Marriage First, True Love Later-Chapter 139 - Lin xiaofen's love (2)

“We met when you were on your way home, hehe.” Lin xiaofen repeated his words and only felt that it was funny. &Quot; so you’re happy that I’m moving away? ” To think that she had been waiting like a fool every day for him to come back to pick her up and agree to marry her. It turned out that he had never planned to do so!

Tong Wenhai didn’t say anything. In fact, he had been pricked by needles before, but he didn’t want to miss this opportunity. Chen Wen wasn’t as pretty as Lin xiaofen, but she had a good personality. Most importantly, her family background was strong, and she could help him in his career in the future. You could call him selfish or heartless, but he had to admit that he just didn’t want to give up his future.

His silence explained everything. Lin xiaofen’s heart was cold to the extreme, and she couldn’t say anything more. She glanced at him, shook her head, and walked past him in self-mockery. She was too stupid to think that this man would be her support in the future. She gave him everything she had without caring about her own safety. She even made her parents become the joke of the village’s after-meal conversations. She even angered her father to death because of this. As she walked, Lin xiaofen forcefully slapped her own mouth. Even when her face was red and swollen, she didn’t stop. She was angry with herself and blamed herself!

When he returned to the school dormitory, he didn’t say anything. He just fell asleep on his bed and slept for two whole days. Her roommates also knew about Tong Wenhai’s matter. Seeing her like this, they didn’t know what to say and could only comfort her to take it easy. They would always bring food back for her to eat at mealtime, but every time Lin xiaofen smelled the food, she would feel nauseated and want to throw up. No one paid it any mind and thought that she was just too sad. Lin xiaofen had lost a lot of weight in the past two days. Two days later, someone suddenly came to tell her that a middle-aged woman who claimed to be her mother had come to look for her and was now at the school gate. Lin xiaofen was shocked. She didn’t care that her body was so weak that she couldn’t take it anymore. She immediately got up from the bed and ran towards the school gate.

It was indeed mother Lin. She was carrying a bag and looked travel-worn. Mother Lin thought that she was worried after not getting a reply from her daughter, so she packed her things and went to her daughter’s school.

After arranging for mother Lin to stay in the guest house outside the school, mother Lin asked her when she was planning to hold her wedding with Tong Wenhai. Lin xiaofen’s hands paused in the middle of packing her things. She didn’t dare to turn around and look at her mother. She didn’t dare to tell her mother that she had been abandoned by Tong Wenhai.

Seeing that she didn’t say anything, mother Lin guessed what was going on. She quickly pulled her over and asked, ” what’s going on? He doesn’t want to get married?”

Lin xiaofen bit her lip, and her eyes were filled with tears. In the end, she could only turn around and kneel in front of her mother. &Quot; mom, I’m sorry. I’ve let you and dad down! &Quot; As he spoke, he slapped his own palm.

Mother Lin felt as if she had been struck by lightning. She grabbed her daughter and asked, ” “Tong Wenhai doesn’t want you anymore?”

Lin xiaofen turned her head, unable to speak.

Seeing her like this, Mrs. Lin got even angrier. She grabbed her shoulder and shook her, ” &Quot; say something! Say something! Is it because Tong Wenhai doesn’t want you anymore? is it because he played with you?! &Quot;

Lin xiaofen felt uncomfortable being shaken by her mother like this. She could only cry and nod, but she couldn’t say a word.

Mother Lin felt as if the sky was about to fall. She had just lost her husband, and now her daughter was abandoned. In this era, who would want a woman without a complete body? The more he thought about it, the angrier and sadder he felt. He grabbed Lin xiaofen and kept hitting her. He said, ” &Quot; what sin have I committed? why did I give birth to such a shameless daughter like you? you even caused your father’s death. Why, why! &Quot;

Lin xiaofen could only cry and let her mother hit and scold her. She was so remorseful, but she couldn’t go back to how things had been.

After all, she was her daughter. It was her heart that hurt when she hit her. Mother Lin slapped her own face as she said that it was her fault for not teaching her daughter well and causing her husband to die of anger. She continued to slap her so hard that each slap left a deep, blood-red handprint.

