MTL - Deliberately Contaminated-Chapter 69
It was the first time that Mingshuang actually experienced what Jiang Rucong said, Jiang Huai lost some of his specific memories and his personality changed.
The night light was dim, Jiang Huai hugged her horizontally, Mingshuang hooked his neck and stared at his beautiful face. The weight of the two of them pressed in, and the soft bed sank.
"Jiang Huai, we have broken up." Mingshuang said, but did not leave his arms. Jiang Huai's hand was covering the back of hers. Mingshuang fiddled with his slender and fair fingers, holding it in her own hands. to play with.
The man's eyelashes trembled indiscernibly, and the back of his hand was a little tight, but he did not loosen Mingshuang, and let her touch it.
"Why did you break up?" he said.
Mingshuang was silent for a moment, without answering the question, "You should still remember your college life."
"There should be no trace of my existence at all, Jiang Huai, don't you find it strange? You said that you forgot that we broke up, but I have never been in the memory of the four years of college."
"I remember. I also remember that after the college entrance examination, you said you would come back." His dark eyes fixed on her, and he said softly, "I'm waiting for you."
Mingshuang was silent. She told Jiang Huai too many lies before, and even now that he has lost his memory, he still remembers a promise that she may have said casually one day.
He lowered his head and kissed Mingshuang's cheek, with a sigh of satisfaction in his low voice, "Now you are back with me."
He forgot that part, how he was hurt by her, how he was abandoned by her, and only remembered when they were good.
After returning to China, she had an extremely bad attitude towards Jiang Huai. Jiang Huai gave her a contract to dig a hole to get revenge on her, but now, they are sleeping in the same bed, like a sweet and sweet couple.
The beautiful man who is so self-sufficient and sent up, is not sorry for himself if he doesn't sleep.
When Jiang Huai recovered, how would she feel if she found that her innocence was taken away by her?
Especially since he was begging and rushing to post backwards, would such a conservative, restrained and arrogant man feel humiliated? She was playing with her feelings twice, and she lost both her body and mind.
At that time, she can use this matter to humiliate him severely.
Jiang Huai didn't seem to notice her thoughts at all, and took her firmly in his arms, Mingshuang lay in his arms, and when he looked up, he could see his thin jawline. Jiang Huai's body was very hot, which belonged to a man's body temperature and breath, different from his cool fingers.
She buried her head in his arms, and the tip of her nose smelled the smell of Jiang Huai, which was very fragrant, like some kind of winter flowers and grass leaves. This man always seems to be so clean.
She lay comfortably, thinking lazily, forget it, bullying him today is boring, he's been good these days, and she won't take advantage of others for the time being.
The fifth day of taking in Jiang Huai.
Life seemed to be a little more comfortable than she thought. Jiang Huai did not bring any burden to her. He was neat and orderly, with regular work and rest, but he would not force her to be together. Mingshuang could still maintain his own living habits.
He cooks deliciously, and the dishes he cooks are very appetizing to her, because Mingshuang doesn't like outsiders coming in at home, Jiang Huai has also reduced the number of part-time jobs, and she doesn't need to ask her any questions about the house, he takes care of it all .
Mingshuang slept until twelve o'clock, packed up, and slowly came out of the bedroom.
Jiang Huai was in the restaurant. He got up early. The man was slender, wearing a light gray linen shirt. His cuffs were rolled up, revealing a fair and clean arm. Mingshuang's eyes stopped on his right wrist and moved away.
"The hourly worker has already come." Jiang Huai asked, "Do you want to sleep again?"
From the moment she got up, his eyes only stayed on her.
"If you're hungry, you can eat first." Jiang Huai looked at her, couldn't help lowering her head, and kissed her blushing cheek. He likes to be close to her very much, and likes to stare at her. Mingshuang never thought that Jiang Huai would have such a side.
Mingshuang likes to sleep in the cage, but can't sleep when there are outsiders at home.
There was a faint smell of food in the kitchen. Jiang Huai was reading a cookbook, but his learning ability did not seem to have diminished at all. He had to learn to do something quickly. There were occasional small problems at home, and he didn’t need to call a repairman. Solve it, just like a xraemon.
"Jiang Huai." Mingshuang looked up at him, her tone was indistinguishable whether it was sarcasm or sincerity, "You are so virtuous and good-looking, but now your mind is stupid, you can find a good family in the future."
