MTL - Both are Foxes-Chapter 63 on one's last legs

"Do you really want to know?"

Ye Yin froze quickly, then said quickly: "No, I don't really want to, just ask casually, you can not say ~ www.novelbuddy.com ~ artifact

"It's my mother!" Ren Fengyao held chopsticks, chopped vegetables, chewed, swallowed, and then said in an almost indifferent tone, "My mother's poison is my mother's. My mother thought my birth would make My dad paid more attention to her, but ... So when I was three years old, she poisoned me, and then she left the world in a decisive way. She hated my dad, so she used Revenge my father this way. "

Ye Yin froze and said, "Your mother? She, why did she do this? Didn't she say that the tiger poison is not a child? After all, you are her biological son. How can she poison her own son? ? "

"I ca n’t believe it, is it? The phrase 'tiger poison does not eat children' cannot be used on my mother. She has always been an extreme woman. She loves my dad very much, but the person my dad loves is not her. So she poisoned me and then committed suicide with my dad's sabre. She said she wanted my dad to regret it. The poison she put on me was called 'Go Yan Yan Ping'. "

Ye Yeyin was a little dumbfounded and murmured, "How long can she breathe? How can she be so hard-hearted?"

Ren Fengyao's eyes were very indifferent. He smiled and said, "What can't be reckless? Women can sometimes ignore everything for love, and women can do everything when they are desperate. Hehe, Remaining respite! What a nice name, since I was three years old, I have been living in resigning respite. She wanted to use my persistence to make my father feel pain, but unfortunately ... "

You were only three years old, how did you remember these things? Did your dad tell you? "

Ren Fengyao suddenly laughed, and then said seriously: "I was indeed three years old when she died. It stands to reason that you should not remember these things, but some things are too profound and will be printed on your mind. .Do you know, she died in front of me at that time, I watched her fall, watched her blood flow from the neck, and meandered to the ground, it was a kind of bright It ’s very red, it hurts my eyes, and I should cry, but I ca n’t even shed a tear, I ca n’t cry, I do n’t even know what it ’s like, because I was being tortured by the poison in that body. "

Ye Yin bit his lip and looked sadly at Ren Fengyao who looked like a calm face. There was still no emotion in his eyes. He even smiled, but Ye Yin could feel the deep eyes flowing. Sadness.

三 A three-year-old child, while enduring the torture of poison, still watched his mother die. This is indeed an unspeakable feeling, a kind of intense despair.

"It's okay, your dad hurts you, he's sacrificed his life for you, he ..."

Ye Ye paused, and didn't say any further, because he saw Ren Fengyao's smile became more brilliant, and the brilliant made him scared, so brilliant that it felt very unreal.

Ren Fengyao's smile has always been a touch of light. When he clicks it, he never smiles so much. His smile is gorgeous and dazzling now. His smile is too abnormal!

"This is what Can Xing told you, too?"

Ye Yin nodded, hesitantly said: "Is there another hidden feeling? Leng Canxing said that General Ren promised the emperor to murder Prince Lu firstly for the country and for the Eastern magpie to ascend to the throne in the future, and secondly for you. He wanted to let Xiandi sent you to Jeju to heal your ... poison. "

Ren Fengyao laughed in the sky, and his smile was full of ridicule. After a long time, he slowly said, "I thought so at first, but then I knew it wasn't like this. He didn't like me like my mother. All for one person, only for that person's son. "

Without waiting for Ye Yin to ask, Ren Feng slowly recounted: "My mother came from the Valley, so I could not use the first emperor to rescue me, and the first emperor appeared. Master may not save me. Master and Xiandi Zeng She was a friend, but she turned her back on a woman for the sake of a woman. She was a dead mother. This woman was the uncle's mother, Yan Qingshui. At that time, the beautiful woman and talented woman of Dongling, who was also my father ’s true love. He promised the emperor to murder Prince Lu to protect his country. In fact, it was because he had told the predecessor that the future emperor would be inherited by the uncle. My father and his son promised to murder Prince Lu for the sake of the son of Yan Qingshui. , But he forgot that I was only ten years old, he forgot that I had no mother, and I needed to take care of my father, he ... "

"Don't say it!" Ye Yin reached out and covered Ren Fengyao's mouth, shook his head, "Don't say anything, I was so anxious when I heard it."

