MTL - Dianxia Qingcheng-Chapter 206 never come back

Standing on the Drum Tower, I watched the galloping fire light from far to near, along the boundary line, connected into a whole piece, and the momentum was huge and swept in.

And looking around the city, the festive crowd has not dispersed.

The little man in Pei Zheng's arms had closed his eyes at some point and fell into his arms, breathing evenly and falling asleep.

The red light of the fire trees all over the city reflected the little man's cheeks, Pei Zheng looked at his sleeping face like that, lowered his head and kissed him on the lips.

This is a special material of incense. After smelling it for a long time, you will lose consciousness and pass out, but it is absolutely harmless to the body.

If you don't let him fall asleep peacefully, presumably he will not cooperate obediently.

For so many days, Pei Zheng was about to go crazy by being tortured by himself.

When the emperor just abolished Qi Hanlian's crown prince, Pei Zheng had a vague hunch that the emperor seemed to intend to make Qi Changyi the crown prince, and wanted to help him by his side.

If it is a peaceful and prosperous world, Pei Zheng will gladly agree, and he will die.

But at the time of war, the whole country was plunged into a precarious situation it had never seen before.

At that time, Pei Zheng knew that the centuries-old great country had come to the end of the dynasty one day at a time.

The front lines of the war have been defeated and retreated one after another, and the soldiers of the whole country are not brave enough.

But even Zhao Litang disappeared for several months without any news.

This prince is very likely to become the monarch of the subjugated country, and Pei Zheng will not let the villain take this risk.

But the reason could not be clearly stated, Pei Zheng only told the fourth prince Qi Changfeng what his intention was, and Qi Changfeng immediately realized it.

Later, Qi Changfeng agreed, he was willing to be the prince, and he was willing to do his best to protect this country.

In the end, Qi Changfeng succeeded to the throne.

During those days, the little people in the house were immersed in sadness and sadness all day, and Pei Zheng was overwhelmed with things, but he didn't want to say anything.

In fact, Pei Zheng has been secretly in contact with a country north of the Celestial Dynasty—the Northern Territory Kingdom. He knew that it was only a matter of time before the barbarian army invaded the imperial capital, and he had to pave the way for the villain.

Not only because he promised the emperor to keep the villain safe, but also because it was his heart, his breath, his life, and the rest of his life.

Until one time, Pei Zheng was in the palace dealing with political affairs, and he returned to the palace very late, only to find that the little man hadn't slept yet, and had been waiting for him.

Pei Zheng looked at the little man sleeping obediently on his arms, and was suddenly startled by a thought.

if it's been like this, if it's been like this

How can I be willing to let go, how can I let him go, and how can the little man learn to live independently.

That night, Pei Zheng never closed his eyes, just silently looking at the sleeping little man.

Later, Pei Zheng intentionally didn't go back to the house very often. Even if the thoughts were unbearable, he forced himself not to watch or listen. If he was always soft-hearted, then one day he would not be able to let him go.

But the little man didn't know anything. He thought that he was doing bad things and made Pei Zheng angry. His eyes were full of tears and grievances. Pei Zheng felt a pain in his heart when he looked at it and lowered his voice involuntarily. , hugged him uncontrollably, touched his hair and coaxed him softly, and then sent him back coldly as if thinking of something.

It was intentional to ignore him, but the invisible tenderness and tenderness and compassion were not controlled by the heart.

That night, the little man asked hopefully if he could marry him.

Pei Zheng's hands holding the small body were shaking uncontrollably, and he was clamoring in his heart to want him, marry him, hold him and never let go.

But how can

After Pei Zheng sent the villain back to the small building, he sat in the study all night, his whole body was cold to the bone, and he never read a copy of the memorial.

This seems to be a silent torture, not only cruel to the villain, but also cruel to Pei Zheng himself.

The little light that I got with great difficulty can finally live on the light, but now I have to push the light away with my own hands and let him go somewhere else, so that he can always shine, and being by my side will only slow down. slowly extinguished.

But love itself is indescribable. The more you hold back and suppress it, the more it will drink blood and eat flesh and grow crazily in your heart.

After learning that the little black cat who had accompanied him for more than three years died, Pei Zhenghuang was drunk.

After returning to the mansion, I unconsciously walked outside the small building, but I heard that the little man went to Huachi to take a bath.

Perhaps it was because of the spirit of drinking that he finally dared to walk in regardless of the consequences, no matter what the gains and losses were.

The little man fell asleep beside Huachi, his bright white face was flushed with red, and his red lips were half-open and half-closed, murmuring uneasy.

Standing quietly beside him for a while, Pei Zheng rationally came back a little, and wanted to turn around and leave as soon as possible. Looking at it like this, he felt that he was about to lose control of himself.

Unexpectedly, the soft little hand grabbed the corner of his clothes, and the drunkenness in Pei Zheng's mind exploded.

