[BL] Bound to My Enemy: The Billionaire Who Took My Girl-Chapter 211: The blueprint of the wolf

CASSIAN

I knew the moment he stopped watching the show. His attention shifted, turning upward toward me. He looked at me with that unguarded, direct curiosity that I still wasn’t used to. He was trying to figure something out.

"Your brother," he said, his voice hesitant, the stutter threatening to return. "The way he spoke to you tonight. At the dinner. It was... I’ve heard that tone before."

I looked down at him. "It’s a common one in certain circles."

"It felt like more than that," Noah said, searching my face. "You already know everything bad about my family. It seems fair."

I looked back at the television, the blue light of the screen reflecting in the glass of the window. "What do you want to know?"

"Whatever you want to tell me," he said. Then, because he was Noah, he offered the exit. "Or nothing. You don’t have to."

I watched a dramatic confrontation on the screen, a woman weeping in a rainstorm.

"We’re more similar than you think," I said. "Shitty fathers. Worse brothers. Apparently, it’s a pattern."

My voice was even as I started. I didn’t perform emotion, but I didn’t use the usual distance either. I spoke about my life the way I spoke about a merger... cold facts, clear results. It was the only way I knew how to handle the data without it burning my hands.

"My mother was an affair," I said. "The timing was the particularly cruel part. Charles’s wife and my mother weren’t just acquaintances; they were best friends. It made the betrayal worse in a way that your average cheating story isn’t. There was a family that existed before me—Preston and Seraphina. They were intact. And then there was me. I was the thing that broke it before I was old enough to know what breaking meant."

I told him about the early years. The life my mother tried to build in the wreckage. Followed by what an angry wife and a betrayed best friend can do to a woman’s life in a city where reputation is currency. 𝘧𝘳𝘦ℯ𝓌𝘦𝒷𝘯𝑜𝑣𝘦𝓁.𝒸𝘰𝓂

It was a thorough ruin and my foolish mother had no place to run. She wasn’t as powerful or rich as Seraphina or Charles.

Yet, she let Charles destroy her life, and then, with a specific kind of monstrous ownership, he wouldn’t let her leave it. He kept her in a gilded cage of his own making until the cancer took her.

"I was six," I said. "When my mother got diagnosed with an end stage stomach cancer. Before I could even understand what it meant, the only person who actually wanted me was... gone." My eyes burned, recalling the way her skin grew cold.

"And then I was dragged to the Wolfe house," I continued, the memory crawling it’s way back to my mind.

"My name was added to the family register," I said. "It sounds like acceptance. It wasn’t. it was filing. I was a legal problem that needed to be contained within the house so the neighbors wouldn’t see the mess."

I told him about Seraphina. I said her name without any familiarity, which was the most honest way to say it.

To her, I was my mother’s face and my father’s betrayal walking through her hallways.

She made sure I knew what I was every single day. Not only with screams, but also the small, quiet erasures. The way she’d look through me as if I were a piece of furniture that had been delivered to the wrong address.

It was the small things that stayed with me—the way they didn’t leave marks, just a slow, crushing understanding of my own dimensions in someone else’s space.

"And Preston?" Noah asked.

"Preston was not small," I said. "Preston understood very early that my existence had cost his mother her peace. He decided I would pay it back with interest. The beatings were the least of it. It was the setups, the specific creativity he used to make my life as small as possible. He had the intelligence and the access to ensure I was always the villain in every story told in that house."

I looked down at Noah. "And Charles just looked away. Every time."

"What?"

"Yes. Because looking meant accounting for what he’d done," I said. "And Charles Wolfe does not account. He manages. The management of that guilt was my childhood. He turned away from Preston’s cruelty because it was easier than admitting the cruelty started with him."

I told him about the years of trying.

I remembered the exhaustion of it, the grades, the performance, the desperate attempts to be something Seraphina could tolerate or my father could find a use for. I wanted to earn what Preston had been given by birthright.

"Preston caught on, of course," I said. "He was always watching. He has the same hypervigilance I have now. We learned it in the same house. Every attempt I made to be ’good’ was sabotaged. He knew exactly which efforts mattered most to me, and that’s where he pressed."

I felt Noah’s head shift against my leg.

"The first lesson I learned was that I wasn’t wanted," I said. "The second lesson was harder: wanting to be wanted only makes it worse. It hands people the specific information they need to hurt you. It makes you vulnerable."

I remembered the day I stopped. The day I decided that if they had already cast me as the monster, I would give them a performance they’d never forget.

I stopped trying to be the son they wanted and started becoming the nightmare they feared. I became the stain, the illegitimate son who burned things down instead of building them. I gave them something real to be ashamed of.

"There was a freedom in it," I said, and I realized I wasn’t speaking with bitterness. It was just a fact. "It was easier becoming what they expected than failing at becoming what they wanted. I wasn’t a child trying to be included anymore. I was a Wolfe who had decided he didn’t need the pack."