There must be something wrong with me - Chapter 45 - 39 Curiosity?

Have you ever heard the story of the monster?

Have you ever thought that monsters have always existed, and they are lurking around you?

Have you ever thought that the reason why you are still safe is because the profession of “Monster Slayer” has existed for thousands of years?

Wang Qianchen turned into a monster when he woke up, and was ruthlessly hunted down by the monster slayers, and since then he has also entered a strange world!

- Description from novelbuddy

The Great Yan Empire exists in a world where respect can only be earned through strength. Within this Great Yan Empire, the four great clans have always stood above the rest. Among them, a particular incident in the Lin Clan resulted in the banishment of a certain individual who went on to start his own family, in hopes of one day being recognized again by the Lin Clan, and rejoining them…

Derek McCoy was a man that since his youth had to face many adversities. Often forced to settle with surviving rather than living, had finally found his place in the world, until everything was taken from him one last time. After losing his life to avenge his brother, he reincarnates until he finds a world worth living for, a world filled with magic and monsters. Follow him along his journey, from grieving brother to alien soldier. From infant to Supreme Magus.

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Tags: Transmigration, Male MC, Western Fantasy
Schedule: 1 chapter per day
Chapter Lenght: 1700 - 2000 words but usually are even longer
Warning: The MC is not an hero nor an anti-hero. He is a broken, cynic and misanthropic person looking only for his own gain. If you are looking for a forgiving, nice, MC that goes around saving people in distress, this is not your cup of tea.
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