly felt her heart beating fast, her cheeks burning, and her whole body seemed to feel weightless for a moment, feeling a little foggy.
Before she calmed down her disobedient and beating heart, she noticed that Zhou Yan had a tendency to push her away after the shock, so she didn't think about it anymore, and just bit his lip nervously, while holding her tightly with her arms. , The whole person jumped up and wrapped his legs around him to prevent himself from falling.
With such a koala posture, Zhou Yan let alone throw her away, when she did this, he just felt a surge of anger and blood rushing straight into his mind. All rationality is gone, just following instinct, a man is hugging the woman he likes, as if he wants to embed her in his body and as if he is afraid that she will fall off, he hugs her waist tightly, at the same time eagerly and relentlessly Deepen the kiss indiscriminately.
For two inexperienced people, this kind of kiss is obviously uncomfortable, the strength and angle are not right, how can it be comfortable.
But for two lovers who only have joy in their hearts, who cares? What's the fear of teeth hitting teeth, and what's the matter of the smell of blood in the mouth, they can't wait for the two to become one.
It was only when passing cars noticed this scene, honked their horns and opened the windows to whistle, that the two finally got distracted and hurriedly let go.
Like thieves, they each got into the car and looked at each other. Yu Yao couldn't help laughing. Then, in the voice of Zhou Yan asking "Is there something wrong with your mouth", he pounced on him again and blocked his mouth.
Well, don't ask anything.
With the first time, the second time is easy. Even more because they barely had experience, the second kiss was only tender and lingering, until the two of them were a little out of breath, and finally separated.
Yu Yao's lips were red and puffy from being kissed, and even a little swollen, Zhou Yan looked away guiltily, and took a few deep breaths to adjust to the sudden excitement that was almost uncontrollable.
"I'll take you back." His voice gave away his feelings, but he didn't feel it himself.
Yu Yao hesitated for a while, and when she passed the first traffic light, she boldly said, "Zhou Yan, I don't want to go back."
Not wanting to go back may not have a deep meaning, but Zhou Yan, who was excited just now, obviously didn't think so, he blushed almost immediately, and shouted: "Don't talk nonsense!"
Where is she talking nonsense.
She just doesn't want to go back, she wants to be with him!
Just looking at Zhou Yan's stern face, Yu Yao naturally didn't know that her little uncle had an unhealthy association, but thought it was because she was using Qingqing's body that she refused to agree.
She can only agree.
But thinking that the two of them had already kissed twice, naturally there was no need to worry about the intimate contact later, so she smiled happily.
Zhou Yan saw her smile from the corner of his eye, but suddenly said: "And you, how can you call me by my name directly?"
He remembered that Yu Yao also called him by his name when he didn't reveal the truth before, so he frowned.
Yu Yao was about to frown, what would she call her if she didn't call her by name?
"Little uncle?" No, we have decided to be together.
"Brother Zhou? Brother Yan? Brother Zhou Yan?" Why does it always feel weird?
"Yaoyao!" Zhou Yan said helplessly.
Yu Yao was silent: "...My dear? Husband?"
Zhou Yan made an emergency stop.
"Yaoyao!" His face was flushed, and he didn't know whether he was angry or ashamed.
But this really scared Yu Yao a lot. Fortunately, it was very late and there were no cars on the road, otherwise it would be dangerous.
She didn't dare to be skinny anymore, and said honestly: "I won't say anything, then let's go."
Zhou Yan took a deep breath, thought about it, and really didn't know what to call Yu Yao, so he finally had to leave with this question in mind.
Because of this matter, Yu Yao didn't dare to ask for a goodbye kiss when she was downstairs at Zhou Yan's house, and when the car stopped, Zhou Yan couldn't say anything, so she obediently got out of the car without any hesitation.
Zhou Yan looked at her back and felt a little regretful, he just touched his mouth, and he got out of the car and followed two steps. Seeing Yu Yao enter the elevator, and seeing her floor stop, she sent a WeChat message to confirm, and then returned to the car.
Although it was very late, both Zhao Shuqin and Qingqing were still up. The former wanted to know the situation at the hospital, while the latter... Yu Yao guessed that Qingqing knew that the two might not be able to get back together.
After talking about Zhen Aihua's feat, Zhao Shuqin, who had been dissatisfied with her mother-in-law for a decade or two, suddenly didn't blame her mother-in-law at all. After all, even if she wasn't there today, she could still think of how miserable Pan Jiaying was.
As for the future, she is not afraid, Ah Zhi is with her, and Zhen Aihua is just a grandmother, and in the situation where Yu Jiangshan is like a living dead, there is no way to **** Ah Zhi away.
Even if she wanted to see Azhi, she had to agree to it.
"Yaoyao, you've been tired all day, go up and rest early." She left after listening.
Yu Yao responded, but did not move.
There were only two people left in the living room, so Qingqing said in a low voice: "Sister Yaoyao, tell me the truth, are we..."
"yes."
Yu Yao nodded without waiting for her to finish speaking, she felt apologetic in her heart, but she didn't expect Qingqing's face to turn pale the next moment, and then she shed tears soon after.
Yu Yao hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
Qingqing hesitated and didn't want to say it, but if she didn't say it, she couldn't pass the test of conscience, and she was sorry to her good friend Su Ming!
She cried and said, "Blame me, it's all my fault. At that time, I didn't want to change it back, so the expression on my face may have been a bit painful, and then Su Ming misunderstood. I'm sorry, Sister Yaoyao, I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."
Yu Yao really didn't know this, she also couldn't figure out why Su Ming bumped into Qingqing all of a sudden, she didn't dare to ask more because she was afraid that Su Ming would blame himself too much. But now that Qingqing said this, she could understand it.
But not changing it back will not only affect her, but also affect Qingqing!
What is Qingqing thinking?