Upon seeing this, Lin xiaofen could only hurriedly pull her mother away and tell her that if her mother was angry, she could just hit her and not hurt herself.

That afternoon, the mother and daughter hugged each other and cried in the guest house.

After crying, mother Lin said she was going to find Tong Wenhai to demand an explanation, but Lin xiaofen stopped her. She didn’t want to bring shame upon herself again. She wanted to keep the only dignity she had.

Her daughter insisted on not letting her go, so mother Lin had no choice. Mother Lin stayed in the guest house for two days, then got up and prepared to return to the village. However, no one expected that on the way back, the car that mother Lin was in had an accident. It made a turn while crossing the mountain and did not control it. More than 20 people in the car, including the driver and passengers, fell to the foot of the mountain with the car. The car was destroyed and no one was spared.

Lin xiaofen couldn’t take the continuous blows, and her entire body collapsed. Finally, at the peak of her collapse, she thought of the light body and the way to end her own fate. She stood by the river and looked for a long time. She also thought for a long time. Finally, she took off her shoes and walked step by step towards the center of the river. When the river water slowly submerged her body and finally submerged her head, she gave up struggling and wanted to die. However, when she woke up from her coma, she found herself in the hospital. A big boy who was not much older than her was sitting by her bed, his body wet. Seeing that she had woken up, he smiled at her and asked if she was feeling unwell. He quickly called for the doctor. That big boy was Gu Hengwen from back then.

The doctor came over and did a simple examination of her. After confirming that she was fine, he turned to look at Gu Hengwen, who was standing at the side, and reprimanded him, ” you young people are quarreling and bickering. As a man, you should give in to your wife. How could you make her so angry that she wanted to jump into the river?! &Quot; Don’t you know that if you didn’t save her in time, it would be one life and two lives? you’ll regret it then!”

Gu Hengwen was a little confused and didn’t understand what she was saying. He asked,”What do you mean? what do you mean by two lives?” He was clearly only saving one person.

The doctor looked at him and sighed, ” “Don’t you know that she’s pregnant?”

Lin xiaofen, who was on the bed, widened her eyes in disbelief. The doctor had just told her that she was pregnant!

After the doctor left, Gu Hengwen looked at Lin xiaofen, who was lying on the bed, and asked, ” “Where do you live? do you want me to get your family over?”

Lin xiaofen didn’t react to this shocking news at all. She didn’t look at Gu Hengwen and stared at the ceiling in a daze. After a while, she reached out and touched her stomach. Suddenly, she raised her hand in anger and wanted to lower it. Fortunately, Gu Hengwen was quick to react and quickly grabbed her hand. He looked at her angrily and asked, ” what are you doing? didn’t you hear the doctor say you were pregnant? ”

Lin xiaofen laughed bitterly. As she laughed, the corners of her eyes showed signs of tiredness. &Quot; I don’t even want my own life. Why would I want this child’s life?! &Quot; This child shouldn’t have come, shouldn’t have come to this world. His existence was a mistake!

“The child is innocent. You gave him life, so you should give him the right to see the world!” Gu Hengwen said with a serious expression.

Lin xiaofen glared at him. &Quot; this is my business, ” she said. &Quot; you don’t need to care about it! &Quot;

“I saved your life, so I have to be responsible for you!” Gu Hengwen insisted.

Lin xiaofen stayed in the hospital for three days. During this time, Gu Hengwen took care of her. After Gu Hengwen asked her, Lin xiaofen briefly told him what had happened to her in the past few months. Gu Hengwen was silent and asked her to look for Tong Wenhai again to see if she could salvage the situation. After all, they still had a child in between them.

Under Gu Hengwen’s persuasion, Lin xiaofen finally decided to look for Tong Wenhai again. However, Lin xiaofen waited for an entire day in the rented house, and Tong Wenhai didn’t return. Instead, she received news of Tong Wenhai and Chen Wen’s marriage. Lin xiaofen really felt that she was a big joke.

