Attention Sir, I Have Your Heart Handcuffed!-Chapter 763: [Yan Jian Extra] 29. If I were to die, would you be willing to let go (10,000 words)_6
He patiently guided her, then whispered in her ear.
"You said it yourself. I’m surrounded by crises right now, not only Lin Qi and his father but also possibly betrayal from Ben Shaming and Catherine. So I... might suddenly disappear one day and never return. Just like Huangfu Huazhang."
"If this is indeed such a big crisis, then tonight might be our last night... Could you, at least for tonight, let me—finish, okay?"
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His words startled her. She suddenly opened her eyes wide and stared at him, shock quickly followed by large, rolling tears.
How should she explain that his words out of the blue made her heart—ache so much?
He kissed her again, entwining her tongue, patiently seeking her consent.
"... Promise me, will you?"
Yan Jian suddenly reached out to cover her face.
Oh God, how could she answer this?
If she said no, then what if truly... as he said, he never came back one day and could never appear before her again?
But if she agreed, how could she, Tang Yanjian, face herself in the future?!
After much thought, she could only come up with a futile excuse: "You’re getting married... James Ford, you’re getting married soon!"
He nodded awkwardly, yet kissed her more tenderly: "I know... that’s why I want to do this with you before the wedding. I swear, if I indeed marry Catherine, no matter how much I yearn for you, I will never touch you again."
What did this mean, huh? Did it mean he... cared for her?
She couldn’t help but raise a fist and hit him: "Who cares for you saying such things!"
He frowned too, knowing that his words sounded logically correct but were hurtful.
Yet, in this moment, there was no other way to say it—because the future hadn’t arrived yet, he didn’t know what changes might occur in all arrangements.
Facing her tears, he could only utter the dumbest and most reluctant words.
He pinched her chin, his blue eyes locked tightly on her gaze, almost fiercely saying, "Believe it or not, Tang Yanjian, I think I’ve—fallen for you. So, tonight, in this place, I want... to have you."
"I won’t give you too much pain; the wedding is next month, maybe I’ll soon be dead... in the coming time, I won’t bother you anymore, if I’m dead, then I’ll completely stop bothering you. So it really could be the last night... You must promise me!"
He couldn’t help cursing himself after saying this: What an idiot, these words still sounded as if forcing.
He was awkward, somewhat at a loss but remained determinedly at the brink.
Head held high, his blue eyes arrogantly locked on her, holding his breath, waiting for her answer.
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That kind of feeling...
That kind of feeling.
Yan Jian took a deep breath to adapt but couldn’t manage to draw her mind back to think.
All thoughts were concentrated on him.
Heavens... how could there be such a domineering person?!
Claiming to wait for her answer, yet—using this posture!
She inhaled deeply, fingers digging into the carpet beneath her.
Looking up at him, somehow, before her eyes appeared Asia, that war-ridden land where death could come at any moment.
As if seeing him, wandering alone towards a blaze.
She understood, although he never said it, and she never expressed it, perhaps it was at that moment that everything changed quietly—he had gone to Asia, he saved her brother and sister-in-law because of her.
A man who always seemed cold-blooded and ruthless in her mind, yet because of such an insignificant wish of hers, disregarded danger and went personally.
And... although appearing cold-hearted in front of Jieyou, intending to approach her for profit, his mind imagining him patiently keeping Jieyou company, deliberately putting on a stern face yet still going out to buy gifts for her.
Also, he had just said—he loves her.
These excessive reminisces, these odd emotions tangled together, throwing her mind into chaos, in midst of confusion she couldn’t think rationally anymore.
She could only continually hold her breath, resisting his presence, almost angrily questioning him: "I still want to ask you the same question, if I say no, will you leave?"
"No." He declared hoarsely, almost shamelessly: "I’ll keep waiting like this, waiting for you to agree."
If you don’t agree, even if I can’t move forward, I absolutely won’t retreat!
"You unreasonable bastard!" Yan Jian exclaimed in anger, yet for some reason, her heart suddenly felt a tickle, almost wanting to laugh.
She struggled to breathe and control herself, continuing to stern her face before him: "Does this mean, tonight, besides agreeing, any other response can’t help me at all?"
His blue eyes suddenly sparkled with light.
Oh heavens, he saw the hint of mischief hidden beneath the anger in her shining eyes.
He slowly lifted his lips: "Exactly right."
Yan Jian took another deep breath, hooked toes straightened, leaning back.
"Bastard... You said it, you might die; you said it could be the last time. If it weren’t for this, I would never agree with you!"
Was her response righteous and stern?
Yet that bastard, before she could finish speaking, leapt forward eagerly!
Indeed—he couldn’t wait any longer.
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At ten at night, she still promptly returned home.
Even stepping into the door, the pain made her pause and frown.
Pain, that bastard, he made her hurt so much!
Her whole body ached everywhere, as if battered with bones breaking inch by inch, tendons snapping piece by piece.
He got what he wanted, yet he still didn’t spare any part of her.
He... he really did devour her alive, inch by inch, relentlessly.
Xue Ruke came out to greet her, quickly supporting her, asking with concern, "Yan Jian, what’s wrong?"
Saying this, he looked cautiously toward the outside door.
A pretentious Koenigsegg was parked just outside the door, a street across, like a ghost unwilling to leave. 𝕗𝗿𝕖𝐞𝐰𝗲𝕓𝐧𝕠𝕧𝗲𝐥.𝚌𝐨𝚖
Yan Jian became more flustered, originally not wanting to ride in his car, but he wouldn’t allow her, even warning that if she complained further, he wouldn’t let her go home tonight.
She had no choice but to bargain, requesting him to drop her off and leave quickly.
He initially agreed, yet by reaching there betrayed his promise!
Seeing her pale expression, Xue Ruke seriously asked, "Should Uncle Xue take a stick and chase him away?"
