Married to my nemesis-Chapter 96: Broken heart

Phoebe tried the knob once again but like before it was shut, out of frustration she hit the door with her leg.

"Now, you’re the second to annoy me," she infuriatingly stated.

Digging her hands on her hair, she turned to Zayn placing a hand on her waist.

"Are you happy now? We’re both stuck here and this is your fault, maybe if you didn’t try to get me to keep quiet then we wouldn’t have gotten stuck in this place. "

" Really? I tried telling you that we were stuck in this place but then you were infuriated about the situation, " he said calmly.

" You know what Zayn, now, I don’t think I’m angry, I just hope that one of the nurses comes in here and opens the door, I can’t imagine what would happen to me when my mum discovers the two of us in this room. "

" You know for someone who is as old as you are, you mention your mother in everything you say, you fear her the most."

Phoebe turned to him giving him a sharp look. 𝚏𝗿𝗲𝐞𝚠𝕖𝐛𝗻𝗼𝐯𝕖𝚕.𝚌𝗼𝗺

" Oh really? Maybe if you were her child then you would understand the meaning of my words. "

" Why do you make your mother an obstruction in everything you make? "

" What are you saying? She’s not an obstruction. She’s my mother, I’m just concerned about her feelings, I don’t want to disappoint her."

" Oh, I thought you were like all those who were confident in everything you do."

" What are you saying? I’m not like you, I don’t just do what I want to do stupidly, listen to me, I have respect for my mother, but also I miss my twin sister so much, I know I can be a bit curtly and cold to the people around me but the truth is that I’m only trying to impose my sister, I try my best to make my mother happy so she wouldn’t miss my sister so much, that’s why I try my best to make her happy."

Phoebe stated calmly as she took her feet tapping on the ground one by one and then she sat on the bed in the room.

As she sat on the bed she took a deep breath.

" When you spoke about having your house I felt a bit jealous of you, a young boy who has everything he has, unrestricted from whatever he wants," she raised her hand playing with the black big bead she placed around her wrist, playing with the beads, her legs kicked the air.

" I felt disturbed that I can’t be at your level, you have everything you need and what you want, you have your family with you, you were just perfect and when it came to girls, I thought you liked girls, I thought you were into women used them as according to your degree, a womanizer who didn’t care about the hearts of the women he’s being with, " she said unable to raise her gaze to see his expression.

Zayn heaved a deep breath and then he walked towards her, once he got near her he crouched to take a look at her face and then he placed her hand on her cheeks.

" Is that what you think about me?"

She nodded with a pouty lip.

" You know as much as I thought you were just scared of your mother when I grew closer to you before I used to think you both have a great relationship."

" We do, but I’m just scared that I don’t want to lose her just like the way I lost my sister, I want her close to me, I want her to be with me always, I don’t want her thoughts to be confronted by the thoughts I have."

" Sometimes leaving your mother doesn’t mean you’re going to lose her, trust me it took me a lot to take in before I could tell her what I wanted, I was sure that I was going to miss her but I had no other choice but to tell her. Just take that confidence believe me it would feel great when you tell her what you want and when you’re done you can end up regretting your actions but by that time you’ll be getting your result. And about me, I used to be, I used to get involved with women so much and that’s no lie, but the first time there was a woman I thought I could use her for my gain changed me, I just wanted to be with her, you might think is a joke but I’m worried about you Phoebe, everything that happens to you I’m worried about what happens in your life."

"You aren’t, Zayn, you know what, I don’t want to talk about this but I feel lonely at the moment, I feel suffocated and drained, I feel like I’ve lost everything even if I have everything with me. "

" Because of Ezekiel? "

" Not just him but you all, I feel like I’m on the verge of losing my mind because I don’t know what decision to make any more when I think of Ezekiel, I don’t know why but I have this feeling that scares me so much, but when I think about you... just like Ezekiel, you scare me out but the thing is that I’m not scared about you I have this fright that I don’t want to lose you but the thoughts of what you’ve done, about the event that happened a few days ago, I feel hurt and betrayed, I feel like I’ve made a stupid decision. Zayn, Zayn just tell me, why did you decide to do that? What have I done that you decided to do that, I was scared about what was going to happen to you and now, Enim isn’t going to tell me what happened, she’s just keeping everything from me, but now, I know I want to hear what had happened from you."

" Are you sure you want to find it from me?"

" Zayn what else? "

" Because what if I told you that my father is a rival to your family, my father was involved with the death of your father and your sister and I was asked to get involved with your family so we could get what we want, getting to know Max and getting close to you was just a setup plan so you would become close to me."

Phoebe was speechless but yet she knew she had to accept whatever he says, maybe this was the reason for her feeling, fisting her hands as she gripped the mattress of the bed tightly she clutched her jaw.

Why was she feeling bad now after all this was what she was expecting.

" And what were you asked to do when you got close to me? "

" I was going to make you sleep with me and then the photos which I could get from the night, I could spread it on the internet so the media would be after your family, Vixen has already gotten his punishment and now you’re the next to get your punishment, unlike the women I’d been with they were cheap enough and easy for me to get with, I thought I could get whatever I wanted with you but then you turned out different. You turned to change me instead. "

" Oh, so you’re also the son of a conglomerate? Aren’t you? "

" I am."

" Wow, you know what shocks me is that as much as I want to act like I’m shocked and sad about this, I’m not, it just feels normal. Since you have made your confession to me then I think I should also confess. Actually, you asked me to make a decision between you and Ezekiel about who I want to be with and the thing is that this decision is not just about accepting him, I’m also planning on getting married with him, because I feel scared that he might be a threat to my family but then I don’t know anymore, while I thought again I had the thoughts of you, I had the thoughts that I may be making the wrong decision but my heart, my heart is just so mischievous it wouldn’t make me rest, I don’t want to think about you but I can’t stop, I want to reconsider my choice, my heart says that being with you makes me feel peaceful and comfortable but now that you’ve said the truth, my mind has won, between the both of you, I’ve decided to be with Ezekiel and even if that means I should get married to him, I’m getting married soon," she stated as she sniffed her running nose raising her head so she wouldn’t make contact with Zayn, she couldn’t imagine herself, why was she crying now, at least is a relief, now she could tell Ezekiel that he had won, he had won and now, she was completely broken, her heart broken into pieces.

It was over.