MTL - Bringing Along a Ball and Hiding from Foreign Devils-Chapter 3 Independence
Ren Zhouyuan woke up from his sleep, looked out the window, the sky was still dark, the black image outside the window was to engulf the earth, and people were flustered.
He glanced at Ann, who was sleeping on his side, and saw him screaming and screaming at his face, laughing and kissing his forehead, pulling up the quilt that he had smashed, and then Go back and go back.
Close your eyes, just the messy pictures in your dreams are back in your head.
The picture in the dream is very messy. Sometimes I dreamt that when I was a child, I lived in a welfare home. I refused to let the students want to go to his house to play. Sometimes I dreamed of being in Anan, hiding in the house for months, not dare to go out, sometimes When I dreamt that he was in the archaeological team, the people who accompanied him cast a contemptuous and incomprehensible picture on him...
A mess in his head, Ren Zhouyuan simply opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in the dark.
The head was so calm and calm at this moment that he felt that he had never seen his past and the status quo so clearly.
His past, to be honest, lived very badly. Mindful of his own birth, no matter what he does, he is afraid of offending people, afraid of being looked down upon, so he has been careful and always acted by observing other people's reactions.
The text is the only thing he paid attention to before he had Anan. When he was a child, he was accompanied by words. When he grew up, he relied on words to eat. It seemed that he only lived in front of the words. He lived like a normal person. He had a flesh and blood and had his own ideas. people.
But because of this attachment, he made his mind faint on the night five years ago, and changed his life.
He doesn't remember the man's name, and he doesn't remember what he did. Over the years, the only thing he remembered about that man was the one who was arrogant and ill.
He looked at An An, who was getting closer and closer to his arms, and a corner of his heart was so soft that if there was no absurdity of the past, there would be no such a clever and obedient son.
The man ruined his future and changed his life path, but he gave him what he wanted most.
a home.
Ren Zhouyuan turned over and held Anan in his arms. He licked his hair and closed his eyes again.
This time the bad pictures didn't disturb him any more, just like the hard days had to be left behind by him. After a long life alone, he would eventually get the life he wanted.
On the second day, Ren Zhou had a very early morning. He would still wake up in Anan, who was sleeping in bed, and helped him change his handsome polo shirt jeans. He took him to the sink and put the toothpaste on his teeth. Stuffed into his mouth and went out to make breakfast.
It is already April, and all the schools in the big and small schools have already started. The kindergartens in the big cities are full of better ones. Fortunately, Fan Wenfeng is here to help him find a kindergarten in the neighborhood and is willing to accept the transfer students.
An An washed his face and was already awake when he came out. He saw Ren Zhouyuan busy in the kitchen. After thinking about it, he went in and walked in. As in the past, he held the clothes of Ren Zhouyuan and followed him. A small follower asks: "Where are Dad going to go early in the morning?"
Ren Zhouyuan fry the last egg in the clamping bread, close the fire and put the pan into the sink, one hand and one plate, dragging a small follower to the back of the hall.
Anan consciously climbed onto the sofa, picked up the sandwich from one of the plates and ate it, and looked at Ren Zhouyuan while eating his eyes.
Ren Zhouyuan picked up another piece and said while eating: "Let's wait for the kindergarten to play. There are so many children there, Anan can play with the children there, and there are many beautiful teachers who teach you to write and draw, etc. After Anan learned to come back to teach Dad?"
An An listened, his face changed suddenly, a beautiful little face wrinkled together, not to say good or not bad, just silently licking the bread.
Ren Zhouyuan knew the bad things at a glance. He knew that Anan had always disliked going to kindergarten. He didn’t have much likes and dislikes for the kindergarten itself. He was seriously dissatisfied with the matter of leaving Dad.
He was really touched by his son's love of himself, but he was also very big. He sat silently on his lap, and Ren Zhou whispered to him and said, "Dad is also reluctant to send An An to the kindergarten, but Dad wants to go to work to make money. If you put An An one at home, Dad will worry. There will be no bad guys, no one will protect Anan at that time, if Anan is taken away, Dad will never see Anan again."
An An listened, the tears of his eyes twirled, how to see how to be wronged, and his milk was crying and crying, said: "Can that father not work at home like before?"
Ren Zhou’s heart is tight, but he can only say with a hard mouth: “Dad wants to make a lot of money, let An’an go to elementary school and go to college, but if Dad is working at home, he can’t send An’an to study. An’an thinks Is it a bad boy who can't do anything?"
When Zhou Yuan and An An used to live outside, they had seen some children chased by their parents. At that time, Ren Zhou said that he should read well, and be a good boy, don't be a bad boy. The term bad boy has been written down by An An since then. Every time he says that Yuan Yuanyi, he will think of the child who is being chased.
Sure enough, Anan hesitated, but he quickly said: "An An should not be a bad boy, but Dad can teach An An to study, An An do not go to the primary school to go to college, I don't want to be a big boss, I have to take care of at home. father."
Ren Zhouyuan was made to laugh and cry by his words. Anan always said that he would grow up as a big boss to raise his father, but now he voluntarily gave up the big boss in order not to go to kindergarten.
He felt that he had not persuaded Anan to succumb to the child, and he gave in first, so he sighed and said, "Isn't Ann's saying that you want to listen to Dad's words? Dad doesn't like disobedient children."
This time Anan listened and instantly quieted down.
