MTL - Close Combat Mage-Chapter 287 Helpless
Along the way, although Nicole didn't say it, Soga knew that Nicole had given the rest of his life to Soga, whether it was body, mind, or even life. Gia rescued Nico's brother and sister in return.
Originally, everything was normal, but ... I do n’t know when Nicole has changed. Soga does n’t understand why Nicole likes himself, but things really happened, which made Soga feel. Very helpless.
Although Soga appreciates Nicole, she even sees her with sullen eyes, especially recently, she can even dream of her in spring dreams, but ... because of Sore's respect for Nicole, she ca n’t. Do whatever you want.
With a sigh, Sophie stood up and walked out of the room silently. Since she couldn't sleep, it was not a comfortable thing to be bored in the room. Let's go out and let out the air.
A few minutes later, Soga arrived on the hotel's platform, and a cool night breeze blew over, looking towards the distance, and the dim light reflected everything in the city seemed so soft.
"Eh?" While watching, a beautiful figure appeared in front of Soga. When he looked closely, he saw Niko lying on the fence of the platform and staring blankly at the city in the distance.
Looking at Nicole's graceful figure that blended into the surrounding environment, Soga sighed and walked slowly to Nicole's side, looking at the busy crowd in the distance.
For a long time, Nicole's voice finally faintly rang: "What? Suddenly figured out, no longer hiding me?"
With a sigh, Soga was full of apologies, but didn't know what to say. For a long time, Soga said sincerely: "Nicole ... I'm sorry."
After hearing Soga's words, Nicole was shocked, then turned suddenly and looked at Soga: "I don't want you to say I'm sorry, nor do I want you to accept me. My requirements are simple, as long as Just don't deliberately avoid me. "
"Eh!" Soga couldn't help but listen to Nico's words. At the same time, Nico continued: "Do you know? When you and everyone laugh and talk, but you don't talk to me How uncomfortable I was at the time? Do you know the taste? You make me feel like a burden, and you feel that you hate me. "
"This ..." Soga couldn't help but hesitated to hear Nico's words. In recent times, in order to avoid suspicion and because he didn't know how to get along with Nico, Soga hardly had much with Nico. Speaking, but to Xiang Yun, Roger, and Mia, but not so, still talking and laughing as before.
Seeing Nicole's tears flowing across his face, Soga suddenly understood that Nicole was so uncomfortable, not only because he did not accept her feelings, but more importantly, Soga treated her indifferently and treated her differently. She felt as if she had been disgusted by Soga and pushed out.
With a helpless sigh, Soga looked at Nicole seriously: "Listen to me, Nicole, things are not what you think. I didn't talk to you just because I didn't know how to face you. "
After hearing Soga's words, Nicole said for a moment, then he said, "I don't understand. Even if Mia becomes your woman, at least we are still partners or friends? Why can't we get along?"
"Ah ..." He shook his head, Suga slammed his teeth, and said flatly, "I'll tell you the truth, I can feel your feelings for me, but I already have Mia ..."
Hearing here, Nicole grunted his mouth and said, "What about it? I ask you ... why do you like Mia so much, am I not as good as her at all? In your heart, I just Not attractive at all? "
"No, no, no!" After hearing Nicole's question, Soga hurriedly waved his hands again and again: "How could it be unattractive, don't forget, when I interrogated you in Dawn City, I couldn't help but belittle you How could it be uninteresting? "
Hearing Soga's mention of the past, Nicole was first ashamed, his head bowed awkwardly, and his voice softened: "I thought you had forgotten the previous things. It turns out ... you remember."
Surely nodded, Soga categorically said: "Of course, how could I forget it, but ... I already have Mia, and I will never leave her. In this case, I have already There is no way to accept you again. "
Hearing Soga's words, Niko couldn't help but look surprised. At the same time, on the upper floor of the platform, in the window of a room, Mia was holding a glass of red wine, and her eyes were fascinated. , Soga and Nicole's conversation was overheard!
After a little silence, Nicole stubbornly said, "Why? Why can't you accept me? After all, you are not married. As long as you are not married, I have a chance, don't I?"
With a bitter smile, Soga sighed, "This kind of thing may work for other men, but it only works for me, but it never works!"