Gu Hengwen was worried about her and came to look for her. When he found her, she was walking on the street. Her eyes were listless, and her entire person was in a daze. She called out to her a few times before she reacted. Seeing Gu Hengwen standing in front of her, Lin xiaofen’s emotions broke down. She hugged him and cried for a long time in his arms.

Gu Hengwen didn’t ask any more questions. He already knew what the result would be.

After Lin xiaofen had finished crying, she told Gu Hengwen that she didn’t want this child, but she was severely reprimanded by Gu Hengwen. Gu Hengwen had always believed that no matter what grudges the parents had with the previous generation, the child was ultimately innocent. Since they had given the child life, how could they take away the child’s right to come to this world?

However, Lin xiaofen insisted. She didn’t want to keep this child and didn’t want to keep anything related to Tong Wenhai. In the end, Gu Hengwen couldn’t persuade her. He accompanied Lin xiaofen to the hospital. A minute before they entered the hospital, Gu Hengwen was still trying to persuade Lin xiaofen to keep the child. However, Lin xiaofen’s attitude was firm, and there was no room for negotiation.

However, sometimes, it was really heaven’s will that made fun of people. When Lin xiaofen went to the hospital and said that she wanted to abort the child, the doctor told her that she couldn’t. The child was almost four months old and had already formed in the womb. If she insisted on not having the child, it would be very harmful to the mother’s body. Moreover, Lin xiaofen’s body was relatively special. She was the type that was difficult to conceive. If she insisted on not having the child, she might lose the right to be a mother for the rest of her life. Hearing this, Gu Hengwen insisted on taking Lin xiaofen out of the hospital, insistent on not letting her abort the child.

Lin xiaofen didn’t care at all. She didn’t want to live anymore, so she didn’t care about whether it was good for her body or whether she could get pregnant. No one would want a woman like her in the future.

In a moment of desperation, Gu Hengwen told her that the child would stay, and he would be the child’s father.

Lin xiaofen was stunned. She saw that he was unable to react. After a while, she asked, ” you, what did you just say? ”

“I said to leave the child here. I’ll be the child’s father!” Gu Hengwen looked into her eyes and said firmly.

Lin xiaofen looked at him. She didn’t quite understand why he was doing this. &Quot; you, why did you … &Quot;

Gu Hengwen smiled at her and only said, ” “Just take it as fate between you and me.”

In the end, under Gu Hengwen’s insistence, Lin xiaofen finally agreed to keep the child. At that time, Gu Hengwen had already graduated and was working as a language teacher in a high school. The two of them only simply got their marriage certificate and didn’t hold a banquet. Gu Hengwen didn’t say anything to his family, only saying that the child was his own. The Gu family’s parents were very kind farmers. When they heard that they were going to have a grandson, they rushed to their hometown in the countryside and rushed to the city. The whole family lived in Gu Hengwen’s simple dormitory. Life was hard but happy. The Gu family’s parents doted on Lin xiaofen and took care of her.

Lin xiaofen had also dropped out of school at Gu Hengwen’s insistence because of her pregnancy. After the child was born, she didn’t return to school. When Lin xiaofen gave birth to Anran, she had a difficult labor. The child was stuck in the womb and couldn’t come out. After two days and two nights, when she finally gave birth to the child, Lin xiaofen’s blood spurted out again, and she almost couldn’t be saved. When she finally managed to save her life, the doctor announced that she would no longer be able to give birth. Hearing this news, Lin xiaofen cried for three whole days. Even when little Anran cried because she was hungry, she ignored her. She was sad that she couldn’t give birth to Gu Hengwen’s own child in the future. She felt guilty, He blamed himself. The Gu family’s parents didn’t know about this. They only knew that their daughter-in-law almost lost her life in order to give birth to a child for their family. So, even if she only gave birth to a daughter, even if she couldn’t have any more children in the future, they didn’t complain at all. Instead, they persuaded Gu Hengwen to comfort and take care of Lin xiaofen.

Gu Hengwen knew what Lin xiaofen was thinking. Actually, it wasn’t. He wasn’t sad or regretful, but he also knew that some things couldn’t be forced. He only hugged Lin xiaofen as he said this. In this life, he was satisfied with having a daughter and had no regrets.

