MTL - Cosmic Professional Gladiator-v8 Chapter 54 Misery and hope

"My memory is wrong?"

Xu Jingming, who was in mid-air, gradually calmed down, "It seems that the situation is already serious!"

"At the beginning, I purified my mind, built roots and even practiced my mind. So far, I have refined my mind eleven times.

"Xu Jingming thought, "Concentrate the mind, the road is difficult. The further you go, the more you need to tolerate, and the difficulty of refining impurities is also increasing. "

Inclusive, refined, concise.

There is little tolerance, and refining is relatively easy. "I want to tolerate the "Dark Primordial Beginning", the bigger the information contained, the deeper the impurities will be. Every time I condense my mind, I need to contain more information and refine more impurities. If you can't refine it. Big "The most impurity will make the soul impure." Xu Jingming's face was solemn.

"Those who got" inherited from "Xu Yuan" did not "have high-dimensional pollution, did not" have abnormal emotions, but it was still difficult to grasp the power of the inner world. "" It's because of force. …

"If you want to cultivate the power of the mind world, you need to contain a huge amount of information to evolve your own mind world. So much information needs to be completely refined, which is extremely difficult." Xu Jingming also "understands" why "why the Void Protoss go?" Only a few votes are needed to succeed in this road ticket. Seeing this road ticket clearly does not mean that the ticket can be sold successfully.

"Even if the Void Protoss is stuck in a bottleneck and it is difficult to advance an inch, they will not lose control. After all, the mind is impure, and it is not a big problem." Many tenth-order source beings are not pure enough in mind. "Xu Jingming thought."

But if I get stuck in a bottleneck, I will be in big trouble." Xu Jingming was troubled.

"My spiritual power, on the one hand, must suppress the chaos of high-dimensional pollution, and on the other hand, it must suppress abnormal emotions."

"The more advanced the practice, the more impurities! It is difficult to suppress chaos and abnormal emotions at the same time."

Xu Jingming had a headache, but now, I began to experience memory errors. This is a symptom of loss of control.

"What should I do?" Xu Jingming thought. "Actually, after I became more spiritual, the impact of pollution has been relatively small."

Xu Jingming thought, the stronger one's mind is, the easier it is to suppress the chaos of pollution. I am strong, but the enemy is weak! The "abnormal mood is the big one" problem. Because "abnormal emotions use my "psychic power" as the "soil", the stronger my mind is, the stronger the abnormal emotions are.

"And as time goes by, abnormal emotions accumulate and affect me more and more." Xu Jingming analyzed it carefully. Abnormal emotions are the core key! "I have been suffering for many years, and I have also found ways to vent painful emotions. Although it has a certain effect, it seems that the effect is not enough. "

Xu Jingming's eyes were cold, "Why," not out of control, only the other one ran away - melt it together! "

"Assimilate abnormal emotions! Make it part of my emotions." "Painful emotions are part of me, so they won't mess with my mind anymore." Xu Jingming made a decision. He didn't want to choose this path at first, and he has been resisting abnormal emotions and venting abnormal emotions.

But looking at it now, he didn't "have" to choose to suffer all kinds of pain. Getting used to pain and pain is part of me, and abnormal emotions become "normal emotions." Then I will regain absolute sobriety. Xu Jingming looked down at "this mineral planet" and disappeared out of thin air.

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In the blink of an eye, six years have passed. The Vion layer, an ordinary star-shaped ball of life.

In a tavern, the owner "Ning Wei" sits on an open-air chair outside the tavern, looking at the passers-by and thinking. Suddenly he saw a tattered beggar, and the beggar's eyes fell on him.

"Ok?"

At this moment, Ning Wei felt as if his soul had been seen through, which made his complexion change drastically. There were too many secrets in him, and he was not allowed to reveal his identity at all.

"In the past three days, I have been "passing 1329 life Kun" **** and observing hundreds of millions of living beings. The pain in your heart is the most intense among the living beings I watch. The tattered beggar walked to the front, "will you lend me three minutes."

Ning Wei stared at the beggar in front of him: "What are you going to do?" "" Attaching to your body, suffering from you, suffering. "

The beggar said "Tao," after which I will grant you, one wish.

"Give me a wish?"

Ning Wei watched, Xu Jingming could "feel the horror of this beggar, the most powerful person he has ever seen in his life is far less terrifying than the beggar in front of him.

This made Ning Wei smile a little crazy, "You want to feel my pain?

You, if you can "feel it, come on."

"Don't resist." The beggar said, "Look, Ning Wei.

Ning Wei only felt that "the eyes of the beggar in front of him seemed to lead to a universe, and he was lost after following him. At this moment, the area where the two of them were located was covered, and the entire planet, other people could not see this place, nor could they enter it. It seems to be only three minutes. But with Xu Jingming's spiritual power, it has spent 532 years in the memory of "Ning Wei" "incarnation of Ning Wei, experiencing everything he has experienced. Three minutes passed. Ning Wei woke up suddenly, and saw the beggar in front of him smiling.

Crazy: "In the sea of ​​endless suffering, you still don't give up hope?