Speaking, Soga was sad and continued: "What happened in my house, you should know. After six days of marriage, father and mother left the house and came here to roam. As a man, he did not reach his husband and Dad's responsibility, such an irresponsible person is what I hate most. Even if I die, I don't want to be such a person! "
Speaking of this, Soga seriously looked at Nicole: "You should know that although I and Mia do not have the name of a husband and wife, they already have the reality of a husband and wife. In this case, I do n’t even If you die, you won't abandon Mia, it's not just a responsibility, it's because ... I love her! "
After hearing Soga's affectionate words, Nicole could not help crying. At the same time, Mia's eyes were already wet in the upstairs room. For a woman, there is nothing more deeply loved than herself. Also deeply in love with her man is more precious, Soga's love will be the greatest gain in her life, the most precious wealth!
In the cry, Nicole shook his head in despair: "Are you coming to me to tell me this? If so, why do you tell me, don't you know how cruel you are like this? Lost everything Hope, how can you let me continue to live? "
"I!" Looking at the distraught Nicole, Suga suddenly panicked, and watched Suga's busyness. Nicole's mood was slightly better. Suga's performance was enough to prove that he still cared about himself.
Nicole Pear said with rain: "Soga, tell me the truth, do you like me?"
Nodded flatly, Suga said eagerly: "Like! Of course I like it, not only me, Xiang Yun, Roger, we all like you!"
With a wry smile, he shook his head, and Nicole was depressed. "I like the love that is not the love, the love of the lover, or ask like this, do you want to get my body, my heart, if there is no Mia? Will you accept my feelings? "
"Ah! This ..." In the face of Soga's naked and bold question, Soga suddenly became red-eared, panicked and helpless, this nizi, but dare to ask anything, how can he answer this?
"Answer me!" In the face of helpless Soga, Nicole refused to step back.
Looking at the decisive face of Nicole, Soga suddenly absent-mindedly and said categorically: "Well, since you have all asked about this, then I will not hide you. In fact, I really like you. As for Your body and heart, I think all men want, so beautiful and cute as you are, no man would not want it! "
Hearing Soga's words, Niko said, "Since you want it, why not come and get it? You know, I won't reject you."
"Halo ..." He shook his head helplessly, Suga sighed: "Nicole, we are impossible, I said, I already have Mia, and I will never abandon her, if in this case Now, if I still approach you, isn't that playing with your body and playing with your feelings? Since I can't promise you, how can I be willing to destroy everything? "
Having said that, Sogarton paused and then continued: "I respect you and pet you, so I will never play with you, but this does not mean that I do not desire you, do you understand?"
Hearing Soga's affectionate words, Nico's blush was about to bleed, and for a long time, Nico twisted the little hand: "You ... do you really want to play with ... play with my body?"
"Eh!" Soga stared at Nicole stunnedly. "Yeah, I think ... any man thinks!"
"That's okay ..." Suddenly relieved, Nicole resolutely looked at Soga Road; "Since this, then you come to play, I don't need you to be responsible, I don't need a name!"
"What!" Suddenly turned, Soga angered: "Nicole! Do you know what stupid thing you are talking about! If I did, how would I face you in the future!"
Listening to Sonja's roar, Nicole seemed to be angry, and said loudly, "What I need is not respect, not petting. What I need is your feelings. I can disregard the name and ignore everything, just like the item As Yun often said to me, do n’t you want to be long and long, just want to have it? ”
With that said, Nicole's tears began to flow again, choking and choking, "You can rest assured, I won't entangle you, you just need to take a few moments to accompany me, I really like it You, for you, I'm willing to do anything, please don't reject me, will you? "
Looking at Niko with regret, Soga couldn't help tearing up in tears, and in the face of such a deep-hearted, even infatuated Niko, Soga knew that he should refuse, but in fact, he couldn't refuse, Niko was already so Misery, how could he worsen his heart?
Soga knew that in front of him, Nicole had given up all dignity and renunciation. If this was still rejected, then Nicole's blow would be devastating. When a woman treats herself What would it feel like if you dedicated everything to a man for nothing, but were flatly rejected?
Looking at Nicole blankly, Soga slowly shook his head and said, "I don't understand, Nicole ... what the **** am I doing? Why do you like me so much, we don't have Xiang Yun in our team, and Roger's ? Why did you choose me? "
For a moment, Nicole shook his head blankly: "I don't know, I only know that I am all you, and all I think about is you, even if I dream, it's all your figure, I don't know Why I like you, and I do n’t know what I like about you. I only know that if you do n’t, I will die. "
"Slap!" Suddenly slapped her forehead, Suga was completely silent, which is no wonder Nicole, after all ... she is exactly the eighteen-year-old youth flowering season, everything can happen, in order to and Soga together, she doesn't even need a name, this ...