In the past, Jiang Huai was too smart and put too much pressure on people.
Have you thought about it? With such a boyfriend, he remembers every word you casually said, and a promise you made, and he knows all your social relationships, activities, and living habits like the back of your hand. He has only you in his life, and I hope you have only him in your life, suffocating sick love.
"…"
He paused, looked back at her, "I won't marry anyone else, I'm your boyfriend."
This extreme and stubbornness in his character, even if he lost his memory, it doesn't seem to have changed.
Mingshuang put down the water glass, thinking that she would not care about the patient.
Jiaoyue's first batch of drones will be tested next week. Mingshuang has nothing to do during this time, and is doing final inspections at home. She is widely social, and often hangs out with her friends for a whole day. Jiang Huai didn't ask her whereabouts, the only thing she asked was her safety.
At noon, Mingshuang put on her shoes at the door and looked up at Jiang Huai, "Why don't you ask me where I'm going? Who is going with me?"
"You don't like it," he said softly.
Mingshuang pursed her lips and said nothing more.
In a high-end cafe, Mingshuang pushed open the door and went in. The waiter led her to the private room. Jiang Rucong had already sat down early, with the doctor named Li Qingwen sitting next to her.
Li Qingwen was obviously very happy to see her, and the whole person relaxed. He was not at all sure whether Mingshuang would come or not. After all, in terms of Mingshuang he saw that day, she was hard-hearted and had no feelings for Jiang Huai. It was beyond surprise that she could keep Jiang Huai at home for two months.
"Just say something." Mingshuang put down her bag and took a seat.
"Thank you for cooperating with us." Li Qingwen couldn't help but be overjoyed, "President Jiang knows that you are so good to him..."
Mingshuang's slender hands supported her cheeks, and the cat's eyes showed no emotion. She fixedly looked at them and said coldly, "Because I hope he can be cured quickly, and then move away from my house. I hope your treatment can have this effect. ."
Li Qingwen was silent.
Jiang Rucong smiled at her, "What to drink?"
"Ice American." Mingshuang said.
Li Qingwen handed her a document, Mingshuang opened it and frowned as she flipped through it.
"It was approved by President Jiang himself." Li Qingwen added, "He also wants to retrieve his memory."
This is the data recorded by the counselor when Jiang Huai was doing psychological counseling before. It's probably about Jiang Huai's general past experience, and a record of a psychological consultation.
The man was really cold and hard.
Mingshuang flipped through the records of the conversation between him and the psychologist, and it was obvious that his heart was still completely closed, and the information he finally got was not useful at all except that he didn't sleep well.
When flipping to a page, Mingshuang's fingers paused.
Q: "Have you ever been in a relationship?"
A: "We talked about it."
Q: "Did this negative emotional experience bring about second-degree trauma?"
A: "Not negative."
Up to this point, Jiang Huai has not answered related questions again.
Mingshuang, "Second-degree trauma?"
"President Jiang's childhood." Li Qingwen said slowly, "Something happened."
Li Qingwen also knew a little about Jiang Huai's serious psychological problems, and felt that the root cause should be in his childhood. Jiang Huai was raised by his mother, but Yu Yan died when he was in elementary school. He later moved to various families temporarily until he returned to Jiang's house at the age of eighteen.
"He has forgotten all these bad experiences now." Li Qingwen said, "but we feel that if we want him to return to normal, we must start from these places. After all, painful experiences are also an integral part of personality, and it will continue like this. , I'm not sure he will forget more in the future."
"Hasn't Xiaohuai mentioned his family to you before?" Jiang Rucong took a sip of coffee.
Mingshuang shook the cup, "Say, say his parents are dead."
"I thought he was very pitiful at the time." Mingshuang said, "Unexpectedly, I worry about it in vain. His parents love him more than my parents love me. He has arranged everything for him, and the family property is left to him."
The tone was not without ridicule. Jiang Huai rarely mentioned his family. Mingshuang asked about it. He said that his parents were dead, and he was often alone when he was a child.
Jiang Rucong said slowly, "Actually, it's not wrong to say that, Xiaohuai didn't know who her father was for a long time."
