Glory Of The Football Manager System-Chapter 426: The Eye of the Storm III: The Pro Licence
JJ Johnson. What a player.
I leaned back in my chair, the System’s data fading from my vision, replaced by a memory so vivid it felt like I could touch it.
I signed him in a week of finding him back in Railway Arms even though he was a hard bargain. JJ Johnson. The Gaffer’s Player. That was what the lads at Moss Side Athletic called him, because his faith in me was absolute: total, unquestioning, almost unsettling in its completeness.
When Altrincham came in with an offer, he turned it down because I told him to trust the process. When a League Two club offered him fifty thousand pounds: life-changing money for a kid from Moss Side, he turned that down too, because I looked him in the eye and said,
"You’re better than League Two. Be patient." He scored twice in the next match. He always scored when it mattered.
And then came the moment I still thought about in the quiet hours. I had been offered the Crystal Palace U18 job. The opportunity of a lifetime. But Moss Side Athletic were in trouble; the finances were dire, the ground needed repairs, and Terry Blackwood was borrowing money from his own savings to keep the lights on.
Brighton had come in with an offer for JJ. A hundred thousand pounds. An astronomical sum for a county league club. It would save Moss Side. It would fund the ground improvements, pay off the debts, and give Terry breathing room for years.
I wanted to take JJ to Palace with me. Every instinct I had screamed to bring him along, to keep developing him, to see the project through. But I hadn’t gone through the Crystal Palace interview yet.
I didn’t know if I was getting the job. And the Brighton offer was on the table, right now, real money for a real club that needed saving. JJ needed professional football, and Brighton were offering it. Moss Side needed the money, and Brighton were offering that too. The maths was clear. The emotion was not.
I called JJ and told him. There was a long silence on the phone. Then he said, "If you think it’s right, gaffer, then it’s right." That was JJ. Complete trust. Even when it broke his heart. Even when it broke mine.
He went to Brighton. He developed. He played in the Championship last season twenty-three appearances and scoring seven goals, a regular in their squad. And now Brighton were in the Premier League, and JJ Johnson, the kid I had pulled out of an under-18 match in the rain in Moss Side, was coming to Selhurst Park on Saturday.
The System pinged, as if it had been reading my thoughts.
[Opponent Scout: Brighton & Hove Albion (H), September 10th. Player of Note: JJ Johnson. Age: 19. Position: ST/LW. Season stats (Championship 2016/17): 13 apps, 4 goals, 2 assists. Current status: Fringe first-team player under Chris Hughton.]
[Likely to be in the matchday squad. System Fit (theoretical, if signed for Crystal Palace): 88%. Historical connection: Discovered by Danny Walsh. Sold by Moss Side Athletic for £100,000 to fund club survival. This is a personal fixture.]
I stared at the notification for a long time. A personal fixture. The System’s cold language for something that was anything but cold. I picked up my phone and scrolled to JJ’s number.
We hadn’t spoken in weeks; the season had consumed everything. I typed a message, deleted it, typed another, deleted that too. What do you say to the player you let go to save a club? What do you say to the boy who trusted you completely and watched you walk away to a bigger job?
In the end, I kept it simple: "Heard you’re coming to Selhurst on Sunday. Looking forward to seeing you, JJ. Proud of everything you’ve done."
The reply came back in thirty seconds. Classic JJ: no hesitation, no overthinking: "Can’t wait, gaffer. Going to be the best day of my life. Try not to cry when you see me in a Brighton shirt."
I laughed out loud, alone on the balcony, the London skyline spread out below me. He hadn’t changed. The same fearless, loyal, brilliant kid. And on Saturday, he would walk into Selhurst Park as an opponent, and I would have to find a way to beat him. Football. It was beautiful and cruel and endlessly, impossibly personal.
Emma appeared in the doorway, a cup of tea in each hand. "You’re smiling at your phone," she said. "Should I be worried?"
"JJ Johnson," I said. "Brighton. Saturday."