Facing all this, Soga knew that his refusal had been sealed by Nicole, unless he wanted to destroy Nicole, otherwise he couldn't refuse anyway, Nicole had given up his dignity and gave up everything, if If she is rejected, then what she has given up will also be lost. In that case, Nicole may not be able to survive.
Suddenly, he grabbed Nicole's shoulder and looked at Nicole deeply. When he wanted to say something, he couldn't speak at all. In desperation, Suga had to release Nicole's shoulder and anxiously came on the platform. Wandering back, beside him, Nicole was timid, but looked at Soga expectantly.
Ask yourself, Soga is longing for Nicole, not just Nicole, Soga is longing for any young and beautiful woman, longing for intimacy with them, longing to appreciate their wonderful body, and even longing for the most with them. Intimate, spiritual and flesh baptism.
However, craving for craving, Soga knows that he cannot do such a thing. A real man must have his own principles and persistence. If Soga really does that, then he himself I look down on myself.
"Okay ..." After a long walk, Soga finally said flatly: "Okay Nicole, you should know that what you have proposed is really too sudden, I can't decide for a while, can you give me some time? One month? After a month, I will give you a reply! "
"Okay!" It seems that you can feel Soga's mood, Nicole said flatly: "I have waited for so long, and why do I care about a month, I will wait for you for a month!" During the conversation, Nicole was deep. Glancing at Soga deeply, he turned and walked towards the room.
"Fuck ... what's the matter!" Scolded abruptly, Suga couldn't help feeling irritable, but she clearly wanted to quit, but she just wanted to let go.
After stroking the long hair on his head, Suga sighed helplessly, turned and walked towards the room. He really thought about Nicole's request. Although it was delayed for a month, it was a month. The time will soon pass.
Pulling open the door lazily, Soga sat on the bed suddenly, and was about to relax and lie down on the bed. Mia's voice sounded quietly: "What? Are you finished?"
Hearing Mia's voice, Soga jumped up from the bed, until he found it was Mia, and then sat back on the bed with a bitter smile and gently pulled Mia's body. For a time, Soga only felt One head is two big.
Looking at Sorga's sad expression, Mia sighed, "I heard the conversation between you and Niko just now. I didn't overhear. Who told you to talk under my window? I don't want to listen. "
"Uh!" Slightly hesitated, Soga quickly gave up to blame Mia for eavesdropping. Now it is not time to take care of these trivial matters. In contrast, Soga hopes to get help from Mia.
Between thoughts, Suga said eagerly: "Since you have heard everything, you don't need me to repeat it. You talk about it, what should I do? How can I respond to Nicole?"
After giving Soga a cross, Mia frowned, "You, sometimes I ca n’t really see through. Since a girl so beautiful is willing to dedicate to you, why should you refuse? People do not ask you to take responsibility Yes, besides, don't you guys all want countless beauties? "
"Halo ..." Looking at Mia helplessly, Soga Shen said: "Do you figure it out? Nicole is very important in my heart. I don't want to play with her. I don't want to be emotional or physical. Otherwise, it would be a blasphemy of friendship, a blasphemy of Nicole's affection for me, and a blasphemy of my affection for Nicole! "
Leaving aside, Mia said, "How can it be called juggling? If there is no emotion, it is juggling. If there is emotion, then it can be said to be juggling. If you must have a reputation to stop juggling, then you Are you playing with me now? "
"This ..." Soga was hesitant to hear Mia's words, yeah ... he and Miaco haven't married yet, but even if the married people didn't do it, he and Mia did I don't know how many times, if you must speak by name, isn't Soga now playing with Mia?
Looking at Soga's expression, Mia smiled and said, "To be honest, I admire your persistence, and even use worship to describe it, but ... I can tell you if you want to steal it, Then Nicole is the one I don't mind, because I know that she really loves you. For you, she is willing to give anything. How can you live up to such a person? "
At this point, Mia's face changed suddenly, and she said categorically: "However, let's just say it, just Nicole, other women, I will never accept it."
"Halo ..." With a bitter smile, Soga Zhiwu said, "Aren't you women always jealous? Do you think that if I were with Niko, wouldn't you be jealous? I don't want you I was dissatisfied and went out to get me a green hat belt. I don't like green hats. "
"Go to death!" After hearing Soga's words, Mia held out her small hand resentfully, slamming the soft meat around Soga's waist, "You just went out to steal someone. How could Mia be so uncomfortable, this life In addition to you, Miainen is willing to die, and never let other stink men touch me with one finger! "