Everything that happened in the back was just following the heart and instinct, buried in the soft and hot body, branded deeply, and told the indescribable struggle and helplessness one by one.

Yes, Pei Zheng felt helpless.

Cold-hearted, cold-blooded and arbitrary, this used to be what he was best at.

If it was the previous Pei Zheng, who would care about whether the world is alive or dead, how would he care about the cruelty of the war and the displacement of the people at dawn, he didn't seem to care much at that time, even if the country was broken and the gods fell, it had nothing to do with him.

But now he has carried too much burden and thought too much, his blood has been covered with heat, and if he wants to cool down again, his heart will feel pain.

It took a lot of effort to arrange the people who received them in the Northern Territory.

Jiang Yubai and Chengfeng returned to Jiang's house, and they should have returned long ago, but Pei Zheng issued an order to deceive them directly to the Northern Territory Kingdom, and they would not come back to the imperial capital.

And the little man will also be secretly escorted out of the imperial capital on the night of the new emperor's enthronement ceremony, and will go to Beiyu Kingdom to join Chengfeng and others.

Although there are still several Celestial cities in the north of the Imperial City, once the capital is lost, the other cities will no longer be meaningful, so it is safe to arrange them in another country.

If there is no victory in the heaven for one day, then one day do not come back.

If the Celestial Dynasty is defeated in this battle, it will never come back.

Moreover, Pei Zheng continued to send people to look for Zhao Litang's whereabouts, leaving him a message that if he could come back alive, let him go all the way north to the Northern Territory.

Pei Zheng arranged all their future paths, but he alone did not arrange his own, because he never planned to leave from the beginning.

The people of the entire imperial capital, the entire imperial palace of the Celestial Dynasty, all the soldiers of the Celestial Dynasty, the military officials of the Manchu Dynasty, and the new emperor who had just ascended the throne did not plan to leave.

Pei Zheng thought that he always lived for himself, but this time, he wanted to live as the Prime Minister of the Celestial Dynasty.

This last time, he wanted to be worthy of the dawn of the common people, worthy of the heroic souls of many soldiers who died in battle, worthy of the former emperor, and worthy of the entire kingdom of heaven.

However, I have to be sorry for that little man, and I am sorry for himself.

Fortunately, the villain already has a goal. Even without himself, he can live a good life, and Pei Zheng can be considered a little more at ease.

On the last day of the celebration, Pei Zheng originally wanted not to return to the mansion, but when the time came, someone would go to the mansion to directly pick up the villain and leave.

Since parting is too hard, then don't meet at all.

Pei Zheng thought that he could bear the bone-breaking lovesickness and reluctance, and if he sent him away with his own hands, that would be the cruelest punishment.

But in the end, he couldn't help himself, and when he reacted, he had already returned to the small building, gently stroking the sleeping little face with his fingers.

Just stay a little longer, Pei Zheng told himself, look at him more selfishly, hug him for a while, and then allow himself one last time and don't push him away.

But the city and the streets are full of their memories.

Using the reason for his words, Pei Zheng apologized to the villain, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault"

What he didn't say was, "I made you feel wronged, I made you sad, I selfishly wanted to let you live well,

I deliberately pushed you away again and again, it's me, I can't promise to marry you, and I can't promise not to leave you."

With his faint nasal cavity, he stroked the little man's hair as before, and asked, "Can you forgive me?"

Therefore, he prepared lanterns all over the city, so he set off the most beautiful fireworks. He hoped that the last impression of the imperial city in the heart of the little man would be a good one.

But he was afraid that it would be too good to be forgotten.

He hoped that the little man could continue to live peacefully and happily in that northern country. He heard that there will be a lot of snow there, so the little man should like it very much.

The fire outside the city is still spreading rapidly towards this side. Thousands of soldiers are guarding outside the imperial city, staring closely at the incoming enemy army.

The barbarian army was still in a city dozens of miles away from the imperial capital yesterday, and they did not expect to attack so quickly.

Pei Zheng jumped down from the Drum Tower with the little man in his arms and quickly moved towards the Xiangfu.

A carriage had already been parked at the back door of the prime minister's mansion, followed by several dark guards with the most powerful martial arts in the mansion.

"Sir" Li Yu started to cry when he saw Pei Zheng. He just knew all this, and he knew that the lord was actually going to send them tonight

Before leaving, they didn't get any news at all.

Pei Zheng stepped forward, put the little man in his arms gently on the carriage, then reached out and stroked the little man's cheek, and put a kiss on his lips.

"Sir, I'm not leaving, I'll stay with you"

"You have more important tasks," Pei Zheng got up, patted Li Yu on the shoulder, looked at him and said, "If you want, help me take care of him."

"Okay! I get it!" Li Yu nodded heavily, wiping away her tears.

Pei Zheng turned his head and took a deep look inside the carriage.

"Not just tonight, but for the rest of my life."