That day, I wanted to die with Luo Xuan. Because I couldn’t face you.

I finally understood why, from the moment you met me, you were so kind to me. I’ve always been curious—is your kindness towards me really without reason?

It was also that day that I finally realized, even though you knew I was from Night Hawk, you resolutely kept me by your side, speaking to me this way and that.

Your sister must have felt incredibly fortunate to have met you, just as I have felt the same.

I don’t know how your sister died either. How did she die? I wonder, did you kill her after discovering her identity? Or did she betray you, so you killed her?

Is it because of your remorse that you gave all your kindness to me alone?

Thinking about all this...

A substitute, right?

No, Ah Nian, don’t misunderstand. It’s not because of this that I’m being sensitive.

On the contrary, even if I am just a substitute for your sister, I am willing to stay by your side. I am willing, if it means I can continue to love you.

But I can’t do it.

Because I’m not worthy.

Especially during these days by your side, I felt too blissful, too happy; it was as if everything had started anew. But the more wonderful it was, the more panic I felt in my heart, unable to unabashedly accept your kindness towards me.

Ah Nian, such a broken me doesn’t deserve you.

With these thoughts, I no longer have the courage to love you.

Five years is enough. If it is remorse, then your sister can rest in peace; she won’t blame you. Because I’ve done the same thing, I understand her feelings—it’s us who should repent.

Me, who schemed against you, who hurt you, a tainted me, a dying me, how could I selfishly allow you to love me?

You once said that only if I leave would you not be able to forgive me. So I left, letting you dislike me, even hate me. I want to move out of your heart so that you won’t be so sad when I die. If you’re not sad, then I’m not sad.

Ah Nian, can you promise me not to look for me? Allow me to die quietly somewhere; I will find you again in my next life.

Ah Nian, I...

Love you.

After Li Sinian finished reading the letter, he crumpled it in his palm, the aggressive aura emanating from his body made it difficult to surmise what was precisely written on it.

He wanted to crush the letter, but in the end, his hand loosened.

If he couldn’t find her, this might also be...

The last thing she left in this world.

"Start searching immediately! Even if we have to scour Mexico, find Heather and bring her back to me unharmed! Don’t let her step out of Mexico!"

Frey and Lucia were taken aback: "...Yes, Boss!"

Not look for her?

Li Sinian smashed his fist on the desk, shattering their cozy little table in an instant.

"Boss..." Lake started to understand the situation.

It seems no one kidnapped Heather, nor did anyone harm her; Heather left on her own.

She actually...

Left the Boss!

This has never happened before.

"Lake, go watch Gu Liancheng and Qianxun immediately, keep an eye on their every move, see if anyone contacts them. They are the only two friends she has back in the country."

"Yes! I will send someone right away!"

Wei Wei, who said you can leave me?

I will find you, even if it’s at the End of the World!