Mingshuang recalled that when he was at Jiang Huai's house, he had seen pictures of his parents, a very beautiful couple, but at that time, Mingshuang did not recognize that his father was Jiang Chengting when he was young.
The Jiang family announced that Yu Yan was Jiang Chengting's first wife and divorced because of some conflicts. Jiang Huai lived with her mother and only returned to the Jiang family later.
Mingshuang was silent for a moment, "What do you mean? Do you want to say that he is actually an illegitimate child?"
She remembered that Bai Qing was rumored to be the junior third, but Jiang Qianzhang's name was not right. Everyone in the wealthy circle of Tancheng knew that Jiang Chengting used to have a very affectionate wife.
Even if Jiang Huai lives with his mother, it is impossible for the Jiang family to treat their children badly.
At least in Jiang Huai's third year of high school, judging from Jiang Chengting's performance and Jiang Rucong's relationship with him, at that time, Jiang Huai must have known that he was a child of the Jiang family, so why did he insist on living in that old residential building , I have to go out for a part-time job, and I have to hide her?
Just to pretend to be pitiful to gain sympathy? Or do you prefer to torture yourself? Mingshuang couldn't understand.
Jiang Rucong said, "For some reasons, he really didn't know it before he was sixteen."
That means that when Jiang Huai fell in love with her at the age of eighteen, he already knew it, and Jiang Huai was still lying to her.
Seeing that Mingshuang's expression became cold again, Jiang Rucong pushed a photo, "This is the primary school he went to."
Yucai Children Primary School. In the photo, the school environment is obviously very poor, dirty and chaotic, surrounded by a vegetable market, the children who appear on the photo all have dull eyes, their bodies and hair are dirty, Mingshuang has never set foot in a place in her life, she has read it since she was a child Noble schools, the annual fee starts in double digits.
Her eyes were complicated, and she couldn't connect Jiang Huai with this kind of place. It's like it's impossible to grow an unsullied lily in the mud, it just makes people feel weird and unbelievable.
Jiang Rucong said slowly, "This place is like this."
Jiang Huai attended primary school here for six years, and finally, with the first grade in the school, was admitted to Tanfu Junior High School.
Jiang Rucong said, "Actually, he only came to Tanfu in the third year of junior high school."
Mingshuang was a little surprised, because she remembered that Gu Zhizhi told her before that they were from the same primary school, and they were the only two students who had been admitted to Tanfu Junior High School for decades. Mingshuang also remembered that Jiang Huai Later, it was a high school attached to the helicopter.
"Xiaohuai passed the entrance exam, but didn't go in the first two years." Jiang Ruzong said, "The relative he lived in at the time said that the tuition fee of Tanfu was too expensive. Expensive. His scholarship was used to cover his living expenses."
Jiang Rucong said, "We contacted the junior high school."
"These are some items that President Jiang left in the junior high school." Li Qingwen took out a cardboard box, "Miss Ming, if you can fold it, please bring it back to President Jiang to see if you can remember anything."
Mingshuang opened the cardboard box.
The items inside are very simple, a folded school uniform, piled test papers and notebooks, and a student card at the top.
Mingshuang picked it up and took a look. Jiang Huai on the student card photo should be only fourteen or fifteen years old. The young man looked directly at the camera, his expression was more gloomy than the Jiang Huai she knew. His black forehead was slightly longer, his lips were red and his teeth were white. Like a girl, at that time, he already had that kind of melancholy and clean temperament.
When Mingshuang knew him, Jiang Huai was seventeen years old, already a handsome young man.
Below is a notebook. It is the mathematics content of junior high school, very neat and well organized.
Mingshuang casually flipped through the pages, and when he was on the page, his eyes suddenly stopped.
In a whole page of mathematical notes, there are only a few words in the dense formula and analysis. Mingshuang was very familiar with Jiang Huai's handwriting. Jiang Huai had tutored her for a whole year. Between the lines, she saw the abrupt words at a glance.
[Very dirty. 】
Back to the question below.
【Want to leave】
The last two words are.
【wanna die. 】
The handwriting is clean and calm. When writing this line of words, the stroke of the pen did not even change, it was not messy, and it was not scribbled. These two words were written calmly.
"Miss Ming found anything?" Li Qingwen was looking through Jiang Huai's old test papers. To be honest, he didn't expect to find anything in this pile of items.