Reaching for Ye Yin's hand and holding it in his hand, Ren Fengyao softly said: "Okay, don't say it, actually these things have no effect on me. These things have weighed on my heart for many years to whom I am I did n’t say it, so Can Xing did n’t know it. These things should have been rotten in my stomach, but somehow I told them all today, and it ’s probably that these things have been in my heart for too long. Don't panic! "

Ye Yeyin looked at Ren Fengyao sadly and said sadly, "Do you hate your father and your mother?"

"Why hate them? They just don't love me. There are no fathers in this world who don't hurt my mother and love me. What is there to hate? Hate someone is too tired, I don't have such a strong feeling To hate them means that I care, and it's inevitable that I care about these things. I don't want to be sad and don't want to live in sorrow, because it would be too hard, so I can't hate. "

I do n’t hate it, but I ca n’t hate it, because it hurts when you hate it, and it hurts when you hate it, so I ’d rather not hate it!

The meaning of Ren Fengyao understood Ye Yin, but he really couldn't figure out what a child should do to keep these sad things in his heart for so many years without resentment. What can a child do to live so strong, and How did he face these painful things with a smile? Involuntary Ye Yin's face showed a sad expression.

Seeing Ye Yin's expression of crying or crying, Ren Fengyao smiled slightly, stretched out his hand and scratched Ye Yin's nose lightly, and said with a smile: "Fool, I'm not sad that you are sad!"

Qi Ren Fengyao's actions are very pro-like, which made Ye Yin swiftly return from that kind of heavy sorrow. Turning his eyes, Ye Yin saw that his hand was actually held in his hand by Ren Fengyao, and he quickly earned and made a low reprimand: "Let go!"

Ren Fengyao let loose his words, and looked at Ye Yin innocently. There was no embarrassment. Ren Fengyao's expression was very serious but made Ye Yin a little embarrassed, as if he had just made a big problem. Ren Fengyao calmly looked at Ye Yin's cheeks flushing, but he was regretful, how could this little fox come back to God so soon, it's a pity!

The little fox has n’t had a lot of time, and if he does n’t make good use of it, he can waste his performance so hard, but those things that he has always wanted to forget can be said so frankly in front of her, does it mean that he really thinks she Is it? He never needed anyone's sympathy, but if he could use her sympathy to gather her heart, then why not try! And he wanted her to know the pain she had experienced, just as he wanted to know everything she had experienced.

"Are you lying a lie to me?"

He closed his eyes and concealed Ren Fengyao's eyes for a moment, then opened his eyes, and smiled suddenly: "What lie to you? Lie to your sympathy? I don't need it!"

那 "Then, why are you still so good to Dong Fang? That he deserves to be treated like this for him to faint in the court hall?"

Ren Fengyao raised an eyebrow and smiled: "Parents are wrong, they can't sin more than their children. He is just the son of the woman my father loves! And He is indeed my friend. When I was young, I did n’t know him. When my father tried to maintain the prince, he was already my friend, so it was normal for me to help him. "

Seeing Ye Yin's look of disbelief, Ren Fengyao continued: "I'm not an extreme person, I can distinguish right from wrong, I can also distinguish right from wrong, and black and white. He didn't do anything that was sorry to me. I do n’t need to avenge his own father and mother who do n’t love my hate, and his father does n’t love him. Our experience in some things is the same, the same is not bad! My father is I have a last word before I die, so that I can support the new emperor in the future, so I will help him, because he is my friend, and because I want to return those past upbringing, so I owe nothing! Actually I I also want to see what the prince who my father is desperately supporting can do, but I have to say that as an emperor, he is an emperor dedicated to the well-being of the people.

"Actually, my master also hopes that I can help him, because he is the son of a woman my master has loved. My master is a personality lover, so he ... He released her for the happiness of the woman he loved Hand, but the person who got her did not cherish her, for which he has been very remorse, he has always told us that you must not let go of the person you love, even if you are against the people in the world, you must let go What you want, don't regret it in the future! "

"Your Master is Elder Jeju? Really want to see him!"

"Yes, you will see him in the future." Ren Fengyao smiled meaningfully, and then sighed softly, "In fact, I am not trying to help as much as I can, and he is ambitious. Person, he ... if I tried my best for him, you wouldn't be able to spread Xiqiao up. "

Ye Ye heard the words, unconvinced, muttered: "What do you mean? Do you look down on me?"

"How dare I look down upon Xi'er's white clothes!" Ren Fengyao chuckled, "I mean, if I didn't give you a chance four years ago, you could still stand on the land of Xi'an I know exactly what you want, but I do n’t intend to stop you. The people in Dongling live a peaceful life now. I do n’t plan to set off a war. I hate war. ”

Ye Ye chuckled, then bit her lip and said, "You, when did you find me scamming? And you, how did you show me, I was actually scamming?"

