MTL - Bringing Along a Ball and Hiding from Foreign Devils-Chapter 38 break out
On the first day of the new semester of Anan, Ren Zhouyuan got up early in the morning and prepared to send him to school. Leonid saw it and went forward. Ren Zhouyuan thought about it and finally refused.
Along the way, the air seemed to be solidified. Leonid was usually a little talkative. Ren Zhouyuan did not speak at this time. Even the well-being An An was hard to calm down. He did not dare to speak with Ren Zhouyuan’s arm.
After sending An An to the kindergarten, Ren Zhouyuan returned to the parking place. He pulled the door of the back seat and found that he was locked. He looked at the person sitting in the driver's seat and sighed and opened the door of the passenger car.
Leonid and other people left the car and drove on the road. No one had the intention to speak first. Ren Zhouyuan looked straight at the road outside the front window, leaving only the sound of air conditioning in the car. It is obvious that People feel the embarrassing atmosphere, but unexpectedly feel calm.
The car drove a long way, and Ren Zhou discovered that the two were heading in the direction of the house. He turned his head and looked at Leonid. The other side was still the cold expression and focused on driving the car. Ren Zhou smashed his lips. Simply twist your head and look out the window.
The two did not say a word until they returned home. Ren Zhouyuan felt inexplicable. He said that he was going to talk about him. He was not talking on the road. He had already had a stomach fire waiting for his explanation these days. I think it is still like this.
This cold war is inexplicable. This is the first time since they lived together. No one can find a step. Ren Zhouyuan took a deep breath and he was about to be overwhelmed by this situation. He took the initiative to break the silence and said: "Do you have anything else? Nothing, I will go back to the room first."
As soon as he heard him say, Leonid’s cold face was even more heavy. He grabbed his hand and asked, "Are you hiding from me?"
Ren Zhou Yuan stunned, his eyes subconsciously avoided Leonid’s line of sight and replied: "No."
Leonid frowned and accused him: "You refuse to talk."
Ren Zhouyuan remembered their last night in Japan. He was mad at the day. When Leonid returned, he didn't even look at him. He admitted that he was really angry at the time, so he made a rare temper. Leonid didn't pay attention, and he didn't expect him to hate for so many days.
But he still said aloud at this time: "No."
Leonid's brow wrinkled deeper. He took Ren Zhouyuan to sit down on the sofa and forced him to look at himself and said, "Tell me, tell me what you think about Natasha."
Ren Zhouyuan earned a grasped arm and looked at him without looking at him. He only faintly said: "There is no idea."
Leonid said: "You are now refusing to talk."
Leonid thought for a lot of days after returning from Japan. His thoughts were very intuitive. He thought that he had made a wrong decision before his own urgency. Now he wants to solve this problem, and he does not want to have any sin between them. Ren Zhouyuan refused to talk. He did not say his inner thoughts one day. This matter has not been solved. Ren Zhouyuan’s current attitude, as he expected, closed his heart and prevented Leonid from taking a step closer. .
He clung to Ren Quanyuan's arm and did not let it go. He was always prepared to let him go without talking.
Ren Zhouyuan was still guilty at first, but he was so annoyed when he looked at him suddenly. It was obviously left behind by Leonid. He did not handle the relationship with the "predecessor". Now he is still very embarrassed to question him?
Leonid yelled at him, but he was angry and turned back. He broke away from Leonid’s restraint. He didn’t have enough strength to make it. He earned a few times and didn’t make it. The anger in his heart grew deeper and deeper. The anger of many days finally broke out.
He gave up the struggle and confronted Leonid's eyes and said: "What can I think? What position can I stand on to your world of feelings? I am not yours. Strictly speaking, we even gun Friends are not counted, just strangers who have had a one-night stand. What do you want me to think?"
Leonid’s eyes widened at him, and he was a little distorted when he heard what he said. “That’s what you think?”
Ren Zhou’s face was a glimpse, but he was returned by Leonid in half a second, forcing him to look at himself. “You answered me, this is what you think? You always think that we are just strangers, nothing else?”