Lin xiaofen was crying in his arms. Gu Hengwen had also shed tears that night.

Later, when Lin xiaofen was discharged from the hospital, she didn’t look at little Anran. In the end, it was because she resented her. Gu Hengwen’s heart ached for the child. He would take care of everything, whether she was crying or hungry. Every day, he would talk to Lin xiaofen about how cute the child was, how much she looked like her, and how beautiful she was.

After all, she was his biological daughter. No matter how much resentment he had, how could he really hate her and not care about her? one day, Gu Hengwen went to school for class, and his parents also had something to do. Little Anran woke up from hunger and cried pitifully. In the end, Lin xiaofen couldn’t bring herself to do it. She got up from the bed and looked at the child in the cradle. Her tears flowed down just like that. She instinctively picked up the child and kissed it. She was in pain, so she hurriedly pulled up her clothes and fed her.

When Gu Hengwen came back and saw Lin xiaofen sitting at the head of the bed feeding the child, he smiled and went forward to pull the mother and daughter into his arms. He lowered his head and kissed the center of their hair.

After Lin xiaofen finished speaking, she turned her head and looked at Gu Hengwen, who was sitting to the side.

The two of them seemed to have a telepathic connection. Gu Hengwen also turned to look at her and smiled encouragingly at her. He reached out and held her hand.

Lin xiaofen held his hand tightly, then turned her head to look at Anran and su Yicheng and said, ” “We’ve kept this a secret for 30 years. We’ve been worried about what you’d do if you found out. We didn’t want to lose you, so we were always nervous and afraid. Your father and I didn’t plan to tell you all this, but now that things have come to this, we feel that we need to make it clear to you. That’s right, an ran’s biological father is Tong Wenhai.”

Anran looked at them and held su Yicheng’s hand tightly, unable to speak for a long time.

Su Yicheng turned to look at her and patted her hand gently, as if to encourage her.

Anran turned her head to glance at him, then turned her head back to look at her parents. A faint smile appeared on her lips, and she said with certainty, ” &Quot; I only have one father. He was in the past, he is now, and he will be in the future, and that is Gu Hengwen! &Quot;

Lin xiaofen and Gu Hengwen both turned their heads and smiled at each other.

Anran let go of su Yicheng’s hand, stepped forward, and directly hugged her parents. &Quot; “Dad, mom, I’ll always be your daughter!”

Lin xiaofen and Gu Hengwen didn’t say anything. They hugged her back tightly and nodded their heads vigorously.

That night, Anran childishly insisted on staying at home, and Lin xiaofen wouldn’t be able to chase her away. When it was time to sleep, she even acted coquettishly and insisted on sleeping with Lin xiaofen. In the end, she had no choice but to force Gu Hengwen into the guest room, while su Yicheng slept in Anran’s old room.

That night, as she lay next to her mother, Anran asked in a low voice, ” mom, what do you think is the luckiest thing in your life? ”

Without thinking, Lin xiaofen laid her head on the pillow and said with a smile, ” &Quot; the happiest and luckiest thing in my life was to meet your father, a man who loves and cherishes me so much! &Quot;

Anran also laughed. While she was lying on the bed, she said softly but proudly, ” I have the greatest father in the world. &Quot;

In the dark, Lin xiaofen sighed softly and said, ” “Back then, when you were abandoned by mo Fei, I sometimes really thought that the heavens really didn’t treat us well. We’re going through the same fate, and we’re going through the same experience.”

Only then did Anran understand why Lin xiaofen was even angrier than her after she and Mo Fei had separated. In less than a week, she had lost a few pounds. Now that she thought about it, it turned out that she had also experienced the same fate back then. Even the reason for the mother and daughter being abandoned was the same. It had to be said that it was very dramatic. What was even more ridiculous and interesting was that it was also a mother and daughter who had stolen their man and mother. Some things were really predestined, and everything was fate.

Anran turned her head, held Lin xiaofen’s hand under the blanket, and said, ” “But the people outside all met very good men.” Her mother met her father, and she met su Yicheng. The two men were equally gentle and doted on them.

