Diary of a Masochist's turning into a Human Toilet-Chapter 16: EP.: Reflection (18+)

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EP.16: Reflection

When I woke up, it was already past 3 PM. As I got up from the living room floor, my entire body ached with muscle pain.

I was extremely hungry and thirsty, so I crawled to the dog food bowls in front of me. I began eating like an animal, instinctively burying my face in the food.

Drinking water with my tongue like a dog was harder than I thought.

After hastily filling my stomach, I stood up on my knees and looked down. My abdomen had a large, dark bruise, and my limbs showed purple rope marks.

My chest was swollen and bruised, and touching it lightly caused sharp pain. As I stroked my wounds, memories of the previous day flooded back.

Unconsciously, I reached for my vagina, which was wet and swollen. I closed my eyes and masturbated for a while until I heard the sound of the door opening.

I jumped up in surprise.

"Unnie~!!! You got scolded a lot yesterday, right?"

It was Hye-na who entered through the front door. I hid my hand behind my back and looked at her awkwardly.

Hye-na, who had done her makeup, looked fresh and innocent. In contrast, I was standing there naked and disheveled.

Hye-na sat on the sofa, crossing her legs and resting her chin on her hand, gazing at me.

"Hmm~"

Her gaze made me tense and shrink away.

"Basic position," Hye-na ordered softly.

I quickly lifted my heels and spread my legs, assuming the position.

"Hehe, unnie was masturbating~?" Hye-na teased.

I blushed and replied in a low voice, "Uh... yeah..."

"Did you get scolded a lot yesterday? Ah, your body must have hurt..."

"Yes..."

"It looks like you were resting well. No one was here, but you were still masturbating in someone else's house... haha."

I remembered Jung-su's words from before I fell asleep.

"I was told to reflect..."

"But instead of reflecting, you were masturbating..."

I apologized, feeling ashamed.

Hye-na suggested, "Maybe you should reflect now?"

"Yes... I should."

However, I hadn't been told how to reflect by Jung-su and Il-ho.

I asked Hye-na, "How do I reflect?"

Hye-na looked at me incredulously. "It's similar to writing a reflection essay, but you say it out loud instead. Go to the front door, kneel down, and confess your mistakes one by one. When the guys come, assume a dogeza position and tell them what you've reflected on."

I thanked her and sat down in front of her, my muscles trembling.

Hye-na helped me prepare my lines, making sure every word was correct. The phrases sent shivers down my spine.

I was amazed by how someone as innocent-looking as Hye-na could think such things.

After Hye-na was satisfied with my reflection, she lay down on the sofa, removed her socks, and said, "Okay, since the guys won't be here for a while, come and lick my feet or finish what you were doing earlier... haha, I'm too kind, it's a problem."

I crawled to her feet, sucked on her big toe, and masturbated with my hand.

As I sucked her toe, Hye-na asked, "Unnie, are you going to burn my toes? You seem to like it that much."

I nodded with her toe still in my mouth.

"Show me your butt," she said.

I lifted my buttocks towards her, still sucking her toe.

Slap! Slap!

Hye-na slapped my buttocks repeatedly, but it didn't hurt because she wasn't doing it seriously. Instead, my excitement doubled as I sucked her toe and received the slaps.

My hand moved faster in sync with Hye-na's slaps, and I soon reached climax.

Slap!

"Enjoyed enough? Now go over there," Hye-na said, pointing towards the entrance.

I sensed that Jung-su and Il-ho would arrive soon, so I went to the entrance and knelt down.

I recited my lines again, calming my nerves with deep breaths.

About 20 minutes passed, and my legs began to numb. The front door opened, and Jung-su appeared.

I bowed my head and recited my reflection.

"I apologize for pretending to be human while being a toilet disguised as a woman for 24 years. Thank you for reminding me that I'm not human. I will dedicate all my female openings to be toys for my masters and do my best until I'm discarded."

I kept my head down until Jung-su stepped on it, signaling the end of my reflection.

Jung-su removed his shoes and kicked my side gently, saying, "Don't block the way. Move."

As I looked up to get up, I saw Tae-hoon standing there.

"Hello, Han-na," he said with a smile.

I felt a mix of emotions—betrayal, disappointment, sadness, and resentment—seeing Tae-hoon's face.