Mingshuang closed the notebook, put it back in the case, and said calmly, "It's nothing."
"I gave him these." Mingshuang said, "but don't expect him to think of anything from these topics."
"I'm very busy, and I don't have time to play with you to find the past." Mingshuang said, "Do you want me to sympathize with him?"
"I won't sympathize with anyone," she said softly. "After this kind of thing, you can do it yourself, don't waste my time."
"Two months have come, and I won't care about him anymore."
She stood up, ignored the cold cup of coffee, picked up the box, and walked straight away.
When Mingshuang returned to the villa, it was already evening, and there was a drizzle in the sky.
The villa lights up.
Mingshuang opened the door, Jiang Huai was reading a book in the living room, quietly, when he saw her coming home, he put down the book, got up and walked towards her.
Mingshuang didn't know what shadow Jiang Huai had in the past, and didn't want to know.
Forgot all about it, there's nothing wrong with it.
She thought, why should people torture herself, she never tortured herself, and she avoided everything that might cause her pain.
"Have you eaten yet?" Mingshuang asked in a rare, calm tone.
Jiang Huai pulled her to sit beside him, watching her beautiful and smooth curly hair fall on the side of her face, lifelike, with an indescribable peace and contentment in her heart.
What he longed for in his heart was probably just such a picture, with her, him, and a home.
Besides, Mingshuang is caring about him, he likes that she has him in her heart, "eat."
Mingshuang said, "I'm not at home, you eat on time. Don't eat too spicy, I'll ask someone to cook tomorrow."
"No, I'll eat on time." He kissed her on the top, "I remember, you told me before."
Mingshuang's kindness to him, he remembers, is still preserved in his memory.
Jiang Huai wanted to kiss her, but Mingshuang hadn't given it to him today. Seeing that his clean black eyes were getting darker and darker, his eyes fell on her lips, and then, she was pressed on the sofa, and the two thin and soft lips were covered.
Mingshuang said, "I brought you some old stuff today."
She kicked the box to Jiang Huai, "Remember?"
"Notes from my junior high school." The man's eyes had a rare languid red at the end, his slender fingers gently wrapped around the ends of her hair, his lips were thin, and the lower lip was left with fresh bite marks.
"Do you remember?" Mingshuang asked.
"Junior high school," Jiang Huai said, "it should be the second year of junior high school."
He didn't seem to have any special reaction, his eyes swept over the note, and his expression didn't even change.
Sure enough, I don't remember. The words he wrote in the notebook may also be related to a certain painful memory.
Mingshuang kicked the box back under the table and didn't lift it again.
On the weekend, Mingshuang had a class reunion. It was an international high school. Mingshuang had a class reunion before she transferred. She packed up, put on makeup, and before leaving, looked back at Jiang Huai, and was silent for a moment, "Are you going?"
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Most of the students in the international high school come from well-off families, and the location of the alumni reunion is also selected in a high-end restaurant.
Not many people came, about ten or twenty, and a private room was reserved.
Zhan Fangsheng's family is in the shoe business. In recent years, the market has been booming. Her shoes have opened up sales in the Southeast Asian market and made some money. The whole person is different from high school, and she speaks with confidence.
"Why hasn't the school beau come yet?" Zhan Fangsheng had a crush on a boy named Liao Kai in high school.
However, Liao Kai likes Mingshuang, chased her for a year, but was rejected by Mingshuang face to face, and even slapped her infatuatedly, Zhan Fangsheng also forged a relationship with Mingshuang.
For this year's alumni reunion, knowing that Mingshuang was coming, she wore the most expensive dress and dressed up carefully, and she was indeed warmly complimented by the male classmates.
"Fifteen is still on the way." Li Hengyuan said.
Xu Tianbai went home to accompany his wife, but when he didn't come, Xu Duanduan was still stuck on the road. Right now, at this class reunion, he is the only one who is familiar with Mingshuang.
"Why has there been no news about her in recent years?" Zhan Fangsheng said, "I heard that she failed the college entrance examination and went abroad - as expected, Tanfu is not something that everyone can read, so I am more self-aware and stay where I should be. ."
Li Hengyuan retorted, "I did very well in the fifteenth year of the exam..."
Before the sentence was finished, the door opened at this moment.