Lin xiaofen chuckled and nodded, ” “Yes, the heavens have been kind to us, giving us two such good men.” As he spoke, he turned his head to look at an ran, reached out, and touched her face. &Quot; &Quot; you never let go of mo Fei. When I saw how you refused to start a new relationship, I was worried sometimes. I was worried that you weren’t as lucky as me to be able to meet your father. However, after you married Yicheng, although the progress was a little too fast, we could all see that Yicheng really loved you. When I saw her, I was just as gentle and considerate as when I saw your father. &Quot;

Anran nodded. &Quot; yes, Yicheng is really good to me. &Quot;

&Quot; that’s good, that’s good … &Quot; Lin xiaofen smiled and nodded. She patted Anran’s back and said softly, ” “Go to sleep.”

An ran didn’t say anything more. She slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep in her mother’s arms, just like when she was a child.

The next day, su Yicheng thought that he hadn’t gone to the office for two days in a row, so he went home early in the morning, changed his clothes, and rushed to work, while Anran stayed at the Gu residence. Lin xiaofen specially asked for another day’s leave to accompany Anran to the streets to buy some Pregnancy and Infant supplies.

Ling Chuanjiang’s case involved many people and matters, and Tong Wenhai was one of them. On the morning of the third day after he went to su Yicheng’s house to make a scene, he was directly invited by Yan Li’s investigation team to cooperate with the investigation. This time, it wasn’t as simple as just cooperating. Yan Li already had substantial evidence of some of the crimes he had broken during his service. Of course, apart from some Municipal Party Committee staff, many enterprises in the city were also involved.

While su Yicheng was in his office dealing with the urgent documents that Secretary Zheng had sent over this morning, Secretary Zheng knocked on the door and came in, saying that there was someone outside who wanted to see him and claimed to be Anran’s colleague.

Su Yicheng frowned slightly, but in the end, he still nodded and let her in.

Xiao Xiao’s big, wavy hair had been straightened, and the length had been cut shorter. She came in wearing sunglasses, and su Yicheng didn’t recognize her for a long time. It wasn’t until she took off her sunglasses that she saw the face clearly and confirmed that she had really seen it before.

He looked at her with a faint smile and said, ” “Miss Xiao, is there anything I can help you with?”

“I thought you didn’t recognize me.” Xiao Xiao said this in a self-deprecating manner. After several meetings, su Yicheng seemed to only have eyes for Anran and no one else.

Su Yicheng only smiled and didn’t explain further. He wouldn’t deliberately remember anyone, but he had a good memory, so he could always remember them after seeing them, even if it was just a chance encounter.

Xiao Xiao took out a dark yellow document bag from her bag, placed it on the table, and pushed it in front of him. She said, ” this is the evidence and information of some projects obtained through illegal means through ‘sincerity’ bribery. &Quot;

Su Yicheng looked at the file on the table, then at her. He raised his eyebrows, but he didn’t reach out to take it.

“You must be wondering why I’m giving this to you, right?” Xiao Xiao said.

Su Yicheng shrugged his shoulders and did not comment.

A trace of ruthlessness and ruthlessness flashed in Xiao Xiao’s eyes. She slowly opened her mouth and said with some viciousness, ” “They won’t let me have a good life, so I naturally won’t let them be free.” As he said that, the hand on his leg was tightly clenched into a fist. She had been with Huang Dexing for six years. She didn’t care about her clandestine identity, but what did he give her in those six years? watching her get beaten up by his wife, then stepping forward to give her another slap, and even firing her, so ruthless that he even suspended all her cards. If he didn’t care about their old relationship, then don’t blame her for being ruthless!

Xiao Xiao stood up and said, ” I’ll have to trouble you with these documents. &Quot; He was about to leave when he remembered the paper bag he was carrying. He turned back and put the paper bag on her desk. &Quot; these are Anran’s clothes. Help me say thank you on her behalf. &Quot; After that, he turned around and left the office without a moment’s delay.

Su Yicheng took the document bag from the table and looked at it. Inside it was evidence of Huang Dexing’s gifts to Tong Wenhai, Ling Chuanjiang, and the others.