Nan Hua looked at Feng Yu Hua and then reminded, "The pain of losing something after obtaining it is bigger than having none of it in the first place."

"I know." Feng Yu Hua had already experienced so many things in the past and lost so many things. It would be a lie to say that she didn’t feel the pain, but she still wanted to continue with this method.

Even if it would end up with her being hurt, Feng Yu Hua didn’t mind.

"Life is so short, if I don’t try it, I’ll never know how it feels for the rest of my life." Feng Yu Hua laid back on her bed and then said, "Even if I know how it would end, I want to enjoy the process."

Some people only cared for the ending.

And most people would only want the result but not the process.

But Feng Yu Hua knew that sometime, the most important thing is actually this process that people neglected. It was what allowed them to grow up. The experience during the process had granted them many chances that they never know before.

And in this matter of feelings, Feng Yu Hua just wanted to experience it in her life.

Even if she knew that the ending wouldn’t be good, she wanted to enjoy this short period of time.

Because she knew very well that she might not be able to experience it in her entire life if not for this short chance.

Nan Hua looked at Feng Yu Hua and nodded.

To be honest, she felt that Feng Yu Hua was really strong and admirable. Even though this girl looked like she was asking for a beating most of the time, but she had strong mentality and lived her life to the fullest.

"I see."

"You didn’t disagree?" Feng Yu Hua asked, her tone was a bit strange.

"Why should I?" Nan Hua asked back.

"Well, I thought that you wouldn’t agree because you know how it would end and how it would only hurt both parties." Feng Yu Hua shrugged. She sat back up and looked at Nan Hua curiously.

Nan Hua blinked her eyes. "For myself, I can’t use this approach, but how you live your life is not up for me to manage. All I want is for you to do some things and help me to finish my task."

Feng Yu Hua was stunned for a moment and then laughed again.

Right, how they lived their lives eventually depended on themselves. Why force others to follow their own set of thoughts and decisions?

Everyone is different.

They have their own set of goals, way of life, and consideration.

Even for family members, they will respect the decision of the individuals and didn’t force the others to follow their own set of thinking.

Because everyone will be responsible for their own choices.

"Thank you." Feng Yu Hua smiled.

Nan Hua blinked her eyes and sat down beside Feng Yu Hua.

She herself knew that she could never open up her heart to anyone because if she trusted someone, she would only let herself be hurt. And in her profession and life, this little bit of trust was more than enough for others to kill her and destroy her for the entirety.

Her life has always been filled with danger.

Feng Yu Hua’s life experience is similar but also different.

Section 7 competition has always been about their technology ability to hack and obtain information. Even if there were some harsh methods and so on, most of it happened through the screen and not face to face.

In a sense, Feng Yu Hua was actually more indifferent than Nan Hua.

Section 13 competition has always been life and death’s battle. They would be fighting with their own hands and watched as other people died in front of them. Ever since they were young, this was what they saw all the time.

"Don’t worry too much and just live your life." Nan Hua patted Feng Yu Hua’s shoulder.

Feng Yu Hua laughed.

The two girls stopped talking about this matter and switched their conversation. They talked about many thing and then Feng Yu Hua showed her game to Nan Hua along with her own records.

Feng Yu Hua liked to play games.

In various games, she was basically the record holder.

"Games are the best place for me to vent and play around. At the very least, when I’m playing game, I feel free," Feng Yu Hua explained. Her fingers were still typing rapidly on the virtual keyboard in front of her to control her character.

Nan Hua looked at the screen.

She herself didn’t like playing games. It was mostly because there was simply no time for her to play.

"Don’t you ever relax? Humans need to relax just like how muscle can’t always be in the tense state," Feng Yu Hua suddenly asked. She felt that Nan Hua had never let go of her guard and felt a bit strange about this.

How did Nan Hua maintain that tense and rigid guard all the time?

Would her body be able to hold on?

Nan Hua passed a look at Feng Yu Hua. "I’m still sleeping normally."

But her sleep has always been light.

If Feng Yu Hua asked her, she would never be able to answer why she could maintain this state. She just found the balance in the tense atmosphere and her own vigilance.

Because she didn’t find it strenuous at all to maintain her vigilance all the time.

It had already become part of her nature.

Everything was very natural for Nan Hua that she didn’t know how to explain to Feng Yu Hua.

"But sleeping alone is not enough, right?" Feng Yu Hua was confused.

"It’s enough for me."

For me.

Feng Yu Hua pursed her lips and nodded. Anyway, she knew that even if Nan Hua was sleeping, this girl never let down of her vigilance.