Black Card Debt: Daddy's Little Thief (Omegaverse bl)-Chapter 50: Here today

Taesan’s POV

’I knew it’

The words hang in the air as I growl at him, and the omega doesn’t move, he just stares at me blankly.

There is no ounce of defiance in his face, he just looks gone, like he has shut down and his body is holding itself up.

"Captain!" Junho’s shout in my ear makes me hiss.

My eyes remain on the omega who is sitting on the hard floor, there are small droplets of water sliding down his temple and down his neck, his hair sticks to his forehead and his naked chest shows me just how cold he is.

"Fucking listen to me!" Junho roars and I hear the sound of a car starting, "captain, just wait a fucking minute" he pleads and I don’t respond.

This omega’s round eyes are sucking me in. My deer in front of a headlight, only that this deer isn’t afraid, he’s just frozen in time like he has been caught.

What sort of vile things did he plan for me? Huh? He wanted me to fuck him? And what?

"Get up" I growl at Seoha and he drops his eyes to the guitar as goosebumps erupt all over his body.

’He won me’ I admit to myself.

He fucking got me, the son of a mafia clan leader has been under my roof, feeding my daughter and sleeping next to her like he was made to be mine.

’Mine’ my alpha answers and I snarl as I prepare to pull the trigger, he deceived my alpha well enough, no more games.

But just as I am about to pull the trigger, Junho gives a shout, "he doesn’t know!" he says desperately and I pause my action, "what did you say?" I growl into the phone while the omega just keeps staring.

His eyes are hauntingly empty as he watches me.

"Seoha doesn’t know, his parents didn’t live together for long, he spent more time with his maternal grandparents and- fuck, are you listening to me?" Junho asks, he is speaking in a hurry, trying to stop me from the action he doesn’t know I almost carried out.

I was really going to kill him, I will rather have my daughter’s heart broken now than later....

"Go on" I say calmly, still holding the gun at the unresponsive omega.

"He moved out of his family home for his boyfriend’s and-"

His boyfriend, the bastard that my father owns, the alpha that violated him and is using his nude pictures as a modelling example for his...stolen art.

"That’s enough, I don’t want to hear more" I say and throw the phone to the floor, watching the device skid away, yes...I can control how much damage it gets, how far it goes but I can’t control whatever this is...the hate and the want for this omega.

I want him gone, but I need him here.

I click the safety of my gun on and off, just for the show, just to see what Seoha would do but the omega remains like that.

"Are you immune now?" I ask, looking down at him through my fingerprint stained glasses, and Seoha shakes his head.

"No" he says.

"Do you fear me less?" I ask and he whispers his answer, life slowly returning to his brown eyes as he answers, "no" he says and I press the gun to his head.

The omega’s eyes slip shut and a sob leaves his lips, he isn’t crying like he’s afraid, he’s crying like a broken person.

The way Sooin does whenever she wakes out of her nightmare.

The way the countless children I’ve saved did after leaving their abusers.

The way I cried when my mother’s life seeped through my fingertips, wet, red and warm.

"Shut up" I command him and he tilts his head back slightly, showing me his face, his pink face that is wet with tears and snot, his lips that are trembling beyond his control.

So fucking beautiful...so fucking wrong.

"Shin Seoha..." I call his name and he presses his lips together, I push the gun into his forehead hard enough to leave an imprint and his lips part open, like my force is his anchor.

He is broken. And I’m even worse. Shin clan can wait, I will get to the bottom of this, and if he really is more than a thief, I will ruin him in the worst ways.

"Put yourself together omega, you’re here to pay your debt not cry over guitars" I say and place my leg on the guitar in front of him.

"It’s- I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m spiraling and...and Sooin was crying..." he blubbers and it dawns on me, I never truly pulled him out of omega space, I put the gun down and his body almost falls completely forward.

His hands are on the guitar next to my legs as he cries and I grab his hair, not too hard, just enough to make him look at me.

’I’m exhausted, can you ground me?’ Jaemin’s voice returns to my head, the way he would slip into my office, go on his knees and ask me to take care of him.

’I don’t want to think...I just want you’ he would say.

I needed him to stay in control, he needed me to stay in control, and we only made a mess...a mess that robs me of control more times than I can fucking count.

"You’re exhausted" I say to him.

"It’s too much, I want- I want to let go" the omega says, shuddering as cold air wafts into the room, ’omega is cold’ my alpha says, pushing for taking care of him.

Fuck.

I shove the gun into the waistband of my pants and carry the omega in my arms, he holds on to me and hides his face in my chest.

"Have tonight, you will let go and let me take care of you" I say and he mumbles in reply, "tomorrow, we talk" I say as I take him out of the room, holding him bridal style.

The noise of door slamming reaches me and I pause my movement to see who the fuck is choosing to die right now.

"WHERE IS HE?!" Junho’s voice comes from down the hall, and he runs towards me and Seoha, the beta is out of breath and the most uncomposed I have ever seen him and he looks from Seoha to me.

"Did you hurt him? I swear to the goddess" Junho snarls.

"Shut up and get out, handle all my business tomorrow, I am taking the day off" I order my beta and walk past him with the omega in my hands.

He lives today, but tomorrow, tomorrow is not sure.