Jung-su urged me to get up and move to the living room. I stood up, trying to suppress my emotions.

As I stood in front of Jung-su on the sofa, Il-ho, Tae-hoon, and Hye-na sat beside him.

"Assume the basic position," Jung-su ordered.

I quickly took the position, having done it several times before. However, I didn't want to show this humiliating side in front of Tae-hoon.

I bit my lip and looked at Jung-su.

"Did you reflect a lot?" Jung-su asked.

"Yes..."

Il-ho and Tae-hoon laughed at me, and my vagina began to secrete fluids eagerly.

"Reflect in that position, looking at Tae-hoon," Jung-su said.

As I looked at Tae-hoon, tears flowed down my face.

"Why are you crying, Han-na? You enjoyed it, didn't you?" Tae-hoon asked nonchalantly.

His brazen attitude choked my voice.

"I apologize for pretending to be human while being a toilet disguised as a woman for 24 years... Thank you for reminding me that I'm not human. I will dedicate all my female openings to be toys for my masters and do my best until I'm discarded."

After finishing my reflection, Jung-su asked, "How many hits do you want?"

I hesitated, unsure of what to say.

"If you did wrong, you should be hit. How many hits do you want?" Jung-su pressed.

I timidly replied, "One..."

Jung-su decided, "Okay, let's do exactly 10 hits. Tae-hoon, you hit her."

Tae-hoon nodded and retrieved a wide leather paddle from the storage.

"Yu Han-na, assume the position."

I spread my legs and knelt, holding my ankles, and presented my buttocks to Tae-hoon.

Slap!

"That position is wrong. Do a bridge," Tae-hoon said.

My buttocks still had red marks from Hye-na's slaps earlier.

Tae-hoon lightly slapped my buttocks and ordered me to assume a bridge position, exposing my vagina.

Even though it was brief, seeing Tae-hoon made my heart ache, perhaps because I had truly loved him.

Slap!

I gritted my teeth to maintain the position.

"Count the hits! Again!"

Slap!

"One! Ee-hee-hee!"

"Pull your legs in, or we'll start over. Get your head straight!"

Slap!

I couldn't bear the pain and lowered my buttocks.

"What's wrong? Again!"

"Uh-huh... just a moment... it really hurts..."

Tae-hoon's low voice made me lift my hips again, but the fear of his raised hand made me flinch each time.

"Do you want to go back to the bathtub?" Il-ho joked.

I lifted my vagina high, and Tae-hoon continued.

Slap!

"Kkhueu-eu-eup!! One!!"

Slap!

"Two!! Uh-huh!!"

After repeating this several times, it finally ended.

I curled up on the floor, holding my burning vagina with both hands, crying and releasing all my tears and snot.

My vagina was secreting fluids, feeling like hot blood flowing.

Jung-su told me, "Han-na, stop crying and get up. Are you out of your mind?"

I stood up, still holding my vagina, and looked disheveled.

"Remember what you reflected on today. Don't forget it," Jung-su said.

"Yes... uh-huh..."

Jung-su continued, "From now on, we'll make sure you're ruined as you've promised. We'll make you so degraded that no man will ever feel love for you. We'll stretch all your holes so they leak constantly unless we plug them. We'll make your firm breasts sag shamefully. We'll turn your pink nipples black like a cripple's. That way, you'll never think of acting human again. We'll play with you until you're useless and tired of it. Got it?"

I was too exhausted to think clearly and just listened numbly.

My vagina was still secreting fluids, and my heart had been broken long ago.

"Respond," Jung-su said.

"Yes... uh-huh..."

Hye-na spoke indifferently, "Aren't you grateful to us? We're playing with your useless body like a cripple..."

I bowed deeply in a dogeza position and replied, "Thank you for handling my useless body so freely..."

Jung-su said, "Okay, this pathetic masochist. Do better from now on."

"Yes..."

Il-ho mocked, "Is she really that pathetic? Does she have no pride as a woman?"

"Now she's not even human, just a female animal... a masochistic female animal."

"Assume the basic position," Jung-su ordered.

I quickly stood up and took the position, now fully obedient.

Il-ho laughed, "Look at her secreting fluids everywhere. She enjoys this treatment, doesn't she? What a pathetic woman..."

Tae-hoon boasted about how easily I had been manipulated, and my heart ached even more, but my vagina was still wet with excitement.

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