Isekaied Into An Eroge, Time To Have Fun!-Chapter 70: Self Reflection

Kha’Miero provided me with this reward for another two loads, during which she came once, flooding my belly with her thick semen and making me feel rather... conflicted about everything; she helped me cum three times yet she only came once..!

At first she just waved me off and told me it was fine since she was about to do the same to Sera - who had been watching this entire time, slowly rubbing her juicy lower lips and enjoying every second of what she saw - only to finally relent and part her legs for me as she allowed me to give her one more orgasm.

I was laying between her legs slurping her cock as eagerly as I could, giving her at least a single other orgasm for our mutual fun and making sure it could be enough to make us ’even’ in terms of the feelings it provided.

The way she was groaning and palming the back of my head like a ball so that she could occasionally fuck my throat made me rather happy since I had seemingly achieved just that, so she got her second orgasm since returning to her room with a loud grunt and my head buried between her legs.

I swallowed it all down for her and enjoyed the way she praised me for being so good at handling her cock, something that shouldn’t have made me as proud as it had... and even as she rubbed my head affectionately before turning towards Sera I was quite happy with everything.

When she and Sera began to enjoy themselves I was left alone, yet I was rather relieved with that since it gave me some time to think about... well, a lot, but really my mind was wandering towards ’this’.

As I watched them get into the same position we had just been in, some of my mind was occupied by the arousal of what I was seeing, which was primarily how curvy Sera was and how those curves squished against Kha’Miero as she began to milk the Draconian way before she could even start receiving oral herself.

That and watching Kha’Miero grab ahold of that juicy ass before burying her face between those thick thighs had me feeling very aroused right now, yet it was that arousal that had me thinking about more ’serious’ things.

With the heat of Kha’Miero’s two loads warming my stomach and the aching of both my cock and my pussy for more, I had to wonder if I was really alright with what was happening, and if I was only content because of the immediate gratification that came from being in this bed or if I was happy with it past that too.

There was no denying that the sex was good, but was it merely something that was acting as a temporary bandage for something more serious, or was I actually just happy with what was happening in my new life?

It was impossible to deny that I was... traumatized - to an extent, anyways - by the sudden death, loss of all things I was familiar with and then finding myself in some Goddess’ ’story’ meant to entertain her.

That was impossible to deny, and all I needed to do was think about the panic attack I had not too long ago; yet at the same time I was just far more happy here than I had been in my old world.

There was magic to keep my occupied, the thrill of learning more about it and the eventual thrill of hunting monsters, I was going to meet all sorts of new people who were of different ’species’...

Hells, even looking at the more basic things I was going to be living a better life here than I was in my previous life; coming across ways to make good money was easier and less draining, if I remained here in Mythia then I was pretty safe for my entire life without needing to worry about political change or another country waging war...

Food was readily available and there would always be a place to stay, I could never worry about running out of water so long as I learned how to produce it with magic... the amount of basic necessities that I no longer needed to worry about was actually insane when I began to think about it. 𝓯𝓻𝒆𝙚𝒘𝓮𝙗𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝒍.𝙘𝓸𝙢

On top of that the idea of communicating with the people around me was no longer as scary as it had once been because now I knew that I was capable of always defending myself, though that didn’t mean I was going to start acting belligerent or start getting friendly with everyone.

All of that getting bundled up into a world where disease was less common, cures for most things were readily available, there were fewer social stigmas then even diseases that could get spread... it was far better than what I had been living in, so why shouldn’t I like the idea of being here?

That wasn’t even including the fact that sex wasn’t as risky here as it was before, how social stigmas around it were practically nonexistent for more people and there was no worry of anything being passed from one person to another.

Pregnancy was easily avoided with cheap options, and even if one day I decided to get pregnant myself or get someone else pregnant the cost of raising a child wasn’t going to break me like it would have before.

So with ’better’ people, open sexual relations, basic necessities being provided and a clear purpose in my mind, what was I actually worried about, and did I even need to care about the sort of life I was leading as of now?

I felt incredible with Kha’Miero, enjoyed the little I had experienced with both Sera and Hecate, and I wasn’t even feeling guilty with myself or even disgusted; was I going to partake in a giant orgy or just throw myself into someone’s arms to get plowed every night?

The answer to that was no, and even though I already had a mental list of who I might want to throw myself at I still wouldn’t count that as being loose... and there was little worry in this world because it had been designed for sex.

But if I took the sex away I was still going to be just as happy because I was going to be learning magic, and that alone was making everything so damn worth it~!

Perhaps I was a major nerd still, but the classes I was going to be in tomorrow were actually getting me just as excited as they were getting me nervous, and knowing that they were the first step of many into making a better life for myself was quite thrilling.

Just as thrilling as it was to see Sera’s cheeks get puffed out as she made Kha’Miero cum, the blonde trying to drink it all down before any of it spilled out from her mostly plugged lips; that dashed away the ’worries’ I had about myself, especially when I met those emerald eyes of hers.

We stared at one another as she got stuffed with cum, which was definitely on purpose since Kha’Miero’s leg was up and allowing for a clear view of this; her blush made her look so sexy, to the point that I almost managed to keep forgetting about the aching muscles I had...