Her face softened. She knew the story. She had been there for all of it, all the JJ Johnson drama. "How is he?" she asked, handing me the tea.
"Same as always. Fearless."
She sat down beside me and tucked her legs under her. "This game is going to mean something, isn’t it?"
"Everything," I said quietly. "It’s going to mean everything."
Tuesday, September 1st. Back to school.
I drove up to St George’s Park in the DB11, the Staffordshire countryside rolling past the windows. The FA’s national football centre, the same place I had earned my A Licence three weeks ago. Now I was back as a Pro Licence candidate, the highest coaching qualification in European football. The final rung.
It was surreal. On Saturday, I had been managing a Premier League team at the Liberty Stadium. On Tuesday morning, I was sitting at a desk in a classroom, notebook open, listening to a lecture on advanced sports psychology from a professor at Loughborough University.
The topic was "Decision-Making Under Extreme Pressure," and I thought about the eighty-eighth minute at the Etihad, about telling Wan-Bissaka to get forward, about the split-second calculation that an equaliser was worth the risk of leaving the right flank exposed. I raised my hand and shared the example.
The room went quiet. The professor smiled. "That," he said, "is exactly what we’re talking about."
I looked around at the other candidates. Mostly older men, former players nearing retirement, seasoned lower-league managers climbing the ladder. They looked at me with a mixture of respect and curiosity.
I was the anomaly. The kid who had skipped the queue. But I kept my head down, took my notes, and asked questions. I thought about John Terry’s words at the A Licence: "Don’t let the noise get to you. Just keep doing what you’re doing." I was trying, John.
The course ran for two days, Tuesday and Wednesday, before releasing us back to our clubs. I would return every few weeks throughout the season, slotting the modules around the fixture calendar. It was another plate to spin. Another ball to juggle. But the qualification mattered. It wasn’t just a piece of paper. It was the final proof that I belonged.
By Wednesday afternoon, September 3rd, I was back at Beckenham. The training ground was quiet without the senior internationals, but it wasn’t empty. With the first team scattered across the globe and the England U21 camp claiming four of my young players: Wan-Bissaka, Kirby, Eze, and Blake, I had called up the U18 and U21 players to train with the remaining senior squad.
It was a reunion of sorts, and a preview of the future.
Standing with them on the training pitch was Paddy McCarthy, the man who had taken over my U18 role. Paddy was a Palace legend, a former captain who bled red and blue. He had carried on the work I’d started with the youth team and added his own stamp tougher, more disciplined, but with the same commitment to the development pathway.
"They’re looking sharp, Danny," Paddy said, walking over as the youngsters warmed up.
"They need to be. The standard here doesn’t drop because the first team’s away."
Before the session began, I gathered everyone in a circle on the centre spot. The senior players who had stayed behind: Dann, Tomkins, Ward, McArthur, Townsend, Bowen, Bojan, and Pato stood alongside the youth players. Two generations of Crystal Palace, shoulder to shoulder.
The youth contingent was a collection of faces I knew intimately from my time as U18 manager. Reece Hannam, my old U18 captain, broader and stronger now, a centre-back with a leader’s voice and a leader’s presence.
Lewis Grant and Tyler Webb, the twin towers of the youth defence who won everything in the air. Tyrick Mitchell, the quiet, intense right-back who never said a word and never made a mistake.
Jake Morrison, the combative defensive midfielder who tackled like his life depended on it. Brandon Aviero, the creative playmaker, whose feet moved faster than his brain a trait I was working on correcting. Antoine Semenyo, the explosive winger with raw pace who frightened grown men.
Ryan Fletcher, the goalkeeper, was already working with Michael Steele on the far pitch. With them was Michael Olise, the sixteen-year-old Paddy had been raving about all week... though Paddy had no idea what the kid was truly capable of.
Olise possessed a left foot that could open a tin of beans from thirty yards and a quiet, almost shy demeanour that concealed a footballer of extraordinary natural ability.
