Apocalypse Ground Zero: Refusing To Leave Home-Chapter 57: If Only

The house was quieter now.

It wasn’t the quiet of peace so much as the quiet of absolute control.

Zhenlan sat in the corner of the living room with his back against the wall, his knees drawn up slightly, his arms resting across them. Chenghai sat to his left, close enough that their shoulders nearly touched while Lingyun was on the floor in front of them, his legs crossed, his hands clasped loosely in his lap. Yuche stood near the edge of the couch, his weight shifted onto one leg, his arms folded across his chest.

They had been there for hours.

The light outside the windows was dim—either very early morning or very late at night. Zhenlan couldn’t tell anymore. The curtains were drawn, and the only illumination came from a lamp someone had left on in the hallway. It cast long shadows across the floor, stretching toward the kitchen.

They were the only ones outside of a room, and the house was full of closed doors.

Zhenlan’s eyes moved across the hallway. The door to his room was shut. So was Chenghai’s. Lingyun’s. Yuche’s. All of them closed, all of them occupied. He’d heard the locks click earlier, heard voices inside, heard the scrape of furniture being moved.

He had hope after the first night when the survivors had said that they weren’t interested in any rooms, but not it was clear that they weren’t getting those rooms back.

The four of them had given up their spaces the night before without a fight. There hadn’t been a choice. The survivors had simply walked in, claimed the beds, closed the doors. No negotiation. No discussion.

Now the men sat together in the living room, displaced, consolidated into a single corner.

Footsteps moved overhead. A door opened somewhere upstairs, then closed again. Voices murmured—low, indistinct. Someone walked down the hallway past the living room, their shadow crossing the light from the lamp. They didn’t look in.

Zhenlan’s eyes followed the movement until it disappeared into the kitchen.

The house had settled into a rhythm. Not chaos anymore. Occupation.

Chenghai shifted beside him, adjusting his position slightly. His ribs were still bothering him—Zhenlan could tell from the way he breathed, shallow and careful. Chenghai’s hands rested on his knees, his fingers loose but not relaxed.

Lingyun hadn’t moved in several minutes. His eyes were fixed on the floor in front of him, his expression blank.

Yuche’s gaze moved constantly. He watched the hallway, the kitchen doorway, the stairs. His jaw was tight.

No one had spoken in a while.

Zhenlan’s attention shifted back to the hallway. A door opened—one of the bedrooms. A woman stepped out, yawning, and walked toward the bathroom. She didn’t glance toward the living room. The door closed behind her.

The sound of running water started a moment later.

Yuche’s voice broke the silence.

"We need to kill them."

His tone was calm. Practical. Like he was suggesting they fix a leaking pipe or move a piece of furniture. He didn’t look at the others when he said it. His eyes stayed on the hallway.

Zhenlan’s gaze shifted to him as Chenghai turned his head slightly, his eyes moving to Yuche’s face.

Lingyun didn’t look up, he was fully on board with any plan his Dragon Head came up with.

Jian Yuche’s arms stayed folded across his chest. His breathing was even. He wasn’t angry. He wasn’t emotional. He was just stating a fact.

Chenghai’s response came after a soft snort of scorn. "With what?" he asked, the words short and direct. His voice was low, barely above a murmur. "I case you didn’t notice, they took all the weapons from my room."

Yuche’s jaw tightened slightly. He shifted his weight, his eyes still on the hallway.

"If I had my weapons, the ones that Rouxi stole, I could end this," he said quietly, his eyes going from Zhenlan to Chenghai and back again.

Zhenlan’s eyes stayed on him but Chenghai didn’t bother to respond. He just looked at Yuche, his expression unreadable as Zhenlan opened his mouth: "If we had them," he answered after a moment "they’d already be in Han Wei’s hands."

His tone had an edge to it. Not anger. Just reality.

Yuche’s eyes flicked toward him, then away.

No one argued. No one pushed back. The statement hung in the air between them, final and absolute.

The water in the bathroom shut off.

Footsteps moved across the floor overhead. A door opened and closed. Someone coughed in one of the bedrooms.

Zhenlan’s attention shifted to the kitchen doorway. A man appeared there—one of the survivors, younger, maybe mid-twenties. He leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed, his eyes moving across the living room.

He looked at the four of them sitting together in the corner.

His gaze lingered.

Zhenlan didn’t look away. He just watched the man watching them.

The man’s eyes moved from Zhenlan to Chenghai, then to Lingyun on the floor, then to Yuche standing near the couch. He didn’t say anything. He just stood there, observing.

Yuche’s arms tightened across his chest.

Chenghai’s breathing stayed shallow and controlled.

Lingyun’s eyes stayed on the floor.

The man in the doorway shifted his weight, then pushed off the frame and walked back into the kitchen. His footsteps faded.

The conversation didn’t resume.

Zhenlan’s eyes moved back to the hallway. Another door opened—a different bedroom this time. A woman stepped out, carrying a blanket. She walked toward the stairs and disappeared from view.

The house was full of movement. Small, constant, controlled.

When the four of them moved, people noticed. Zhenlan had seen it earlier—when Chenghai had stood up to stretch his legs, two survivors in the kitchen had stopped talking and turned to watch. When Yuche had walked to the window, a man in the hallway had paused mid-step, his eyes tracking the movement.

But when they stayed still, the movement around them continued. Doors opened and closed. Footsteps crossed the floor. Voices murmured in other rooms.

They were being watched, but not directly. Not obviously.

Just... noticed.

Zhenlan’s gaze moved to the space near the stairs. Empty. The basement door was closed. The kitchen was occupied, but not crowded.

Rouxi wasn’t there.

He didn’t say it. No one did.

But the absence was noticeable.

The four of them sat closer together without her. The space felt smaller. More exposed.

Zhenlan’s eyes moved back to the hallway, then to the kitchen doorway, then to the stairs. There was no corner of this house that felt private anymore. Survivors were in the bedrooms. They moved through the kitchen, the hallways, the living room. There was no place to speak freely, no place to plan, no place to breathe without someone nearby.

Chenghai shifted again, his hand moving to his ribs briefly before dropping back to his knee.

Lingyun’s fingers tightened in his lap.

Yuche’s eyes stayed on the hallway, his jaw still tight.

Footsteps moved across the floor upstairs. A door opened. Voices—two people talking, their words indistinct. The door closed again.

Zhenlan’s attention moved to the kitchen doorway. The same man from before appeared again, this time carrying a glass of water. He walked past the living room without looking in, his footsteps steady and unhurried.

But his shadow paused.

Just for a second.

Then he kept walking.

Zhenlan’s eyes followed the movement until it disappeared down the hallway. 𝘧𝘳𝘦ℯ𝓌𝘦𝒷𝘯𝑜𝑣𝘦𝓁.𝒸𝘰𝓂

The four of them remained where they were. Sitting. Standing. Close together.

The house continued moving around them.

Someone was watching.

Not directly. Not obviously.

But present.

Zhenlan could feel it in the way the footsteps slowed when they passed the living room. In the way eyes lingered when someone walked by. In the way the survivors positioned themselves—always aware, always observing.

The light from the hallway lamp flickered slightly, then steadied.

Chenghai’s breathing stayed shallow.

Yuche’s arms stayed folded.

Lingyun’s eyes stayed on the floor.

Zhenlan’s gaze moved across the room one more time—the closed doors, the occupied spaces, the constant low-level movement of people who had claimed this house as their own.

The four of them sat in the corner, displaced and consolidated, with nowhere private to go and nothing they could say without being heard.

The house was quieter now.

But, and it killed Zhenlan to admit... even if it was only to himself... it wasn’t theirs anymore.