Leonid’s expression was a bit horrible at this time, but behind the wrath, there was a slight undetectable feeling of injury. Ren Zhouyuan felt that he seemed to see through his mood, but it did not seem to be. In the face of his questioning, Ren Zhouyuan flashed a moment of hesitation, but at this time the impulse prevailed, making him a bit of a mouthful: "If you have not solved your legacy problems, don't come and provoke us. I am not Who of you, you don't need to pretend to mind my thoughts."
“Pretend to mind?” Leonid snorted: “I thought I had said a long time ago that we are a family, so this is your attitude towards your family? If you care a little about me, Will not push me out."
Ren Zhouyuan was furious and angry, and there was a voice in his heart telling him that this was not the case, but his mouth retorted: "What is your so-called family, is it just a simple three people or a family? If you have no feelings, you can pretend that if you have nothing to do, even if I You can do it, do you ask yourself if you can do something like this?” He sneered with irony. “You and your fiancée are a little bit sympathetic, but what about us? I am nothing, you don’t have to put a The deputy is very responsible. Without you and me, An An can still live well, and you don’t have to grieve yourself to be with us!"
"I am wronged?" Leonid's voice was a little trembling. "So you feel that I have no feeling for you, just because Anan has made you a house?"
Ren Zhouyuan’s heart, Leonid’s sentence made him hesitate for a moment. He intuitively said that the answer to this sentence is not what he suspected, but the knot in his heart can’t be a moment because of his sentence. The words are easy to unravel.
He did not answer Leonid’s words, but he looked at Leonid’s eyes and said that they were silently silent.
For a long time, Leonid loosened the hand of Ren Zhouyuan.
At that moment, Zhou Yuan couldn’t tell the feelings in his heart. He was confused and lost. He subconsciously wanted to raise his hand and grab it back, but he was forced to press down. After all, his position was as humble and small as he said. Even "friends" can't be called. What's more, he doesn't even know if Leonid likes men. It's like a family that has been pieced together, maybe only he is happy from beginning to end. among them.
At that moment, he felt that his body was weak and exhausted. The happiness of this time was like a dream. The dream woke up. When he returned, he would go back to where he was not his own. In the end, he was injured.
Ren Zhouyuan hangs his hand and closes his eyes and suddenly says: "Thank you for taking care of this time. Although the days are short, thank you for helping me round a dream."
Leonid turned sharply and said something dangerous in his tone: "What do you mean? You want to go?"
Ren Zhouyuan is a bit weak. "Is it still interesting to be so entangled? For me, I am just a stranger. If it is because An An will bind us together, such a day may still be barely able to survive, but in the future, etc. Growing up?"
He looked at Leonid. "You may be family-oriented, but the family can't just rely on the word responsibility. You have someone you like, and you should have a happy life, but because of our appearance." You can't ask for it, why is this? Every day is facing a person who has no feelings. Can you be sure that you can live a life like this?"
“No feeling?” Leonid sneered, as if he heard a big joke.
Suddenly, I turned around and waited for the reaction. Ren Zhouyuan was overwhelmed on the sofa. Leonid's hands were on both sides of Ren's head, and he looked down at him. "Do you think that I can't do that for a stranger?"
Ren Zhouyuan was shocked by his sudden action, his heartbeat accelerated, and he blinked, not knowing how to react.
Leonid stepped tightly. He leaned down and lowered his head. His lips were close to the lips of Ren Zhouyuan. "I don't feel that you will get Anan?"
His voice was deep and thick, and he hit the eardrum of Ren Zhouyuan with a click. The two bodies were closer and closer, and finally Leonid was completely attached to Ren Zhouyuan.
The obvious protrusions in a certain place made Ren Zhouyuan stunned, and his hands fell on the chest of Leonid, but even if it was not enough, Leonid was not strong enough, let alone now.
Leonid’s lips were placed on Ren’s lips and he thought about the last sentence. “Then I will let you feel it again.”
After the words were finished, the lips of the two men were completely fitted together, and the voice of Ren’s last resistance was swallowed in his mouth.