But An An was quiet, and Ren Zhou felt that he was panicked. He wanted to hang out of Anan and let him know that he would be sent to kindergarten anyway, but he was afraid of his sadness. An An is different from other children. He has been running around with him since childhood. His heart is particularly sensitive. Just like him, he is afraid that others will be unhappy, and he is afraid that he will not want him.
The two kept sitting in such a position, Ren Zhouyuan looked at the wall clock on the wall, almost to the time to prepare to go out, just want to take a look at An An, suddenly a wet arm on his arm.
Ren Zhouyuan panicked and tried to put down the sandwich on his hand. He wanted to turn over An'an's face, but he was kept hiding. Soon An An even used his foot and licked his calf and refused to expose his face.
Anan has been crying silently, and a little bit of voice has not come out, and the heart is suppressed in the bottom of my heart. At this time, I feel a little out of breath, crying and pumping, like a little breathless.
Ren Zhouyuan panicked God. He held Anan in his arms and appeased him along his back. He said, "An An does not cry, we don't cry, just dad wants to scare Anan, not to say true. Anan is so obedient, Dad loves too late, how can he not like it."
Anan’s crying is getting louder and louder, and Ren Zhouyuan is relieved. A long time ago, Anan liked to cry on his own, and when he didn't know it, he almost cried.
Ren Zhouyuan feels that he is hard to be a strict father in his life. As long as the child is crying, he will not be jealous. The so-called kind mother is more and more defeated. This sentence is as effective as his man. I really can't see my child sad, Ren Zhou Yuan sighed and said: "An Anzhen, if you don't like to go to kindergarten, we will not go, Dad will accompany An An at home."
An An’s two hands squatted on the clothes on both sides of the Yuan, and his emotions gradually calmed down. He was buried in Ren Zhou’s arms and said: “Dad’s big bad guy.”
"Well, Dad is a big bad guy," he said, rubbing his head with a big hand and rubbing his sweat on his head. "Come, lift your head, don't sigh."
Anan twisted again and then looked up unwillingly.
That beautiful little face cried red, a bit wolf, but Ren Zhouyuan and very badly thought that this is very cute, only like now, when the coquetry is crying, Anan is like an ordinary child.
"Dad hugged you to wash your face, we don't go to kindergarten, and my father turned to the teacher to call." Ren Zhouyuan thought that it would not be appropriate to put the child in the kindergarten at once, and then slowly try to leave the child. A little further, let him touch the outside world, and discuss this with him.
He suddenly remembered Vicki, the education group that said it was aimed at children of An's age, but when he thought of the man, he immediately erased the idea.
When Ren Zhouyuan still thought about how to follow the gradual progress, Anan suddenly said: "I still go."
“Well?” Ren Zhouyuan didn’t hear it. After waiting for a while, he reacted. It’s a bit unbelievable. “Ann, are you going to kindergarten?”
Ren Juan licked his lips and was not willing to take a nap.
Ren Zhouyuan was really shocked this time. He looked at Anan’s pitiful little face. Although Ren Zhouyuan wanted to say that he should not be reluctant, but in order to be more independent, he swallowed his words back.
After several hard work, Ian finally managed to send Anan out of the house. When the two arrived in kindergarten, it was more than an hour later than the agreed time. The teachers who received them were still very amiable, and did not show any impatience because of their lateness.
Fan Wenfeng had helped him to do everything before, because he believed in him, and he did not come here. He was here for the first time.
Mr. Chen, who is responsible for the class of Juan, led them to introduce the facilities in the park. Ren Zhouyuan felt that there was no problem, and he took the children to register for admission.
An An has been following Ren Zhouyuan, and quietly did not say a word, Ren Zhouyuan knows that he is still awkward, but in the eyes of Teacher Chen, he feels that this child is particularly embarrassed, and the mixed-race itself is popular, but also has a very beautiful With a face, I have a heart to draw closer to my child.
"Small classmates are called Juanan, is there a name?" Teacher Chen smiled and looked at Ann, and looked up and asked Ren Zhouyuan.
Ren Zhouyuan had the heart to let Anan be bold and touched his head and said, "I told the teacher myself."
Anan habitually got together to hide behind Ren Zhouyuan, wrinkled his brow, looked at his father, and secretly looked at the teacher, and said: "Call An An."
Ren Zhouyuan has the urge to help the amount of money. Before the performance of An An can be regarded as a well-behaved, but now it is completely resisting the appearance of others. Sure enough, after seeing his performance, Teacher Chen blinked for a moment and immediately nodded with a smile. "Is Ann? Anan can call me Teacher Chen, I am your class teacher."
After she finished looking at Ren Zhouyuan, Ren Zhouyuan smiled at her face.
Teacher Chen eased the atmosphere and said: "An An and Dad have a very good relationship. Now very few children are so close to Dad." As soon as she said this, she suddenly thought that Anan’s information did not include her mother’s information, and she guessed something. Whatever, the topic was quickly smashed.
After completing all the formalities for An An, I watched the child follow the teacher Chen in a step-by-step manner. Ren Zhou Yuan was very upset. However, seeing the performance of An An today, he began to reflect on his own educational problems.
Teacher Chen just said something right. The children nowadays are mostly close to the mother. In this case, she is actually correct.
But in the end of this life, it is estimated that An An will only have him as a daddy who is a mother.
The author has something to say:
* Only live in the daily small theater of the man who has something to say*
Leonid: The son doesn't cry, Dad is here.
Ren Zhouyuan:......
An An: Who is calling me?
Leonid: ...QAQ
Xiaomi: The man does not cry, the author is here.
Leonid: Stop! Don't run!