Hahaha, like a donkey, watching the carrot in front of him keep running forward, running and running until the donkey died. Keep watching, carrots, never eat them. "10" You too. "The beggar pointed to" Ning Wei, "Looking forever, hoping, but never being able to touch." No "hope, you, you have committed suicide a long time ago."

But also, because "there is hope, you" experience more pain. "

The beggar smiled strangely, "My relatives died, my hometown was slaughtered, my civilization was shattered, and as Jun Kong's life, I was escorted to a slave device.

Ball, join the rebel army, the rebel army has failed again and again... Your heart has long been riddled with holes, you, you have long been a banker, meat, you, you can still "hold on" because of "that little hope "Xu Jingming laughed," his eyes were red. "I'm not willing to die like this, I want revenge, at all costs, I want revenge! "Ning Wei stared at Xu Jingming.

"Haha, I feel the same way." Xu Jingming smiled. Laughing "somewhat insane" With the method of the mind, my heart melted into his body, and I felt the pain of Ning Wei's life in three minutes. Ordinary beings would go crazy, but Xu Jingming has already gotten used to it6 In the past six years, he has respected the universe On a planet, he looked at countless creatures with his eyes, looking for the ones with the most painful emotions. He was greatly stimulated at first, but Xu Jingming also became "crazy" every time he felt possessed.

...even prefer to be like a beggar, to be discriminated against and hated by countless beings. Immersed in all kinds of pain every day, Xu Jingming has already responded to it, and the impact of extremely painful emotions has become "weak."

"Your wish is revenge, right?" Xu Jingming looked at "him." Yes. "Ning Wei looked at" Xu Jingming, "You" if you have read my memory, you should know what I want most.

"You "want all the enemies who slaughtered your people in your hometown" to die!"

Xu Jingming nodded, "Okay, 325 years ago, the house killed all the swordsmen in your hometown, as long as they were still alive.

I will kill them all and leave none. "Ning Wei couldn't believe it, could the other party really do it?" "Tomorrow you, go gather information, and you will find out about their deaths.

"The beggar turned around and walked away.

More than 300 years ago, there were 739 starry sky beings who were still alive after the big genus, including two of the eighth-order starry sky beings. Although the killing of Juju is a secret, although the 739 of them are scattered all over the system, Xu Jingming can "search for a lot of secret information" by walking "one planet after another", investigate clearly, and lock on the targets one by one.

In one day, all 739 people died.

Whether it is an eighth-level "empty life" in command of the space fleet, or a high-status royal family child, or a businessman who goes to other weeks for business. As long as it was the life of the star ticket that was holding me in the first place, all of them will die. The rebel army has always regarded these people as revenge targets, so naturally they quickly collected most of the other dead consciousness.

"These swordsmen are all dead?"

"That demon, too" died? "Many people in the rebel army" are confused.

"Haha, dead, all dead.

"Ning Wei received information from the rebel army in the tavern, and after murmuring for an hour at night, he committed suicide. When he finally touched hope, he no longer had the strength to live." up. The beggar-like Xu Jingming stood outside the tavern, silently watching Ning Wei who "got" to get what he wanted and finally chose to commit suicide. "This is your final outcome, death, is it a relief for you?

The beggar smiled, "What is suffering?" No matter how great the pain is, as long as there is a little hope...you can "resist it." The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, but there is a boat to cross it, and the name of the boat is "hope". "" But in fact there is no hope, UU Reading www.uukanshu.com Pain will become "despair. There will be no more pain. "Xu Jingming smiled crazily", "Hope is Zhou Chuan, I hope he" is the source of pain, hahaha..."

"Next." Xu Jingming continued to wander in the universe, looking for life planets one after another, looking for ones with strong enough painful emotions, and then possessing them to feel them. 2 Although it seems to be more crazy, feel those people in just three minutes each time.

Despite all the difficulties in his life, Xu Jingming actually became more sober.

The impact of the abnormally painful emotions on him became smaller and smaller. He knows exactly what he's doing.

"I am in a sea of ​​suffering, but I also have, hope." Xu Jingming also has his own concerns in his heart. 4 he these years. Do not go near the home border and do not see family members".

"One day, I will solve the pollution and the troubles of abnormal emotions. The beggar-like Xu Jingming walks everywhere.

"Will you lend me your ticket for three minutes?"

Every time Xu Jingming finds that the pain is strong enough, "I will grant you one wish."

Satisfying the wishes of these people in the sea of ​​suffering time and time again, Xu Jingming watched? What they do after their wish is fulfilled is also enlightened. 1 Finally one day. Xu Jingming, who is like a beggar, is fine. In the city, he saw three figures appearing in front of him.

One is Chi Meng's vice president, one is Fan Xi's deputy island master, and the other is Bai Getong's guard.

The most powerful managers of the "Big Three" came together.

"Xu Jingming looked at it," they laughed, "Is it because my mother-in-law has scolded me too much for more than six years?" "

"Junior Brother." Vice President Chi Meng frowned slightly,

You are out of control. "

"Out of control? Xu Shuming can't laugh..." I feel that I am more sober than ever.

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