Mingshuang appeared at the door, and as soon as she appeared, she seemed to have the ability to become the focus of attention. Zhan Fangsheng's carefully tidied up body instantly became extraordinarily indifferent under her background.
The woman dressed very casually, wearing a dark blue suspender dress, with a graceful figure wrapped under the skirt, curly hair draped over her snow-white shoulders, glamorous and amorous, more compelling and beautiful than her high school days.
There was a man beside her.
Zhan Fangsheng's eyes were instantly attracted, the man was slender, his facial features were extremely beautiful, and his temperament was outstanding.
Maybe the little star that Mingshuang has raised, there is never a shortage of men around her, Zhan Fangsheng laughed, and his tone was indescribable, "School flower, for so many years, the peach blossoms around her are really constant, who is this? "
Mingshuang brushed the curly hair that fell on her shoulders, ignored her at all, and took a seat beside Li Hengyuan.
The man sat on the right side of her. He was very quiet, but he didn't feel cramped at all. His temperament was very special. In the past few years, Jiang Huai has been in a high position for a long time and is used to making decisions. His temperament and his youth have changed somewhat.
Zhan Fangsheng was a little annoyed and was about to say something.
"Mr. Jiang?" Hu Miao, who was standing beside him, hurriedly stood up, smiling all over his face.
Their company went to Jiang Huai before and wanted to get Linquan's investment. He only had five minutes to meet with Jiang Huai, but it did not affect his fresh memory of Jiang Huai. What makes Jiang Huai impressive is his outstanding appearance first, but after talking to him, he will only be more impressed by his cold and sharp style of doing things.
Zhan Fangsheng's eyes widened, "You know him?"
"We can meet President Jiang here." Hu Miao hurriedly wiped his hands and took out his business card, "I'm really honored."
Mingshuang glanced at the end of her eyes, "My old classmate, can't you be so shameless?"
Jiang Huai glanced at him quietly and took Hu Miao's business card. Hu Miao was flattered and looked at Mingshuang again, but she was lazy and didn't look at it at all.
"It's Mr. Jiang from Lin Quan." The classmate next to Zhan Fangsheng slapped her with his elbow and whispered.
Zhan Fangsheng's face turned blue and white. She naturally knew Jiang Huai's name, but she didn't understand why he followed Mingshuang to this alumni reunion. Not to mention, he himself is such a young and beautiful man with outstanding temperament.
"The classmates can bring their family members." Li Hengyuan was the one who knew Mingshuang and Jiang Huai's entanglement. Seeing the current situation, he naturally smiled and gave them peace.
Mingshuang was drinking a drink, but she didn't bother to correct it. Anyway, no family members said anything, so let's just treat Jiang Huai as her good eldest.
"Jiang is always the champion of the provincial college entrance examination at our level." Hu Miao said with a smile, "I met Ming Xiaohua in Tanfu, right? It's fate."
Jiang Huai said, "Yeah." His cold brows and eyes were filled with a touch of tenderness, Mingshuang ignored him a little bit, but he didn't mind.
"Then I'll also come to offer a toast to President Jiang." Zhan Fangsheng held the wine and forced a smile, "We are all old classmates."
Mingshuang said lazily, "I'm sorry he doesn't drink."
Jiang Huai didn't answer, and didn't even look at her. Mingshuang rolled his eyes in his heart, this man's ability to look cold in front of outsiders has not changed for so many years, and he still does this even after amnesia. When she was alone, she liked to torment him to the death, and it was hard to say that it had nothing to do with it. The first thing Jiang Huai attracted to her was the cold and arrogant smell on her body.
"Speaking of which, isn't the school flower's fiancé surnamed Lu?" Zhan Fangsheng couldn't hold his face, gritted his teeth, "I remember, was it Lu Quelai?"
The first time the man raised his eyes to look at her, he had a beautiful face like snow and ice, with dark pupils and a cold voice, "Her fiancé is me."
The author says:
Xiaohuai in front of outsiders is a typical high-mountain flower. Xiaohuai in front of Fifteen is...
These chapters are quite sweet, let’s give Xiaohuai a little sweetness first—twenty red envelopes for everyone~~
After that, Xiao Huai, who is sick and petite, should still make an appearance. Most of Xiao Huai, who is favored by Fifteen, may write in the extra episode, but I still really want to write about the daily life of Fifteen's favorite husband.
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