After Rebirth, the Celebrity Daughter is the Medical Expert!-Chapter 165 - 110: Impressive Psychologist (New Update) (Part 4)
"I feel like I can’t find my own worth, I don’t know what to do, and I often mess up my life." Xia Fanxing’s eyes once again showed signs of defeat.
Immediately after, he began to cry.
Ning Youguang quietly handed him a box of tissues.
After Xia Fanxing cried heartily while holding the tissue box, his emotions gradually calmed down.
Only then did Ning Youguang softly ask, "Have you always felt this way?"
Xia Fanxing sniffled, "Yes, I often have this feeling. Sometimes when I encounter good things, I do get a bit uplifted, but most of the time, I’m caught in a huge negative emotion. I don’t know what to do."
"So, recently, what caused you to feel this way?"
"It’s a long story."
"My job is to listen to clients tell stories."
Xia Fanxing slowly recounted several things that had happened to him.
At first, he couldn’t help but glance at Teacher Ning’s expression, fearing she would have some comments or criticisms, but he discovered that she was really just listening calmly, so he opened up.
Pouring out a few stories that happened to him, Xia Fanxing slumped back in his chair, "These things aren’t really what’s making me feel so sad. What’s really upsetting is the way others treat me when I get home. It’s terrifying."
After saying "terrifying," Xia Fanxing’s eyes were a mix of fear, gloom, resentment, and grievance.
Ning Youguang kept looking at him calmly until she was sure he had finished his story, then she slowly asked, "Is it because they accuse you of being ’shameful,’ ’bragging,’ ’stupid to death’... that makes you feel so hurt and unable to accept their words, right?"
"Yes."
"So how do you feel inside when they say these things?"
"At first, I’m of course very angry because I don’t think I’m like that, but then I start to feel they might be right, and I begin to constantly deny and doubt myself..." Xia Fanxing’s eyes began to redden again.
Ning Youguang just sat quietly across from him, listening and observing him.
She didn’t speak, but there was a serene tenderness in her eyes.
Whenever Xia Fanxing saw her eyes, he couldn’t help but start sobbing, then burst into tears.
Ning Youguang kept watching him cry, making no movement.
Xia Fanxing cried for a long time before starting to speak, "I will always remember my father saying, ’He has a good personality, but he’s a child with no abilities.’ The house was full of people then, everyone watching me, and my heart shattered, yet I could only put on a fearless face, using smiles and eating to cover my embarrassment. Actually, I felt deeply humiliated inside, and for a long time afterward, I didn’t want to see my dad or anyone who was there at the time."
Xia Fanxing continued to think about those unhappy past events.
After a while, Ning Youguang asked, "Anything else?"
"Yes." Xia Fanxing closed his eyes, "There are so many, but I don’t want to talk about them now."
As if it had been an eternity, he quietly said, "Teacher Ning, my back really hurts. Can I get up and walk around?"
"Sure." Ning Youguang nodded.
Xia Fanxing then supported himself with the chair, got up, and began to walk around in Ning Youguang’s office with a hunched back.
At first, he walked very slowly, but gradually he straightened a bit and walked faster. 1314