Ren Fengyao leisurely took the tea after dinner, took a sip, and said with a smile: "This is a secret!"

On the evening of the 30th year of the year, the snow began to fall slowly. A gentleman in a blue shirt put a note in his hand on a candlelight and lit it, and then said to the black man in the room: "Remnant star, we should go back . "

go back? Brother, don't you say you have to wait for the New Year to go back, why is it ahead of time? Also, Brother was just ... "Leng Canxing hesitated.

"Let's go back and catch the snake, the snake is out of the hole!" Ren Fengyao sighed a little, and said helplessly, "This is also no way, I always do the right thing first."

"But brother, you have just got along a little bit with Shiyou these past few days. You just left, will you know ..."

"Not in a hurry. Some things need to be taken slowly. If you are in a hurry, it will have an adverse effect, and the little fox has begun to wonder if I am okay these two days. No, she hasn't been exposed for two days. It ’s not so, so let ’s take it easy and let her go for a while. But before I leave, I have to collect some points, only interest, otherwise she wo n’t remember me. ”Ren Fengyao said Then, looking out the window, there were some fine lights in the eyes.

"Brother, what do you want to do?"

When Ren Fengyao turned back, he smiled at Leng Canxing, and when Leng Canxing saw Ren Fengyao's smile, he was all excited, so evil! Brother, what does he want to do?

"Remnant Star, what do you say if I let her know my nature?"

When Leng Canxing stagnates, Nana said, "Brother, aren't you afraid? Isn't you afraid to scare her away?"

"Can't run, sooner or later she will know what kind of person I am, letting her know a few days in the future may let her guard me, but it will also make her feel better. Canxing, you know she has been here for two days What is she doing? She and Nangong floating together, they went to Lanluoju to listen to Lanluo girl playing the piano, drinking and talking about the sky, very happy! "Ren Fengyao smiled, but his eyes were gloomy, he slowly said "Zan Xing, my brother and I rarely go to that kind of wind and moon place, but she seems to be familiar, which makes me very uncomfortable."

Hey, look at Brother's expression, he must have been messed up! Teacher, please ask for blessing!

Leng Canxing smiled and said, "Brother, are you jealous? If the person accompanying you to the place is you, I'm afraid you won't have so many opinions, and you won't care if the woman goes there. Is there anything wrong with this kind of wind and moon place? You have always been a casual person. "

"Remnant star, you know something, but it's not great if you can't say it." Ren Fengyao gave a slight glance at Leng Canxing, then said with a smile, "Today is thirty years old, Canister, but she is there. It's lively, but we're a bit deserted here, so Can Xing, would you lie to her? "

Can I say bad? If the expression of the hidden knife in your smile is not good, then the person who is really bad is himself. Leng Canxing's mouth twitched, and he nodded bitterly, muttering: "I want to cheat again, how can I cheat? She It ’s not that easy to cheat! ”

"How to cheat is your thing, anyway, you just have to cheat her." Ren Fengyao said, and commanded, "Be careful when you go, Nangong floating in her house, be careful not to be seen by him Now, he has been investigating our identity and whereabouts recently. This person is very clever. Do n’t let him find Yeer ’s true identity because of my relationship. Huh! He was right when he did n’t know Yeer ’s true gender. She is so concerned, if you know, I'm afraid ... I'm not with her now, and I can't get anything done,

So I don't want anyone to jump in when I'm not with her because I know her true gender.

Leng Canxing nodded again, ready to leave, but Ren Fengyao smiled again: "Nangong floating will not stay long, the person looking for him should have been to her house, so her house may be chaotic for a while. You can wait for the people in her house to disperse, and then lie to her again. "

He turned around, Leng Canxing curiously said, "Brother, have you let the shadows do something again?

"Remnant Star, I said, don't be too curious about being a man!" Ren Fengyao smiled like a wind, and then looked down, muttering in a very bland tone, "I will never allow anyone to slap my belongings . "

Brother Shi, she is human, and she does n’t belong to you right now!

Leng Canxing stared his mouth and shook his head, then turned away, Ren Fengyao watched Leng Canxing's figure disappear into the night, and a gloomy glimmer in his eyes flashed.

She will belong to me, even if it isn't now, but it will definitely be in the future, I will put her own mark on her!